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Saturday, November 29, 2008 12:26 PM
♥i Love walking on the rain as no one knows im crying.. Just wake up from my lalaland and hell yeahs im fcuking tired (: Yesterday, went to Summer's over gig and that was their first launching an album. Congrats yeahs (: may you guys success in whatever you guys did. Raufi heights did performed too. And it will always fantastic! Pictures will upload by nur izyan later (: Firdaus did come along too and bumped to cherie at homeclub. yeahs had a great time yesterday. Went home alone yesterday nearly to twelve ive reached home. He didnt send me home as i said no need to send me as i dont wanna troubled him and yes, he did not send me(: quarelled with him again. and this time i just cant accept the words that he said it to me. it totally hurt me and im just being stupid to give in always. Din, you just dont think what ive done to you for the past few days since we patch up. great, im in tears again yesterday! Anyway, no one cares. im just tired to go on this way. im lazy to elaborate more and more what had happen between us yesterday. yeah today im working and the weather makes me fcuking lazy to go to work! erghs! Read tirna's blog and yeahs a tears fall from my eyes. i dont know why in a sudden i cried. i just missed the moments we had together. i better stop here. lost in mood update later when im free.
Thursday, November 27, 2008 5:00 PM
♥Nothing feels right when im not with you. Before i start, i wana say sorry for not updating for the past few days. Yeahs ive been busy with my stuff lately (: Yesterday, working at afternoon shift. Luckily we are not busy on that day. hees. Fad came to work late at 4pm and he's actually have to be at work at about one pm same as me. Fad, please lah, dont think of your girlfriend so much until ur working time has gone bad to worse! idiot! i have to lie to ben, you know?! saying that u have something urgent but actually u overslept as u were on the phone with ur gf last night. erhgs! please lah, changed! i hae a bf too but im not like you. U have to give time, bodoh! As usual, i cant touch the cashiers. haiya. and instead of doing nothing at the counter, i helped out carlen to do the stocks and it enjoys me. Not that tired! haha. At 6 plus had my lunch with ben. Thanks kak nora, for buying the rice for us! woah.. the rice like fcuking much. It can be shared with two or three persons! hees (: but at last i finished up the whole packet of rice. Ben couldnt finished it so he shared with jo instead. haha. Continued to work.. Punched out at 10 plus. Went to draw money as mummy craving for MEGA MAC. yeahs bought for he and off to home. Thanks hairil, for the cab thingy. Went home by taxi. Hairil blanja! haha. sent me first then fad then hairil (: yeahs, boyfriend have been busy these days. When i wana text with him, there's some reasons that he gave to me. Wana sleep la, batt low la, when he's at home, he will text lah. yeahs Reasons reasons reasons... When at night, he say "k lah b, i nk tdur." this text he will text me at night. yup, i do understand you are tired but hey baby, i do tired. but i still have the time for you though im fcuking tired working for the whole day, dear. hais. What to do yeahs. hmph! Tomorrow im working but take off day as tomorrow raufi heights performing at homeclub (: going with izyan tomorrow. Today stayed at home. the whole day* haha. i miss home. i miss teeves. lastly i miss my boyfriend so much hahaha (: Meeting baby tommorrow. yeahs! tomorow dad's birthday. erghs! what to buy or him! 1st december, aqasha's birthday party and kak gun's homecoming located at abg zul's house! haha. thanks for inviting me my dear kak wedah(: hees bought that gendut present already. Cant wait for tomorrow's gig. Give us a good show yeahs, RH! ill always support u guys (: got to go. im fcuking tired the whole day siting in front of this laptop! haha. will update when im free yeahs, folks (:
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 1:06 PM
♥Painfulness Mistake is left me here on my own. Yesterday was such a tiring day. I was fcuk up with Spotlight! We were told that part timers are advised not to touch the cashier. I was like sheet!! The whole day fold fabrics and put new stocks and stuff. Fadly and Morgan fault and im becoming the one too. Shit sia! i think im going to quit soon. For what we worked if we cant touch the cashier. As if that Anna blamed me sia! Erghs! Saw Saleh and girlfriend yesterday but i was serving a customer that time. So dont have time to talk to him. haha. yeahs as usual my daddy (stephen) always made my day. Quarrelled with boyfriend in a sudden sia. His words are just too painful for me. While folding the fabrics, tears fall from my eyes afther reading his messages. Here his painful messages that he sent to me : " Ape kau ?? kau pikir kau bobal tu semua btol uh. eh, kau nk bobal mapek jgn dgn aku eh!! " i cried and daddy saw that. He cheered me up with his stupid joke but i gave him a fake laugh and smiled. how i wish his my father (: thanks daddy. in a sudden, boyfriend msg me that way. yeahs im upset. if u do have someone, u can talk things out with me. i will undrstand ur situation, hunney. i never ever force u to be with me or love me yeahs, dear. hais. if im that ego, why i always give in when we quarrelled. You did not think of that. All u did was to say out all the painful words to me without thinking how i felt. hais. Punch out at ten plus with david. slack abits and talk talk abits. hees. went home alone. He did not fetched me. He have something on (: While walking towards my blk, saw a couple were actualy roman-ing near the letterbox thingy. i was like giving them a strange face. haha. Go somewhere else la idiot! went home at eleven plus and waiting for papa to buy me makan. hungry. To my dear boyfriend: already read ur blog and im sorry i cant changed the way i felt about tirna. i tried to be friends with her again as she's been my friend for about four years but i really cant. im sorry though its for ur own sake. To tirna: if you reading this. i just cant believed things went out this way. yeahs im sorry if i cant erase my hatred towards you. yeahs its been fcuking hard for me,darling. We laugh, cried, did the stupid things together, shared secret, we are TWINS until that Mr hamdani confused between us. its quite sad when i wrote this. hais. yeahs its been the past for us anyway. i miss the moments we had together but i still cant forget what you had done to me. i tried to forget everthing but it seems i cant. The hatred still there in me. Anyway, thanks for inviting me and i try to come yeahs. Again, im sorry. got to go. going pasir ris. Abah called me early in the morning to come over there. Missing me already yeahs me toos! hahaha. yeahs will update more (:
Friday, November 21, 2008 12:32 PM
♥Caramel Ice Blend. Yesterday went out with baby. Went to queesway at first to buy his rubgy stuff . But we couldnt find it and i just bought for him his shorts and thights for rubgy training. Yeah did not eat the whole day was so fcuking hungry. daddy and mum in law sent us at Eastpoint as they were fetching Kak Siti at simei. So we off to Queesway. baby, our favourite bus 51! haha.the story like this, whenver we waiting on time. haha. Walk walk and in a sudden something catch my eye! i lurve the dress! which cost $56.90 and also Volcom shoe that i wanted. haha. Then we off to peninsula, to find his rubgy stuff. As usual, bus 51 come on the dot when we reached at the bustop. cool huh! haha. chit chat laugh laugh at the train. So great when having saifudin by my side again. He always made me smiled (: Off to peninsula, and saw Dalina Jaafar! She smiled at us! huhu. And baby said her face look like that "girl" and i was ike urms.. okay! haha. cant be bothered when hearing a betrayed friend's name like her. baby was frustrated when he saw the shop was closed and i was like aww! im fcuking hungry! haha. Baby called bear and bear said it was at queesway. i was like OMG! Looking at baby's face, finally i said "okay, darling. we go queesway again." yeahs, I will do anything for him as long as he is happy (: Again, the bus 51 come on time! haha. Great bus! And baby made a joke by saying " bie, kalo lah bus ade suare ckp bus fare kiter whenever kter tap, kan cool! haha." stupid joke!hees (: Finally we reached there and check out the pricr SKINS and it was like fcuking expensive. it cost $100 plus. Sorry baby, i cant afford to buy it fr you. My payday not that much uh dear! wait for my next pay! At last bought for him boots (: Then we off to go makan! ate at Simpang Bedok. craving for chiken rice. And thanks hunney for finding the chicken rice that ive wanted (: ily, baby (: talk talk and off to home. was fcuking tired yesterday. On the phone with baby for a while and im off to lala land. And today, im working! lazy sia! haiya. Tomorrow fadly work and im gg to fcuk him up and down! hmph! just now baby called me and it was like fcuking irritating when hearing that "girl" name. He was so rude and just putting the phone down while im not finished talking yet! Give in jek lah dee. hais. and im meeting fasha later at two pm at city hall. Want to give her memory card yeahs. will update later yeahs. *sick right now. coughing and flu ):
Thursday, November 20, 2008 3:49 PM
♥Lovebite Yesterday was such a tiring day. That idiot fadly still absence himself. In a sudden, did not come to work for so many days and i need to cover for him. Like fcuking shit! To all the customer at spotlight, learned to be patient okays. We, staff only have two hands and there is only three people at the counter. So please, learn to be patient! Yesterday, punch out at 10.05pm, baby fetched me. Wait for him at the normal place. Before meeting him, bought for him Caramel Ice Blend that i promise him that im buying for him when he fetch me. haha. On our way home, chit chat laugh laugh. Yesterday inside train, lots of couple yeahs. hees (: baby do realised it toos. Haiya. Remembering when i broke off with baby, lots of couple in front of me and im so jealous.i miss baby deeply when i broke up with him. Read that girl's blog and hey girl, i just wanna say to you, it takes two hands to clap yeahs. Hope u understand what i meant (: saw shafiqah and fatimah inside the train and yeahs missing them alots. off to home and slept at about 6am. playing lydia's psp. hahaha. and now im at baby's house, blogging using his computer (: huhu. i love my daddy in law so much! Today going out with baby. Get my payday already! hees. got to go. will update later.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 1:16 PM
♥  im your biggest fan, baby yeahs. just wake up and today off! yeahs. fcuking tired these few days. work work and all these because of fadly i have to work extra day! cover for him! like hell. yesterday, work at aftanoon. came 15 min late. haha and ben was there. he advice me not to come late for work as that fcuking anna working every weekdays. yeahs i just shook my head (: had lunch with david. thought of buying chicken rice but it wasnt halal. so ate fried rice . chit chat laugh laugh with david. had a great time working with him yeahs. yesterday, me, patrick,david and esther did the closing. and it was my first time doing the NETS thingy. yeahs firstly its hard to catch up but with the help of patrick, i can managed it. hees (: thanks patrick! my daddy (stephen) worked in morning shift. awww. bored.. he went home early. kak nora and baby failed their theory test. haiya. their next test is on 20 december. need to study hard okay kak nora and my dear budin. (: went home at about nearly to eleven yeahs. baby did not fetched me so yeahs went home alone (: When ive reached home, daddy asked me to accompany him to eastpoint. bought mummy chocolate as she's craving for it. Daddy was in a good mood and asked me do i need anything? yes i do. ice caramel ice blend and daddy give me money to buy it. hees i lurve daddy(: get my payday on friday i think. aqasha's birthday coming. huhu. thinking of what to buy for him. hees. i miss my baby darling yeahs (: got to go. will update more later.
Monday, November 17, 2008 12:13 PM
♥Little girl walking down the street.. just wake up and im getting ready to off to work after updating my bloggies. Need to update about yesterday's' gig. yeahs, the place was quite bored. so fcuking small! haha. but raufi heights never failed to rock us up! my darling drummer never dissapointed me though he was sick yesterday. poor darling! the gig starts at 7pm and RH performs at about eight plus. i was working yesterday. morning shift. Ask ben for an urgent leave. haha. punch out at 5pm and off to meet my baby at bugis (: ikah do followed us and she was eager to see RH performed. hees. wait for ayit and shima toos. at about 7 plus we off to odiocrib. bumped to sonia! and im fcuking miss her. she did followed us to gig and did not expect one of sonia's friend was shairul's ex. haha. at 8 plus, RH performed. watch baby played the drum and it always make me smiled (: i lurve RAUFI HEIGHTS! huhu. went off at about ten plus. baby, ikah and i went off early as baby was sick. took bus twelve and while waiting for the bus, i bought baby food to eat later. (: and we off to home. about my workplace kinda corked up these days. customer complained our service was slow. hello ?! we only have two hands, people! and yesterday only me and susan, idiot fadly did not come to work for two days and im covering for him! like fcuking shit! called and msged him did not reply! bodoh pe jantan! and thanks kak nora for the strawberry cheesecake. yeahs. we do love cheesecake! hees. morgan, you owed me caramel ice blend uh! without me, you wouldnt know that girl. haha. im waiting for my caramel from you uh! fun working with all you guys! hees (: and today baby and kak nora got their basic theory. best of luck! baby, im sorry i cant accompany you. im working darling and take good care of yourself. pass the test for me yeahs (: ily, dear (: got to go. working working. (
Thursday, November 13, 2008 12:43 PM
♥Fall back into my life. happy anniversary yeahs. its been one year tenth month im being with you, darling. i know we do have a hard times together. im sorry for whatever had hapen between us. i promise to treasure you for the rest of my life. Thanks guys for coming to my chalet. its been fun yeahs with you guys! i and haekal was setting up the bbq thingy and it was so fcuking annoying! i didnot know how to bbq so was haekal. we did use the firestarter that much sia. haha. *gundu*. first guest was sakina and cherie. Thanks sweets for buying the bracelet wriiten my name on it (: second was my baby and friends. send my darling aqasha went home and i quarelled wit baby for awhile. sorry baby if u felt like im abandoning you. No baby, its just that my friends i need to entertain them. hope u understand and im sorry once again. yeah cut my cake as my baby do arrived already. thanks iyaad for singing the birthday song for me. Such a darling! I love iyaad so much as a friend okay! (:gosh! kene sabo with abg ariq and all. hmph! lastly, do have fun with them yeahs. thnks mummy and daddy for doin this chalet for me. cousins, family, relatives are also there (: chit chat with friends and stuff till midnight. spending time with baby was great! hahaha. baby, firdaus, ayie, ariffin, iyaad, zana, ifah, shahiran sleepover at my chalet but zana,ifah and shahiran went off at 4am i think. hees (: I miss my friends during that time. im glad most of them could make it yeahs! i love you guys alot! thanks for the present. and not forgetting my dear kak wedah and papa. thanks for coming and the present, though. ily alot! spent time with baby the whole night! *stop your nonsense elfidiana* thats what my baby said it to me that night. haaha. i lurve you, baby. you always made me smiled, hunney (: at about 10 plus, we check out. reached home, the first thing i did, go to LALA land. wake up ard 7 plus. called my baby and chit chat for awhile and off to sleep again. got to go. today went out with baby. ill update more later yeahs. (:
Monday, November 10, 2008 3:05 PM
♥Pains that i suffered from you.. i miss my bloggies. hees. quite busy nowdays. im praying hard to have a smooth relationship with boyfriend after what had happen between us. Yesterday, i received tirna's messages and its killing me. What's the point of you giving me those texts that boyfriend give you ? Girl, if you love my boyfrind that much, you could have him. i never ever force my boyfriend to be with me. Its his own choice. So please afther what had happen, dont disturb my relationship anymore. and to my dear baby, you have the right to choose your corect path for you. i dont mind either if yu want to be with her. cause love cant be force from what u said it to me.So i hope after this no more tears for me again, baby. im tired of crying. Yesterday, baby send me to work. but before that we went to peninsula to buy baby's slippers. got my payday already and bought for him slippers that he wants. hees (; When i was about to pay the stuff, bumped iyaad and shahrin. in coincidence! ahaha. i miss baby's friend! hees. After bought his stuffs, we off to my workplace. hug and kisses from baby then im off to my work. awww.. come o my lazyyy already! not tat busy yesterday but this stupid menses made my day spoiled. sorry fadhly, kene maki dgn aku! ahaha. Finished work at ten pm. baby fetched me and slacked awhile and we off to home(: thannks baby for the two shirt from giordano! im loving it yeahs! (: Today not working. Four days off! tommorow my chalet! belated birthday! hees. cant wait yeahs (: ps : people, im not cutting my cake until my dear saifudin reached at my chalet. *winks. 0n the 16 november, raufi heights's gig! yeah i miss them fcuking hell! ok then. until here yeahs. will update more later. im glad that you fall back into my life again. i will promise you that i will treasure you, baby. |
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