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Sunday, June 28, 2009 3:45 PM
great times ♥Yesterday outing with the love and the love's siblings was awesome ! i really had a great time with them. Especially abang faisal's jokes and the slumber-ness that he made. Thanks kak mimy & abang faisal for the treat and stuff. Really apprieciate it. will come down your place asap. Ohh yes to kak mimy : noted on 2 august. cant barely wait yeah. (: okay la, let the photo do the talking and showed how fun we had :                 baby, i love you so much. i know things kept getting our way. We had so much fun together these few days and still there's someone in our way. believe me, i loved only you and nobody i can rely on except you. Im happy with i have right now. Please god, protect me and my relationship with the obstacles i have and make me strong to faced it. All i want to do is to rest and sleep peacefully but it seems my dreams just cant fight it I'll always thinking of you lying on my bed and wonder if there's anything i could have said it. I wish you will always by my side when i need you but i always knew that you are near to me I love you more than you knew and i just wish you dont have to leave me again and again. Now, my life has just started to begin with your sincerity love. I love you with everything i am that anyone could possible knew and noone could stop me from loving you. You may not here with me but thoughts of you always here with me. I hold your hand and walk the road with you, no matter how hard it takes, ill never let it go again. Thanks love for the changing you made for me & the happiness that you gave to me all these while. - eeffydiana (: Labels: i need you
Saturday, June 27, 2009 12:34 PM
keep my eyes closed ♥  Meeting the love today at four plus, i guess. Going out with the love's brother, sis in law and dearest shima. Stupid ayid cant make it. hehs. Watching movie with them. "transformers". Its going to be bored cause ive watched it already with daddy. hees (: like what the love said : bie, pegy uh. free ape ! hahahha (: Its not that free or what la, love. Just wana spent time with you and your siblings. Its been ages i didnt get to spent it with them. Further more, the love told me everything. Its not that im being unfair to you. You yourself have to understand my situation. Hey, i cant denied you dont even understand me. I bet, you do. Its been nearly going to be three years you knew me. So, it wouldnt that difficult for you to understand me, love. Labels: lucky in love with my enemy
Friday, June 26, 2009 12:18 PM
♥You dont even understand my situation. And all you think was me to follow your needs. If you think im being unfair to you, then i have no words anymore. Labels: pissed
Thursday, June 25, 2009 3:40 PM
AWESOME ♥  Yesterday night was awesomee with the love. Likewise, spending almost every day with him, something i love about. Supposely, today meeting the love but cancelled due to some stupid personal problems. Fucked up with brother. Had an arguments with him yesterday and even today. Please lah, dont be such a little kid whom always complaining to his mommy. okay ? Yeah, things doing super great with the love. you guys wouldnt know how happy i am right now. Life is full of surprise, you know. We can never know what's going to happen next. God, please give me strength to go through the hurdles that im gonna faced it later. Give me strength & faith cause i know im too weak to face it. Just let things be the way it is right now. Im happy the way and things are now. I hate changes. God, please let me have my happiness this time. Im tired of shedding tears and problems i have. And get away distance from those people who tried to destroy my life and relationship, too. Here's the our weekends photos that we took :       PS: i cant put up the pictures that the love took when his out from town. to readers, if you guys interested of seeing saifudin in london and etc. do add him in facebook / myspace : tom_delonge18@hotmail.com okay, im done. Labels: i love my boyfriend
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 12:34 PM
♥   You make me special. You make me feel new. You make me feel loved, with everything you do. You hold me close when i am sad You wipe the tears from my face Everytime we are together, it seems like the perfect place. When you came along, you changed everything in me. No matter how bad things are, You always make them better I love the way you kiss me, The way you hold me tight, I love the way you touch me. I could be with you all night. I love the way you make me laugh, For absolutely no reason at all I love how no matter what i do, You will be there to catch me when i was about to fall. I just want you to know, That even though sometimes we fight, Ill always loved you, no matter what, day or night. Let's start a good one this time. Avoiding people whom always trying to destroy our love story. (:
Monday, June 22, 2009 1:01 PM
♥Get myself ready and now waiting for the love to fetch me. Ohh yes, im super happy when the love came home yesterday. It was hilarious the way he came back singapore ! He didnt even tell me that he already reached singapore at 6am. Cause the love's mum told me that he will be coming home on 23 june. pakat ay. i Yesterday even, i dreamt about the love of coming home and surprised him. i was inside my room and the minute i came out from my room, the love appeared before me. I was blur for awhile and i hugged him ! What a wonderful boyfriend i had ! (: My dreams even come true. kalah cerite2 yang kat dalam tv tu. Ini betul tau. ahhaha. Going to have a great time today with the love. Missed spending time with him (: will update more later, folks.
Sunday, June 21, 2009 12:10 PM
♥     I had a great time with this girlfriend of mine (shahirah) She's the bestest friend i had, even though, we quarrelled over littlest things sometimes. Its been days, i never get to spent time with her. Both of us busy with our own stuffs. So yeah, yesterday met her. Accompany her to take some stuffs at bedok then we're off to airport. Meeting mummy there. Something stupid happened yesterday. hehs. Let's not elaborate here (: hees. Met up lil sis at "TimesLink" and waited for mummy and her friend then we're off to have our lunch at MacDonald. This what my gf says : eh eeffy, kau makan mcm bapak kau pe tempat. tissue jatuh kat bawah lah, sayur bersepah. hahaha. Its kind of "bersepah with stuffs on the floor" I was damn hungry at that moment okay. Then , i ahead to shahirah's house to take some books from her. and im off home to celebrate delisha's two years birthday. Then at night meeting cousin at woodlands and we're off to siloso. and i had a great time over there. ohh.. alot of hot dudes yeah but still, no one attracts my eye. im still missing the love. hais ):  happy birthday, darling. May you grown up to be a good girl and not becoming like your mother. hahaha. dont follow your mum's steps (: ily.
Friday, June 19, 2009 8:10 PM
♥Stupid connection i had here. Thanks to daddy who fixed it. Went to to the interview yesterday. Met zana and she accompanied me to MDIS. Thanks darling and we didnt get to have a long chat. hang out soon yeahs. Had my interview and yes i did get the job. But the job wasnt my type. Its kind of a business thingy. I am interested but the lazy part was we have to find a client to introduce our product and get them to buy it so that i will get my commission. End up i didnt go to the training which is today. ohh yes, happy birthday to faizal. May your wishes come true and lead a better a life. The love text me saying that he will be coming back on the 23 june. I was totally fuck up, of course. he should be back tomorrow. haiya. But he did call me at 7.00pm, saying he was just kidding. Actually the point of him saying that he coming back on the 23 is that he lied. He wants to surprise me by suddenly appeared at my doorstep tomorrow. how sweet. He is coming back tomorrow but end up his flight was cancelled. So yeah, we laughed on the phone and bla bla bla. the love will be coming back to singapore is either on the 21 or 22 june. (: im missing him badly. Balek cepat lah gunndduu. hehs.
Monday, June 15, 2009 2:45 PM
♥HI people. im feeling great after telling everything to my dearest mum. She's the only one who understands me. thanks mummy. im so all alone without the love beside me now. ): going to have my photoshoot soon. Thanks for the ideas and stuff yeah jaz. (: huhu. cant wait. will update you guys when its done.
Sunday, June 14, 2009 1:53 PM
♥ Why should you people bothered about my life and love story. Arent you guys have better things to do ? Further more, i wont be asking your help or advice cause i dont need a friends like you guys. (sape yang makan lada, dier yang terase pedas ) hehs. i just had enough of this bunch of people. And i just had enough of you people making my life miserable.I bet you guys have your own life to lead so please dont be such a busybody to asked people or even read my blog. My blog is not for you people. After reading then started off with your stupid and idiotic gossips then post it on your blog. Yeah, i cant say much. "LIFE" what do you expect (: All i can say to you people. im leading a good life with boyf without you people exist in my life. Yes, he do make mistakes. But hey, no one is perfect. and i expect you people arent that fcuking nice yeah. i dont want to quarrel with them cause i respect them as my used to be "bestfriends". so whatever it is, stop bugging my life. I apprieciate the friendship we had together. We had fun and laughter together. But i guess i have my own life right now and im happy with it. i want to have my own life without people interfering my life and boyf. Sometimes when i think all over it from the beginning, i will start to cry out and nobody understand me how i felt. i miss you guys alot. but things changed, sometimes. i dont need a bestfriend anymore. and i dont want to have a bestfriend either. It hurts me to have a bestfriend whom betrayed me. Afterall, ive gone through this kind of situation, ive learned my lessons.      Spent my holidays with cousin. Had a great time with them. Went to esplanade with them was super awesome. The best part was amirul (cousin's boyf) drove us there. Its like a family, you know. But too bad, the love wasnt there to join us. After that, amirul was stress up as he have to sent the car at nine thirty pm. So, amirul planned was to go CCK. and put us there at Riduan's house (amirul cousin) while he'e off to sent the car at bukit batok. At first i felt uncomfortable in the house as only me, iqah, riduan and small sister was in the house only. But after awhile, riduan did talk to me and bla bla bla. Nothing happen okay. im attached to the love so be it.. (: and then we're off home. reached home around 11 plus. and the next morning, the love called. aww.. im so happy to hear his voice. i miss him. and yesterday night around 1135pm, the love called again. saying that he missed me and of course i missed you too, hun. Told him that i did behave myself here. and the love had a great time there. six more days he's back ! HAPPY 29 MONTHS, LOVE (: ON THE THIRTEEN JUNE TWO THOUSAND NINE. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE. LET'S START A FRESH ONE WITHOUT PEOPLE INTERFERING OUR LIVES. I BELIEVE IN GOD, THAT MIRACLE CAN HAPPEN. I BELIEVE IN YOU AND YOUR WORDS THAT YOU SAID THAT NIGHT. " im going to be the best person in your life this time " That's what you text me on our anny, love. ill keep it in mind. Labels: it sucks.
Friday, June 12, 2009 12:47 PM
♥HI yesterday night was awesomee ! went out with cousin, amirul, amirul's friend and iqah. actually it was a last minute thingy. Guess what ? We went there by lorry. hahahha. ugly huh ? but free transport (: Afterall, i did enjoyed the ride. It quite windy and the wind breeze makes me lalalalala (: hees. So, we ahead to town to buy amirul's cap and yes im super in love with his cap. hehs. Then, we're off to choa chu kang to do some stuffs. its amirul's stuff, actually. Then ahead home at 11pm. Yeah, guess amirul and i are doing quite well now. I feel bad too for saying harsh words to him. But hey, we did had a great time yesterday. ohh yes, ive checked this "dotdotdot" 's blog. its so pity of her. kesian uh aku tgk kau. hahahaha. (: kalo tak puas, datng pat aku, bebual. jangan jadi mcm budak kecik, tag pat tagboard aku, tulis bukan2. perangai last warning horh. tak puas, datang pat aku okay. im waiting for you to come to me, girl. i dont give a damn anymore to you yeah. i had enough (: i missed the love already. another seven days he's coming back. The love do text me early in the morning just now. happy lah siol. hees. Awww.. i just missed him. Hurry come home, hunney (: i missed you badly.
Thursday, June 11, 2009 5:29 PM
♥Nowdays people are just getting inmature enough. im referring to the stupid "dotdotdot" at my tagboard. FYI, i know who you are yeah. im being kind enough for not reveal to everyone who are you. Please lah, grown up. You're not a small kid yeah and i bet your attitude arent that childish right ? So what if my relationship sucks or what to you. But let me get to you this straight, girl. Now, im happy with my boyfriend and yes true i heard alot of rumors about him and people do rumors about me just because they're not happy for us to be together. but we believe in each other that god is testing us. My boyfriend is trying to change for me and im happy with it. If we're not meant to last long, but still i apprieciate the changes that he made for me. If you kind of jealous or whatsoever, you can always talk to my boyfriend or me okay ? we hate people like you. "busybody". We dont need people like you in our life. Get your own life and stop looking at mine, bitch (: Mind your damn business, girl.
Monday, June 8, 2009 1:23 PM
♥Had a boring day without the love here beside me. Usually this time around he will always come to my house to slack if there is no plan at all. did woke up late today cause yesterday slept totally late. and something happen, i dont want to elaborate here. Only twinnie knows (: going out later. Meeting cousin, maybe and then off to her house. sleeping over. And ohh yeah super happy today. When i woke up, check my phone, and guess what ? the love text me saying he reached there safely and bla bla bla.. nothing much to update. will update more soon (:
Sunday, June 7, 2009 2:54 PM
♥  Missing the love already. Went to the airport just now with syahrin. Met shairul and adam at the place itself. Brought for the love bread with nutella as that's was his favourite food. how sweet i am yeah -.- Felt like crying when he's about to go. Yeah yeah, i know its for only two weeks plus. Hello, you guys doesnt know how i felt.. hehs. please come back as soon as possible, love. did went to interview just now but end up dissapointed. its my fault, though. i came late and the interview thingy is over. i should be there at 11am but i showed myself up at around one plus. Yeah, didnt blame the love for sending him. At least, im satisfied to see the love for the last time before he goes. Spent my last night with him at his house yesterday. Had totally great time with the love. i mean we joke and laugh alot yeah and bla bla bla..(:     PS: im waiting for your calls, love.
Friday, June 5, 2009 8:33 PM
♥i missed my secondary life and friends. hais ): the jokes, laughs, talk craps and gossiping. hang out soon okay, shahirah and all. PROMISE* The love is going off soon. its going to be 2 weeks plus without him. awww... im so going to miss his text every morning, called from him and even spent time together every day ): god, please protect him wherever he go. tomorrow meeting cousin, accompany me go to some interview at tampines then after that ahead to the love's house. Spending time with the love almost everyday nowdays. I love the way you are right now. that's all for today. will update more.
Thursday, June 4, 2009 12:38 PM
♥hey people! Its going to be a pretty long post today. Today plan was slack with the love one at starbucks like what we did yesterday but cancelled. Instead, plan change and the love just slacked at my house today. Yesterday plan was damn corked up! supposely, met the love at 2pm at the usual place but get a text from him that his mum locked the door and the love cant do anything except waiting his mum to be home. i was damn pissed off as i already get myself dolled up to met him. So, daddy called last minute and told me to buy something urgent for him. And i went there.. bumped to my madrasah's friend. chat for awhile and im off home. Still, his mum not yet reach home, i took a nap for awhile and the love text and bla bla bla.. At first i was frustrated with him but end up i had a great time with him. We chat, laugh, jokes and even do some stupid tricks using the ciggarettes's ashes. And yes we did talked about people that he and me used ot contact with after we're broke off. Its kind of funny, sometimes. The love was jealous when i told him ive kissed a guy which is my schoolmate. Its over la between me and him. hahahaha. Here's the pictures that we took. Not that much. (:       Many people must be confused why im still with him again and again. Yeah maybe this what i called love. We learned from our mistakes. But i know the love wouldnt learned from the mistakes that he did. The reason i have him back this time cause i do believe in miracle. Things that we dont expect to happen and it will happen just like what you dont expect it to be. I know you people will said im stupid or what to have him again after what he had did. But i rather listen to my mum. Yes, its true it hurts sometimes but what do you expect ? Its life. It will just turn and turn and turn. It will be the same. But like what i said "miracle can happen" Everyone make mistakes, anyway. The love have been really trying hard to get my love back for the past five days. He never give up even though i try to avoid him and not accepting him back. But the way he try and never give up makes me realise that thais time its going to be different. So, im giving the love the very last chance to prove to me that he will change for the better. Ive kept your words deep in my heart, love. So, dont ever try to go back your words. Cause what i did everything its all for you. i trust every word of yours now but once you let me down. That's it baby.    School is great when this good bunch of people around me. They're the best friends i had ! When im down or in a trouble, they're the one who cheer me up or gave me advices and decision. (: Exams over. The day we did our exam is kind of like a usual day we always have. The noise and chattering me made usually in class. Yes, i did copied my friend cause i dont even know a single thing the question pops out. (: and yes we did even took some photos during exam. Chwwnie took mine and i took hers, cute huh (:    Okay, im done here. will update some other time, folks (: PS: ay love, biler lu mau datnag umag gue huh ! maseh pat umah. dah kul rape nie ay. hmph ! |
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