Alright, life is as per normal. I already stopped working as my school already starts. Stayed at home yesteday. really at last i could feel the time at home for the whole day cause if not i wont be at home everyday. School, work,and madrash thingys. See, how busy i am and i cant get the time to spend with my family at home. So, decided to stopped working and concentrate on my studies and aiming to go to poly. Mummy's stomache is getting bigger and bigger. Baby little sister will be out on february soon. Cant wait. And today going to abah's house. Missing them already (: they called me yesterday to ask wheather im working tommorrow and i said that im not working and i have alot of stories to tell them yeahs i regard Abah as my second father. He can understand how i felt and always be there when i need someone. Remembering when i broke off with saifudin. and he came to my uncle's wedding's night. i cried when i look at saifudin and i ran to Abah and he gave me a tight hug and said to me " Nana, you have to be strong in whatever you do. There's something behind all this. Im sure you cried because you love saifudin and yes i nodded (: haha. wont elaborate it more. i just loved abah like a father.

Boyfriend have been so nice and sweet these past few days. He send me to school and fetch me (: Our two years have just past. huhu didnt expect us to be that long. haha. i just feel great when im with him and he always made my day. He changed my whole life and he made me became what i am today. its been tough and hard times for the past two years when im with him but yes god really made us together back again and again. so yeah, we do have a little arguments but after voicing out and stuff, its not really bad yeahs. It ends with a good way and not the opposite way. So people out there who have a relationship, when you guys having a problems do voiced out the way my relationship are doing now. cause i can bet you that it will settle in a good manner (: trust me. so nothing much to say. update later when im free. (:

Yesterday met irah before i went to work. met her at the normal place and something in a sudden flashed in my mind. it reminds of me to him. haha. craps* just a memory left now. haha. quite upset abits. so whatever shit! irah made me smiled. i love you, babe more than anything. you always be there when i need somebody. you always give me your shoulder when i need to cry on (: and yesterday i did the closing and yes im getting better and better with it. Suddenly, firdaus appeared in my workplace with azlan and luqman. haha. so fcuking shocked. see, told u guys i guess having a boyfriend is not like having a real one. Though yesterday he off day and.. i dont want to say anymore. im just getting tired of it. so two days straight my dear friend, aous went to PS. and went home with him. thanks friend for cheering me up and shit i need to tell u guys this. Zuhayr in a sudden appeared at my wrkplace at about my lunchtime. he was waiting for me at the craft department. i was like fcuking anxious and i wanted to run away. i dont want to have any thing to do with him anymore cause im already attached. and i dont want a second conflict to happen between me and din. i already told him that im already back with my ex boyfriend. yes i agreed what you said, we do have a great time and the memories that we had for a short while.But hey though it is a short time we spent together, i apprieciate it okays. i did said to him that i really cant forget about my ex-bf. ive delete your number,zuhayr as i really wants to forget about you and everything. and it so thankful and nice to you that you listened to me by stop contacting with me since ive asked you to.
So. what i did was i brave myself up and im trying very hard to stay away from crying cause what im going to say might hurt him alot. and blablabla. and he just nod his head and walk off. i did felt sad about it. hais. ive broke someone's heart and yes its for his own sake. not mine.
i already have someone and i only needs only one to be loved okays. i hope you guys get it. i only need one person who loved me for all his heart. not fooling around with me. Bought for the stuff for my anny and it cost me a bomb sia! for just a littliest things. haiya. no choice ley. because of love, din i did all this for you. but u just cant seem apprieciate for what i have done all these while. i cant force or what okays. i can bare it by my own. two days to go yeahs. ill have a surpise for you though i know ive been cried alot for you. hais. update later when im free.ps: thanks friends for everything. i love you guys so much!

To my beloved cousin, Farhannah. Happy birthday! Im sorry for not joining you guys to celebrate your birthday!You always becoming my biatch forever and it will always remained. Thanks for being a great cousin to me!Ily, biatch!



happy new year to all my friends and people out there.Didnt celebrate this year with boyfriend. Baby working yesterday. So stayed at home and watched dvds that cousin brought from her home. Wake up early today. Bby called me early in the morning and talk craps with him. Love, im sorry about yesterday night. Okays? did went shopping yesterday. With sister. Haha. Thanks sis for accompany me yesterday. Sis was very frustrated with me as im fcuking fussy when choosing stuffs. Ergh! Next time go shopping buy my stuff, have to be alone. hees. Before ahead to bugis, im off to salon. Get my hair done. its like fcuking four hours im there. and i have to get this straight its going to be my first and last getting my hair done such a long hours. Ahead to bugis and bought my stuff. Bought for baby's shirt and pants. yeahs whenever im outs, i will always remember of him, soo i bought for him something (:
and yes i did bought for brother a tshirt. luckily, he like it thought of buying for baby but no size lor. hees. Then, ahead to bugis junction and yes fcuk! i did bought the "twilight" storybook! im so eager to read it! So now in my beg, there is five thing must be inside my beg. my wallet, handphone, cigg, my hand cream and yes lastly, my book (:
Today should be working at 3pm but ben did text me to come abit early at one pm. As usual, not enough staff today. hmm. so be working at one today. haiya.

Picture of me and zuhairah mohamed. My three years friendship with her. Then, she MIA. i miss her. God, please tell her that i miss her so. I miss spending time with her. we laugh together, we joke together, we cry together, we share secret together and do stupid stuff together. i miss that moment,zura. Where are you? i miss your advices that you gave to me. Thanks for being a geat friend to me. Three years being with you, we never quarrelled not even once. If yes, we just joking around. imy, babe. called me yeahs.