Efy Gisella
Thursday, May 27, 2010 8:36 PM


Those feelings that i couldnt lie to....


Monday, May 24, 2010 8:55 PM


 
 
 
Happy 18th birthday , Syakila!
Today school was great when it comes to celebrate the birthday girl 's birthday , ignored the part that im freaking moody early inda morning as no one told me that there's no morning lesson. Ergh~~
We managed to surprised the birthday girl and yes our plan goes smoothly (:
Ended school , and there's goes our second surprise for her. "Sabo-ing time"
It was AWESOME and it tickle me out when seeing the birthday girl gets Sabo-ed with flour. 
So , off to the boys's crib to teach the little rascal tuition.
Thank god , he passed his exam. AMINN.

 
 
 
I miss the boyy. Didnt met him for 3 days and i missed him badly already ):
Today , he off to Johor to buy some stuffs and pleaseeeeee text me sooon.
I miss youuuu , bestfriend.
Come homeee soon because i need youu , lovee.
We have been really gone through alot obstacles together for the past 3 years.
Let all this is a test for us , bestfriend.
Ive always lovee youu , prettyboyy.
 




Saturday, May 22, 2010 3:24 PM



Yesterday , was awesome  with S , indeed. Went to Cousin's performance , located at Bukit Batok . Double AWESOME.
 And Cousin looks perfectly on stage and the dance step tooo. Pictures will be upload soon on FB.
As yesterday photos are all on S's Iphone . 
But , before heading to Cousin's performance , went to Tiong Bahru . S's brother crib to see Baby imelda.
She's so cuteee and adorable (:
Then , ahead to Cousin's performance.
I was so shagged yesterday till i fall asleep inside train while i was on the way home with S.
The journey are wayy too fucking long for me. But because of dearest cousin , I'll be there whenever she needs me to be there . Ily , cousin (:
And thanks for tagging along , bestfriend. Before heading home , we had our late dinner.
&& it was so cute of us to eat at that kind of place . Ilysm , bestfriend.
And reached home at nearly to twelve and off bed.

Woke up at nine today as lil baby sis was damn noisy. And i receive one texts that its from insertname.
I hate when people get the wrong person.*annoying , you seee.
Today , Saturday. Stayed at home due to im still tired.
Bestfriend might be coming over and pleaseee i missed him already .



First , we are enemies.
Then , friends.
Began to have crush on each other.
Then , we in love.
And now , you're mine.
Bestfriend is what i called you now.
Because bestfriends never leave each other while relationship YES.
So i better be off calling you bestfriend because i have this confidence that i'll never let you go and so are youu.
Overall , My bestfriend is My boyfriend.
I love youuu , bestfriend (:



Monday, May 17, 2010 3:08 PM
Flirt , that whats he is (:


Booooooooooooooooooooooooo.

Late to school again. Phase test starts at 9am & ive reached at 9.30 plus. abeh takde wake up call macam mane nk bangunn. boohuu ):
So ,  did my phase test well and hell yes i PASSED. Amiin .
One left thats going to be on wednesdayy , Exam on 2 and 3 june & hoooooooooooorrrrrraaaaaaaayyyyyyy !
Two months and im done with my school life and including S will be happy too (:


Thursday  , the whole lot of second year will be attending this trip at Changi Naval base and i know the weather is going to f-hot. Arghhh .
And Friday , cousin's big day. She's performing in her school and was expecting me to goo. Probably , i'll be going with S.
Im so desperately wanting to watch "The Last Song." I heard the show was two thumbs up!
Awwwwww.... pleaseeee hurrryy , i wanna watch it (:


sometimes , i dont understand what actuallly you want from me.
What hurts the most when seeing you flirting around behind my back.
Where does all the words that youve said to me that day gone to?
Is it just came out from your mouth ?
3 years counting , and ive been wanting for you to change for the better but my hopes are just not worth it.
I dont know why can you just be faith only one and not two or more.
I dont know why must you be a flirty when you're in a relationship status.
All i can do right now was praying hard for the best of us & make me strong in whatever im facing in future with youu.
&& i have to accept who you are and what you are.
If i can stand it with the way you are , ill stand it.
If not , im sorry i have to let go this time because you're not worth of my love , S .
Realise , will youuu . Realisee , pleassseeee. Because im tired of your stupid/idiotic nonsense.
Sometimes , ive regret to fall for youu because whenver i left youu , ive always come back to youu.
Despite that i f-love youu.


Sunday, May 16, 2010 5:06 PM
Make Love (:



Was browsing through my pictures & i saw this picture. It reminds me alot of efforts i made for him .
The days when ive always shed tears when seeing him at the state like that.
The days when i never fail to be there for him.
The days when we get close together.
Thank god , everything's seems fine right now.
He's fully recovering & im glad enough.
Make your life useful this time , boyy
Because people around you loves youu & im here loving you each and everyday even you've hurt me enough.
(:



Saturday, May 15, 2010 1:37 PM
I Love You




Happy Birthday , Mom.
Youre the best mom that ive ever had & ; imma lucky girl to have youu.
Sometimes you nags like a Mom.
Sometimes you advice like a friend.
Sometimes you understands my inside out and in like a bestfriend.
I loveee youu more than anything else in this world , Mom.
Happy 39th birthday , pretty woman (:


                                                                        Much Love , Efy .






Wednesday, May 12, 2010 10:43 PM



Again , woke up late to school today due to slept late yesterday. Now , promise to myself that i wont sleep late or even having night calls anymore (:
Did our report & i didnt get to help out because my babygirls didnt even tell me that they're doing it. PANTAT BETUL KORANG!
But , they being such a great friend.
This what they said "Bukan taknk bilang kau , kau busy main comp. kite kasi kau main comp laa."
Aww.. susah datang tau dpt group members mcm gini. hahha.
We went off earlier because we got job interview at Somerset.
Dearest Tirna off day , and i didnt get the chance to meet her up.
Somebody tell this friend of mine that I MISS HER TERRIBLY, can ? (:
Job interview sucks. The queue sucks.
But whatever it is , hope to get the job cause its freaking near with dearest tirna's workplace (:

Then , ahead to S crib. He gets his payday & decided to treat the whole family makaan.
Had a great time too but in a same time i was lil bit of upset. Ignore that.
Thanks for the treat . Thanks for the so called "ROTI" . Thanks for the cab.
Tomoroow Thirteeen.
And its going to be three years fifth month.
Ive been through ALOT ALOT ALOT of obstacles in life with him.
Thats life & relationship all about. Never ending of having conflicts between each other.


Monday, May 10, 2010 11:34 AM
Midnight movie && Prata Butter


Currently in school. Im super bored.
Phase test coming soooon && ive not yet prepared at all.
Mostly friends said , its damn hard , i gotta back up yeahh.
And my attendance too , i dont want to get debarred , either.
So , someone said to me that i need to go school everyday & not skip school or lessons (:
See how laaa ehh. Hah.

Yesterday was AWESOME  , AWESOME , AWESOME.
Before heading to S crib , met friends awhile and catch up with them again after done with teaching the little rascal (:
Overall  , i had a great time yesterday. Naaaakk lagii macam semalaaaam boleeee tak ? *Evil voice.

Boyy , i miss those aeroplanes )':


Saturday, May 8, 2010 12:08 PM
Listening to old songs makes me remind of the old days



Im sorry , i didnt mean to hurt youu in any way.
I know you're upset about it.
Im sorry for putting down the phone just like that.
again , millions of apologys , boyy.
Didnt had a proper meal for three days.
The boy was frustrated && im sorry okayy.
I'll eat whenever i felt like okayy.
Two more months to goooo..
Yayyyyyy!


THIRTEEN , please come faster , can ?
The date i get to only see youu and i swear im mising those days.
Life is unfair because you separate me with the one i loved.
Even you've hurt me alot , even you're in love with someone else,
deep down , im there in your heart , isnt it ? (':





Friday, May 7, 2010 3:20 PM





Went to Marina with this guy above with my dearest sis in law too.
Awhile , meet sis in law's boyfriend and off home.
Our journey was so damn awful.
The boy & i was so thirsty until we couldnt really stand it.
Reached Simei and we ran just to bought drinks for us.
I had a great time but something happen that really upsets.
We had settled things nicely today .
Its just that i have to sacrifice abit & be strong enough.
It sads me when you said that you made a stupid mistake for the past two years ago.
I gotta be strong enough.



School was fine. Again , i have to bare with my tears.
It kept coming out && thanks to my babygirls & (insertname) for being there.
You guys that i loved dearly.
You guys made me strong once again.
& not forgetting Shimaa <3 (':
But whatever it is , i gotta be strong & let time flies by itself.
Thanks for sending me to the bustop with the hot sun that we have to bare with it together.
Apprieciate it aloot~
Someone told me that big girls dont cry (:





Thursday, May 6, 2010 12:15 PM


The Saddest Thing is to see someone you loved , loved someone else that you knew .
(':
But thank god , you made me strong once again.
Yesterday , I felt totally lost but thankfully im fine when people whom loved me were there for me.
I love youu , people.


Tomorrow , might be meeting the cousin & boyfriend and sleepover.
Planning was to watch "Iron Man" but to recomfirmed.
I love cousin because she know how to cheer me up.
Saturday meeting bestfriend Irahh & Shakinah.
Partyyyy people~~
Been making myself busy due to forgetting him isnt that easy.
But i believe days by days , he's gone from my mind.



Wednesday, May 5, 2010 5:18 PM


Yesterday was a bad day for me. But in the end i managed to get over it (:
Thanks to people who made my day && not forgetting my babygirls. Love youu guys alot .
End school and off to Saifudin's crib. When there just to teach tuition and yayyyy i get my payday from my dearest mama .&& Now i wannna watch movie ! "IRONMAN & "THE LAST SONG" , pretty please ?
accompany , anyone ? (:And bestfriendIrah texted yesterday and yes i meeting her saturday night !
What should i say to mummy ? heeee.


Today was superbly AWESOMEEEEE even deep down im upset. But yeah, no point of me crying or think about him whereas he's there happy-ing away. So whatever laaaaaaa (:
Had breakfast just now and blaa blaa blaaa .
Seriously , i had a great time today. 
Super duper happy~


Tuesday, May 4, 2010 1:53 PM


Afterall , what ive done for youu , in the end ive find out , you still loved her like how you used to.
How could i not know that every sinlge beat of your heart , its always for her & not me.
Im leaving you for a reason & i lead my life somewhere this time.


Sunday, May 2, 2010 3:04 PM


#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
#3 When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.
#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.
#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
#13 When she’s scared, protect her.
#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her
#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
#17 When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
#25 Don’t let her have the last word.
#26 Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.
#29 When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
#30 When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.
#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

Could you do that for me ?

Love , Efy.


Saturday, May 1, 2010 3:05 PM


Done with new skins , people (:
Will update soooooonn (:

Much love , Efy.



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