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Saturday, February 27, 2010 1:42 PM
♥ I dont feel good when i have to lie but infact i believe the truth always hurts but i just wanna be honest to you . Im sorry for everything and i believe im sucks to you , boy. You have the right to scold me and im terrible sorry. I bet im just sucker for love ): im sorry & imissyou , cheeky boy. Dear friend , Its true sometimes people change and things too. But deep down , i miss the littlest things we share together. The best part was going in the same toilet cubicle and shared stories so that no one hears us except both of us. I miss those days when im so darn fucking close to you. People would talk about us and "heyy , they do look alike ? " even the aunty stall talks about us too. But , i bet everything change & heyy , you've tried to be a nice friend and i bet you did a great job , love.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 7:42 PM
♥  Just came back from school. School was as normal , nothing much. But until this adorable ♥ was totally eager to meet me in school. So actually i dont know if adorable ♥ wants to give me something yesterday. And i felt totally bad. )': Here's the conversation i had with one of my favourite aunty selling "MEE". Aunty: effy , ade mataer kat skola nie ay ? Me: huh ? Aunty : takde , tadi ade satu laki nie suruh kak letak something kat fridge. Me : then ? Aunty : abeh kak tanye laah ,utk sape ? Me: "listening attentively. Aunty: si laki tu ckp yg that time satu pompan letak strawberry kat fridge. Me: ye ke ? nie mesti si noah tau. Andand i was eager to know what was it. But too bad aunty says until that adorable guy came then i can see what's in there. argh. Texted adorable ♥ , and we met right infront of that stall. so yeahh , he took it and gave it to me. Awww , i was so touched . and he says " here's a little gift as an apology. (: I dont need those stuffs just to ask forgiveness to me . I just need a sincere words from you & im happy enough. fyi , ive forgive you since the day we're otp and you seems so remorseful. Its okay , love. Im fine and it will heal by itsself. Again , thankyousomuch for those chocolates , favourite boy. I dont mind whose you're texting with , either is a girl or someone special but please dont lie to me. I ♥ you , favourite boy. Ex boyfriend , please dont be sad cause i'll intend to be more upset. Please.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 1:29 PM
♥ I dont even know if i should be angry or upset.. But thanks lil sis for comforting me yesterday night. I'll update a proper one when im okay. Take Care , readers All i need was a sincere love from you & not lying those stupid shits to me. Cause i hate people lied. As what you said to me , nomore hiding anything between you & me. But instead , you made me in tears yesterday night. Ive started to trust you , favourite boy but instead ... hais )':
Sunday, February 21, 2010 3:34 PM
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Saturday, February 20, 2010 4:36 PM
♥ I bet there's someone much more better than me. Ex boyfriend , you should follow what your friends said cause they're your first priority and im just a girl in your life. For three years im with you and i swear i wont regret of having you. Appreciate everything that we gone through together. And i hope things will just be great for you without me. Take Care , Ex boyfriend.  Been knowing this guy for one month & im glad that ive met him. He's being too nice to me. I love the way he treats me as he makes me so special in his life. I love the way he talks about me to his friends. I love the way he called me just to hear my voice even its last for 5 minutes. I love the way he wrote about me in his blog. All i can say , i love the way you are , favourite boy. Things are being so hard for us & i dont wish to hurt him in anyway. Instead , he hold it strong even sometimes it hurts him alot just to make sure that i wont leave him. I wont leave you , favourite boy. Im always here with you. Take my hand and hold it strong & never will you let it go. Even we are so far from each other , but please have faith on me. i miss you , boy
Friday, February 19, 2010 8:24 PM
♥ I wasnt in the mood to go school but dearest faridah give me a wakeup call. So , get my ass out from bed & had my shower.Never fail to receive "Morning Text " from adorable ♥. Someone just cant wait to meet me in school (: how sweet. So , as usual entered class , didnt do anything , instead went out and meet adorable ♥ Had my cross country just now & it turn out AWESOME. I came out fifth position & first for the team category. Twin & me deliberately cant wait for the Prize Giving. heee. Andand adorable ♥ texted me just to say " ily , girlfriend and im proud of you. " awww , how sweet he is (: Suddenly , it reminds me of Ex boyfriend. hmm ): Before we go to separate ways , he never fails to kiss me in my forehead. MUHD NOAH , you're just so sweet & i dont wish for you to go. People , its my life and i appreciate your concern but im doing what's best for me. Lack is a nice guy & im glad to have him. Din was just my past and i dont know if things will going to be the same. Please , stop spamming my tagboard . Thankyou , beloved people .
Thursday, February 18, 2010 7:20 PM
♥ Im not myself these days. I intend to lock myself in the room. Getting mad easily. Cried over littlest things , not in the mood to go school and going out and etc. Im just fuck up with things around me . No one understands me including my friends. Im all alone right now. I dont have anyone to understands me even mummy. Even mummy doesnt understand me )':Will update a proper post when im okay. why dont you just delete everything about me in your blog since bit by bit you deleting it.. im lost & i dont know what to do. im sorry if i couldnt be the best for you )':
Monday, February 15, 2010 3:44 PM
♥ Yesterday went to Shima's house for her engagement . & glad to see those smile on her. Last long with Brother Ayit yeahh. May you guys last till marriage (: Nothing much happen. Here's the picture that i took yesterday. Its not that much due to my stupid camera battery running low.      I MISS THAT MONYETBOY ALREADY. COME BACK ASAP , PLEASE !
Sunday, February 14, 2010 11:00 AM
♥  Woke up early just to text adorable ♥ but end up i texted him for awhile cause im super tired. Received five texts & six missed calls from adorable ♥ when i woke up. I felt bad for everything. I shouldnt have hurt his feelings in the first place. I felt bad of everything ive done behind him. Im sorry , boyfriend. I shouldnt lie to you in the first place. Im being sucha asshole. Im being sucha bad girlfriend to you. Im sorry , i should be with you always before you heading to KL. Instead , im off bed while you're waiting for my texts or calls. ARGH! i feel totally bad. I promise i wont do it anymore. It sads me when i make you cried yesterday night & i didnt meant to. But please , have faith on me cause im different from other girls that you knew. Andand please , dont compare me with them. Yesterday went out with Saifudin as our so called "3 years 1 month". Everything that he has did to me was so touched. Thanks for the letters & roses that you gave. Im so touched . But , i dont want to give hopes on him and the end i'll hurt him. I just want you to move on & i know you will. Its just that you cant bare to see me with someone else. Likewise , people change and feelings change too. Everything that i am & what im doing , it happens for a reason & its not about revenging or whatever shit. I had a great time with you , honestly. & it really touched me when you score that goal for me ): But , i cant lie to myself on and on. Thanks for accompany-ing buying my MACBETH SHOE. So , today plan was heading to Bedok. Dearest shima engagement with brother ayit. meeting Saifudin later in the afternoon and im off home when everything's done. Cause i promise adorable ♥ that i wont disappoint him when he's away & i'll keep that in mind.  Seee that picture above.. Please tell him that i miss him so much. & return home safely and as soon as possible. i♥♥♥♥ him !
Friday, February 12, 2010 9:05 PM
♥  Its the best feeling when you started off falling in love with someone. School was as per normal , meeting babygirls in school was great as usual. Never failed to make me laugh with their stupid jokes but im glad to have them in my life. Ended school at 12pm & straight off to take my so called "Little Gift" . As usual , called him up to fetch me & we slacked. Adorable ♥ was so speechless of what i did today. Heyy , all i did was just to see those smile on your face & to prove to you that im not going to disappoint you. There's moreeeeeeeeeee surprises to commmmeee (: Adorable ♥ 's going soon & fuck shit im going to miss him badly. So , i must keep myself busy just to not missing him that much. Sunday - Ex boyfriend's brother engagement. Monday - Outing with Geeks ( not to be comfirmed ) Tuesday - ♥ 's back. Wednesday - MY FIRST MONTH WITH ♥ Baby ♥ , all i can say im deeply in love with you. Even something or someone tried to makes us fall apart , just bare in mind that i wont leave you. Cause i just couldnt afford losing someone like you. You're being too nice to me. You're being too sweet to me. & lastly , you're in love deeply with me. Andand i just wouldnt let everything falls apart that easily. Let's make a great one for you this time. & i try my best to be the best person that you could've imagined , ♥ The best feeling was hearing you voice saying out , "iloveyou , effy"
Thursday, February 11, 2010 10:17 AM
♥  I felt lost / pissed / fuckup / upset / disappointed on myself but i know out of all this feelings i felt whenever adorable ♥ beside me , i just felt everything's gonna be alright even deep down im way upset. Yesterday i felt bad. I didnt mean to be so harsh on adorable ♥. Yes , ive started to love him more and more cause he's just being too nice and understand me well. I dont wish to let him go. I dont wish to hurt him. I dont wish to be a bad person to him. I dont wish to lie to him anymore. All i want is to have him with all my heart. It sounds weird to me as its the first time ive fall in love with someone else deeply for about 3 years. Things are just the way that i want him to be. I dont asked him to be perfect cause no one is perfect. All i want him is to loved me dearly for who i am. The best part was , hearing his voice saying "iloveyou , effy." Baby ♥ , im sorry if whatever ive said or do makes you upset or angry. i try to be the besti can that you couldnt imagine. ANDAND i forget to bring some strawberries for adorable ♥ that ive kept abit for him.ARGH. And meeting this cute guy of mine later on due to accompany him to take his passport. He's going to be away on this Sunday & im so going to miss him. let him return safely to Singapore as soon as possibble , please. Im going to miss him badly ):
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 8:52 PM
♥ Didnt update blog for a few days due to im busy with stuffs. So Last Saturday , Celebrating Lil sis birthday and I had a double date on that day. Ive used to have double date with Twin. But now , things change & im missing those days when im closed to her. But whatever it is , i still loved her as My Twin (: So back to the topic.. Seriously , it was way AWESOME ! We had our lunch at PASTAMANIA due to im craving for it. Adorable ♥ was so cute when ive ordered for him Spicy meal. Yes , Effy loves to bully Lacko (: And adorable ♥ bought those anklet & bracelet that ive been wanting. Thankyou so much , Muhd Noah. Bought our Tickets for " Tooth Fairy" , & i tell ya its the funniest stories that ive watched. The best part about the show was Ryan Sheckler did act too. & i was like ARGHHH. Only adorable ♥ knows how i reacts it . Ended show , window shopping, slacked awhile , took pictures and rushed to meet daddy as he wanna bought lil sis's new phone. Andand this cutest guy of mine said , baby , i wish you dont have to go off early and blablabla (: How sweet he is . I had an awesome time with this adorable guy & im looking forward our next outing. SUNDAY. Celebrating Lil Sis , Baby Sis 's birthday at the same time. & this time with family and mum's side and i really had a great time too with them. & ex boyfriend did come over too but yeah we didnt talk much together. I dont know what's up with him so yeah . hais. Afterall , I had a great time. Yesterday woke up early due to meeting adorable♥ Our plan failed due to.... I dont have to said in here (: But , i had a great time whenever he's there beside me cause he never fail to make me smile. School was as usual just now but adorable ♥ didnt attend to school. I missed him so much (: Recently , met ex boyfriend. Yes , i did felt upset cause seeing the way he is right now. He really try hie very best to win my heart back. But i dont know. Why cant we just be friends ? Cause i dont want to get hurt anymore. And in fact likewise ive said , I wont leave Muhd Noah or hurt him ever. PICTURES.        Saw that Green Watch . He says that watch was his Heart cause he bought it with his own effort & now ever since ive wear it , i bring his heart whenever i go (: You're the sweetest stranger that ive ever met , ♥
Saturday, February 6, 2010 10:42 AM
♥ Yesterday didnt attend to lesson due to we're late for lesson. So , had my breakfast with Babygirls & searched for lil sis's present (: Didnt get to meet adorable♥ yesterday & that silly guy kept saying " IMISSYOU" Im still here laa not far far away right ? hee. So , received a text from adorable ♥ & it upsets me for awhile. I dont blame him for telling me infact im glad he told me. I dont even expect someone would called me that. "IM A SLUT" So yeahh , ive to accept it cause all that from people's mouth and i cant be bothered. They're just jealous cause im leading a good life right now. But if yes i am a SLUT , i would go around & let the guys fuck me , touch me ! But , i know i dont do such things cause i do have my own pride (: You people are just boring people whom go around and spread false stories about me. Thanks adorable ♥ for still holding on to me. Thanks for believing on me & understands me. You're sucha amazing stranger that ive met . ♥♥♥♥ To lil sis : happy 13th birthday , babylove. May your wishes come true & be a better person in the future. I'll always loved you , lil sis even though we used to quarrel everytime over littlest thing. But heyy , no matter what happens , im glad to have a lil sis like you , love. Let us celebrate your birthday today with a memorable one this time , alright ? Effy ♥ Youuu.    
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Thursday, February 4, 2010 10:01 AM
♥Been busy for the past few days & much had happened to me recently. I dont know what's in me & i dont kknow how to start with it. I dont want to lie to ex boyfriend or adorable ♥ in a same time. All i can say , im sorry. Ex boyfriend , I apprieciate those love that we build for about three years. I didnt even feel regret when im with you all these along. But things change , sometimes. Ive still loved you like how it used to but i just cant keep lying to myself. I dont wanna things to happen again & again and i dont want to be an idiot again , love. I dont know how to say all these in front of you cause i cant bare to see the tears and etc. im sorry. Im doing these not because i have someone else or whoever. Im doing what's best for us. & i believe that you'll find someone better enough for me. I gotta move on with life this time , love. hais. Hearing your tears on the phone makes me cant even say a word. Im sorry , adorable ♥ if i ever hurt you in anyway.I didnt mean it. Im just too stress up about how things going on to me. No one understands what's in me. Thanks for always been there for me & i apprieciate those littlest thing i had with you . Thanks for understands me even ive hurt you or upsets you. Yes , i know i dont deserve your sincerely love cause ive always caused trouble. Im sorry , once again. So last week meeting this adorable guy at Tampines. Slacked & as usual its awesome (: ohh yes , will be meeting this guy again on MONDAY. ~shhhhhhhhhhh . Met adorable ♥ just now cause he wanted to give me something & yes i do really appreciate it alot (: you dont have to leave me , adorable ♥ |
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