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Wednesday, June 23, 2010 3:28 PM
FUCK , WHO CARES ♥  Its upset me when you blaming everything on me. Im just a human being that makes mistakes all the times & i know what's bad and good for me. You dont have to say all those trash words to me but im glad that you're still have this man's feelings. Those arms that you put around me when i'm in tears. Im sorry if i'm not that those typical girls you've known. Im just being me and this what i am. Thanks for trying to understands & stands with my fucking shit attitude. Frankly , i love you but i just dont want to hurt anyone else. You said me once that you wanted to get serious on me but i was quiet. Because i dont want to get hurt anymore. I dont want the same history repeat itself again to me. I just had enough of this "love thingy." Please , dont ever say those words to me again, will you ?
Thursday, June 17, 2010 11:06 AM
♥ Working was totally great , & thanks to dayah for teaching me everything until i can do everything by my own (: I loveee youu , girl. People & the surroundings are too friendly & im loving it ! (: Been busy all this week until i couldnt have the time with policeman ♥ I miss him but ive realised everything seems upside down. Slowly , it fades away & i dont think i want that to be, either. Both of us busy and i know this will keep us distance away but thank you for fetching me yesterday even if it just a meters away from my home. I know you've been trying to understands me and my situation. But , im gladly enough you making the effort to stand with my fucking nonsense. Having a date with the policeman as soon as possible. to someone_______ , Thanks for being such a wonderful guy to me these days. i've apprieciate it but i know it won't last for long. things are gonna repeat itself again & again. I'm tired of being a fool to you. You keep playing those games with me & sometimes im freaking fucking tired. Yes , i love you and it will always will but i just cant sit here , kept returning you again & again after what you've done. Let's just be friends and i think that's gonna be fine between us. I don;t want to have any commitment with you anymore. So , whoever shit you wanna be with , dating with or whatsoever , go ahead. I dont mind because i dont have the rights. You have your social life while i have my own life. (:
Sunday, June 13, 2010 7:20 PM
I miss you , POLICEMAN ♥ I had an awesomeee night yesterday. Spending time with cousins and its double way AWESOME. Had fun but in the end , im totally shagged. Wake up at 6pm just now & policeman love called and saying that he might be coming over here. but im too lazy to go down . booohuuu ): Those lies that you always told me & sometimes i cant really hold it anymore. Maybe , we're not meant to be together , instead friends do.
Saturday, June 12, 2010 2:20 PM
LOVE ME ♥ Yesterday turn out to be pretty fine. Met the Manager and will be reporting to work on Monday at 12noon. Then , off to meet Shakinah while waiting for the policeman ♥ . He was late , so im off home first. To make it short , i simply had a wonderful late night with you almost every single nights. Sneaking out in the middle of night , just to meet the policeman ♥ was AWESOME. i was speechless when received a text from you , saying that to look at the tree and it really meant to even its too fast for us. "Love you always , elfidiana". How sweet of you to engraved that , boyy. I promise i'll give the love that you've been wanting from me (: Thanks for being here with me , all the times. I made a mistake by leaving you but now , no. im not going to do the same mistake ive done. Hold on to my hand and never will you let it go , even once. Today , plan was going to sembawang first and off to cousin's chalet. Will be watching "karate kid" with the policeman ♥ today. && I caaant barely waiiiiiiittttttttt (:
Friday, June 11, 2010 11:55 AM
POLICEMAN ♥ ♥ Life was good and freaking good. Working life gonna been starting really soon. Now , what im concentrating is my school/working and lastly dearest Policeman ♥ cari banyakbanyak duit , lepas tu khawin. berangan laa lu brader! hahaha. Yesterday was AWESOMEE. Snowcity/Lunch at BBQ Chicken that im craving for/Movie/Airport/Sweet home. Thanks a million times for the wonderful day. I swear it was awesomeeee-ness. I want it to be everyday but next week both of us going to be so busy with our own stuffs. Booooooooooooooooooo. Its sounds so crazy that im in love. He made me fell in love. He made me wants to be loved. Im thankful enough , that i known him. Here i am , loving you each and every single day , love. I wont be letting or leave you ever again. I promise you that. Im done with my past and totally done & now you're my present , and im going to love yoou with all my heart , My Policeman.
Monday, June 7, 2010 2:55 PM
PUPPY LOVE ♥ I shouldnt have asked him out , yesterday. It was my biggest mistake. After yesterday that im with him , ive realised something on him . I shouldnt be elaborate here , instead. So whatever it is , its finally over between me & him. Because i think its the best for us. We are not meant to be together in the first place. Afterall im the one whom been taking care of him ever since he met with an accident , end up this i get . (: Its sads sometimes , but what to do. People doesnt appreciate our kindness & love. hehh Ive gotta move on in life. Puppy love~~ (: Been working soooon and i cant bloody wait. I Need Cash and even make myself busy as i dont want to kept thinking about him all the times. Babygirls , outing soooon. I cant barely wait on Friday. SENTOSA , yeahhhhhhhhhhhh!
Saturday, June 5, 2010 3:22 PM
I dont want to be in love ♥ Everything's going to be normal days by days. I have to move on in this little small world without him. Because its not worth it. People around me kept saying ,"kau nk terpikir2 psl dier , wtpe ? dier tak hargai kau. Jantan byk laa kat luar. Kau cume nk kene pilih jeg." Its not easy for me , people. But , i know someday i'll get rid those feelings i had for him for the past 3 years. All i can say , goodbye , love )': Yesterday , met the babygirl at her workplace & surprisingly , Natasha was there working too (: I need to date with that babygirl of mine asap. Waiting for calls from the Cathay , when i could start working. I NEED CASH BADLY! Promise to watch movies with a friend. A friend that always been there. A friend that tries to understand me more better. A friend that tries to stand with my nonsense. A friend that i could depend on. And last but not least , Im scared to fall in love with this friend of mine. Noooooooooooo~~ I cant be fall in love anymore (:
Wednesday, June 2, 2010 3:10 PM
Mengusung rindu ♥      Yesterday was totally AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME. Met this babygirl of mine after so long didnt met each other. Had my interview at Somerset & hell yes both of us get a "Famous Amos" for ourselves. Sodaaaaaapppppppppp , after so long tak makan. And we had a 3 hours of karaoke @ Simpang Bedok (Cash Studio) I had a great time , i swear. Lets datiiinngg like yesterday , okay b ? Thanks for everything , babygirl. The laugh , The long talks , The Jokes , The criticise and etc. Lagu " Mengusung Rindu" baiik skaliieee , i swear i felt like crying when sing to it (': " I love you , Tirna Razali. You're the bestest friend even we had our bad times together. Had my examinations just now & It sucks. Lots of blanks because i couldnt answered it. Arghh~~ Suddenly , i saw this gorgeous boyy appear right infront of me. (: |
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