Efy Gisella
Saturday, February 28, 2009 5:53 PM



Take a breathe & look into my eyes
sat at home for the whole day. people did called and text me wheather im going or not to the Summer's over gig. the weather makes me lazy to go out. yeah i know i missed the fun anyway. Have fun, friends (:
Things went so fast and i need to made a decision for my own.
You told me once and i never forget about it, ex boyf.
whatever it is, i wish you knew whats in my heart.
hais.
i dont wana hurt anyone cause i know i never put any hopes on them.
the thing is i wana be friends with you guys and not more than that.
pakcik, i know you being too nice to me and i apprieciate it.
you always be there when i need someone to.
You the one who make me to move on with life and stuff.
Thanks pakcik. you're the bestest friend i had. im glad that i have a friend like
you in my life.
To Farid, im sorry im being mean to you nowdays. i dont know why im being this way.
i know you want the old me that you knew me for the first time. hais.
im sorry i cant accept your love. truthfully, i tried to love you but i just cant. i really cant.
we can just be friends but the way you are now makes me feel irritates. please farid. im begging you to stop being the way you are now. im sorry.
maybe i still love my two years relationship with the drummer.
*sob sob


Friday, February 27, 2009 4:56 PM



Take my hand and never let it go

yeahs just reached home. School was normal and im so early just now for lesson.
Mr ong wouldnt dared to nag at me. hehs. went to school with farid cause im just pity of him. Early in the morning he called me to ask to go school with him so yeah i did said yes. terpakse leyy* im just being mean nowdays with him. hahaha. its obviously im running away from him but he just wouldnt give up. So let it be..
met naz yesterday and we fcuking talked craps and jokes. his friends had the same situation as mine now so i gave him some advices. Take things slow. dont rushed yeahs, friend (:
meeting izyan and firdaous at tampines inter just now.
im sorry guys. i cant joined you guys watched movies. i have something bad happened so i hope you guys understand. anyway had great day meeting them (:
so met fadly at small mac just now. thanks fadly for treating me ice cream. hehs.
i damn fcuking miss working at Spotlight. hais.
and yes bumped to dearest yana and her bf. so chat awhile and she off to Ehub.
Singapore is just a small world hehs. Saw my ex boyfriend at auos's phone and i was like
" Aous! kau knal dier ? " hahaha. next time we go out together yeahs (:
Friends, thanks for everything. im just touched of your concern and stuff. really friends i mean it. i just loved you guys more than anything else. (:
Pakcik misses me already. hang out soon alrights (:
i dont know how i felt right now. im just confused with all the decisions i made and my situation right now. im not yet to loved anyone else. im happy the way i am now.
i dont wana hurt anyone. thats all.
holiday coming and yes im looking forward outing at sentosa with you guys yeahs.
(:
so nothing much to say. update when im free.


Photos on 21 february at F.A.D studio



( Rh w/out the drummer )



























Tuesday, February 24, 2009 9:17 AM


Ill never love again

yeah and now the watch shows at 9.18am and im here can still blogging. hehs.
yeahs woke up late just now. school starts at 8am actually. so planning to go to second period.
i hate theory so much cause mr ong will always makes me dozed. hees. school sucks, anyway. ohh yes, yesterday i had fun with the guys. we slacked under voideck which is near with the Northland sec school while waiting for the next class. we talk craps, jokes, do stupid stuff. and this stupid bunch of malay peoplewere kept disturbing us and i think they are just being so stupid and behave immaturedly. hehs.
they kept shouting to us and they were like in the classroom and we were outside. i just kept quiet as its just waste of breathe shouting like a stupid girl. (:
elfee, viknesh are just making me laugh in burst. they said stupid stuff to them. i just cant stop laughing yesterday. so we dont bothered that bunch of kids and we off to school. so agin listened to the cock talking and ex boyfriend text me and recalls everything about us during secondary life. and my tears fall again. i tried to stop crying over him but i just cant stand it. thanks friends for your support and always be there for me. ily guys alot. your're the best (:
thats the reason why i cant laugh alot and end up i will end crying. hais
bla bla bla..
and im off to home.
To darling izyan : yes i did said that im not into him anymore but i just cant lied to myself. my heart still has not yet changed the way i love him. its just from my mouth that i said that. but my heart said i still love him no matter what happens. anyway, nice to bumped to you that day. hang out soon alrights (:

so did asked something to ex boyfriend and yes he did answered to my question honestly.
and im glad that he being honest and stuff. cause that question that i ask to him always there in my mind and i wana make sure of it. so yes he did answered it.
so i guess.. thats it. im done with him and everything.
You made this decision and i respect your decision.
So love, may you lead a good life.

gotta to go, wana get ready to school.


Sunday, February 22, 2009 8:08 PM


Speechless.

just came back. went out with ex boyfriend. accompany him to his soccer match today and its cancelled due to the weather. so we slacked and something happened. i dont know..
hais. ive been thinking it from just now when i get home. yes, i do admit i still love him and i just cant get him out of my mind. God, why are you testing me until this way. im suffering and im trying to be strong enough in whatever had happened in my life.
seriously.. im speechless for what had happened. only god knows how i felt right now and how i wish he knows how i felt. hais ):

Yesterday gig was great. As per normal, RH perfomed fcuking great and the drummer always did his best. and yes thanks RH for performing "one slowdance" that ive been wanting you guys to performed it and lastly, thanks ex boyfriend for dedicated it to me. i really apprieciate it and yes my eyes went watery at that moment when im seeing the drummer hit the drum. ):
im trying to be happy yesterday though my heart feel fcuking pain. thanks friends for making my day. To sabrina : thanks babe. ily alot. thanks for the encouragement that you gave to me. and be a good friend to me though we're not that close. again, thanks.
Went home with sab and her friend. yes i did cried inside the train. i keep rewhining our favourite song. only god knows it.. hais.
ill stop here. i really have no mood to blog further more.
update when im free.
Ex boyfriend, thanks for the day out. it just reminds of me the days when
we're together. ill keep my words that i said to you this time and yes i going to prove it to you.
take care, love. ):
*diana without the double 'A'.
PS: photos will update soon.



Saturday, February 21, 2009 1:47 PM


Little Too Late

Good afternon, dearest people!
Hehs. Had my lunch and stuff. just waiting khai to text me so i can get myself ready to gou out with them (: meeting them at tampines at four pm.
hees.
So yesterday i felt sorry to farid. haiya. i dont know why i keep doing this way to him. i tried to act as per normal with him but im just scared that he will turn everything up in a differnet way. So, i guess being this way its the best for me and him. im sorry for breaking my promises to you and i hurt you in any way.
Yesterday, we were late to school. School starts at 830am and we reached around 10 am. Mr ong was upset, angry and etc with us. As were always late for lesson. haha. i bet he felt annoying with us and he couldnt stand with us and he was about to sent us to the discipline advisor. so yeahs, parents are to be called and hello, i have my own reason fro being late. its not im purposely wants to be late for school. stupid, ong!
so off from school at 12pm. changed of plan yestreday. so yeahs thought of going home straight but the guys forced me to accompany them to play soccer. So yeahs, did followed themsince they forced me and yes im enjoying myself with them. the jokes, craps that we talked and bla bla bla..
Anyway guys, really had my day yesterday with you guys. hehs.
i love you guys alot!
When home around at five plus and bumped people that i miss alot.
Firsly, bumped to izyan and hazimah at imterchange.
Secondly, bumped to Muhammad ( my long lost friend ) and miss hidayah ( from chai chee sec ) at bustip opposite of library.
Thirdly, bumped to Ashraf ( my ex ) inside bus 38.
hehs. hahaha. very funny la yesterday*
Pakcik, keep to yourself what ive told you just now. hehs.
See you soon alrights. (:
Now, ex boyf being so arrogant right now. I did text him but he did not even replied to it.
So, i guess i wont contacting with him anymore. i just had enough of waiting for him and stuff.
and yes im deleting everythng and stuff about him. im moving on and yes i have to stop crying over him. its over and totally yes*













Thursday, February 19, 2009 7:46 PM


Far Apart..

Yeahs been great and stuff in life. Yesterday was the Cross Country. Went there with ieqa and did bumped to khairul and friends at tampines. All ite central was there and fcuk i get 50 position. Wa liao.. all fast runner leyy. hehs. Make new friends over there. Saw Mariam and had a little chat with her and saw Mir ( cousin's ex bf ) and bla bla bla.
Went to school just now as i woke up late. yeah thanks my dear dear ieqa for ur morning call if not i wont wake up. hahaha.
So, went to school alone and slacked for awhile with ahmad at 250 as he went home early today. yeahs, he's sick (: Dude, take care of urself. About the fifi thingys, dont think so much. Like what u said, life is still a long journey for us.
ohh yes, i did met ex boyfriend last two days or three days. not that sure*
yeah waited for him under his voideck and yes he does not know how much i love him. Ex boyfriend, im sorry i lied to you. Actually, im late for my class already on that day but yes i did sacrifice it just to see you as im damn missed you. I just cant stand it with my tears when im with him. I did cried and it is just making me hard to stop crying. Im sorry for wetting ur uniform but ex boyf just walked off without sayiing any word. yeahs from the day i knew him, he just cant see my tears falling from my eyes. But, i guess its going to be the last im crying in front of him. okays im going to stop talking about ex boyf nowdays.
Yeahs, ive been moving on with my life with friends. They always made me laugh.
and yes we did played this game that elfi created.
Ohh gosh. we laughed like hell and yes some people were looking at us. hehs.
and bla bla bla.. went off from school around four plus.
yeah ive been bad with some of the guys and yes i am. so im saying sorry to them and yes i did talk things that i just wana be friends and esp to farid. im sorry for my behaviour. i cant just used you just to forget about my ex boyf. so i hope he understand me. I just wana be friends. thats all. im not ready to loved someone yet. im happy being this way. (:
So, promised him that im gg to school with him. i wont lied to you this time like what i did to you on valentine's day. hehs.
- Tomorrow going to played pool with classmated.
- Saturday going out with khairul and friends ( to ieqa : nk ikot, bilang aku) (:
- Sunday religious class.
- Friday meeting izyan and friends.
imy, guys alot hehs,
Pakcik, sorry im busy this days. see you on sunday. hehs. insyallah*
listen and sing with the words.

I gave you all you desired
All that you needed
Boy, I provided
I let you into my head
Into my bed
And that’s a privilege
I had your back at the answers
You took the dollars
I took the chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cuz I really thought you loved me
I don’t know where to start or where to stop
No, but I know I am done
I’ve had enough
So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall
You said that you were the strong one
I was the girl
And I was the young one
I kept your feet on the ground
My head in the rounds I had you
You told me you were so grateful
I was with you
And I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said
And all that you did
I loved you
I don’t know how to act or what to say
But I know I am good
I’ll be okay
And you fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall
So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You’ll be sorry that I’m not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall
I’ll be on the top just watching you fall



Sunday, February 15, 2009 1:48 PM


Let It Fall..

Hello people (: just came back from madrasah. Today lesson was great and talking about mixing with friends and etc. hehs.
Pakcik did sent us home just now. thanks pakcik (:
Yesterday was great. Khairul and ieqa came to my house at afternoon. They want to meet baby isha (: And khai planned to watch movies and yeah i get myself ready and stuff. and supposely, i have a date yesterday with stalker but hey i dont really into to him so instead of it, i bastard him. hehs. he deserved it for always disturbing my life and forcing me the things that i dont like (:
pakcik did joined us too. and yes thanks to my pakcik for everything. Went to Ehub at first to check out " The Wedding Game" show but start at nine pm. So, we decide to go tampines and watched different show. Watched " New In Town" You guys have to watch, its damn fcuking funny. hehs. Bumped to ex boyfriend's friend, Nazeer i think and his girlfriend (:
While waiting for the show to start, we had our lunch at Long John. Yeah, kind of jealous seeing couple walking past me. Buying Roses and stuff for their girlfriend and i was quiet in a sudden while eating. hehs.
Suddenly, he's in my mind. How i wish he was there and
Anyway, thanks khai for the jokes and stuff.
To ieqa : *ingat sikit ehks. sikit jek* hehs. ( i know you know )
Again, pak cik sent me home and talk shit and im off to home.
Whatever it is , i wish you knew, mohammad saifudin mohamed








Friday, February 13, 2009 4:27 PM


Its Over

just came back from school. school really sucks nowdays. hehs
Came to school at ten plus just now and i was hoping him to be there but end up he's not there. haiya ):
Reached school and i have to stand outside as im late. sucks right ? erghs*
So, friends and i off to canteen to have our breakfast instead of standing outside like stupid bunch of people. (:
went off ard twelve plus and we didnt attend to Mr fadly's class today at two pm. I bet a few people came. hehs. haha.
Met ayie and friends at bedok and slacked.
Im fcuking missing them. Had jokes and played this stupid game and it was fcuking funny.
haha. And to elfi : your jokes are not funny uh! he tricked me by throwing his handphone to the ground and actually its a spoilt hp. hmph!
So friend of ayie wanted to be friends with me and he's named was ALEP. haha.
friends only uhs. not more than that. hehs.
Around four plus, off to home with shahirah. talk craps and stuff with her. I miss her so much and the others.
Pakcik, i cant replied your message la. prepaid low. text you when i already top up and thanks for being there in my life. hees (:
i will update later (:


Thursday, February 12, 2009 2:03 PM


In The Past

just came back from school. hehs.
Actually school ends at 5 today but i went off earlier with ahmad and ain. guess, im so damn tired recently. School as per normal (:
Had laugh with friends and stuff. and to ieqa : nyonya* ( i hope you know what i meant )
hehs.
so funny. dont wana to elaborate here. hahaha.
Guess i really have to forget about ex boyfriend. he already have someone and that was fast.
Kind of upset but hey he's moving on with that girl. Anyway, im happy for you, ex boyfriend. So, why im wasting my time thinking of him. Tomorrow thirteen* Ergh!
Im sorry if i have to go far away from you and i have to avoid from you. I really have to do that. Its hard for me though but i have to forced myself. nice knowing you for two years.
Guess im moving on with life now. Thanks friends for everything yeahs. Your the best friends i had. You guys made me smiled and laughed whenever im feeling down. promised you guys that i wont cry because of guy anymore. And yes, that stalker stop disturbing me and stuff. hehs. haha.
Oi ahmad, no need to look at him that kind of look as if you wana find trouble laa. bodoh*
hees.
Today mummy and baby sister come home and hell yes i cant wait to see my baby sister. hehs. Farid did asked me a date on saturday but i have to lied to him. that im attached. Sorry farid, i lied to you. its good that we remained this way. Dont ever say that you love me. You really dont even know me and if yes you true to ur words then give me some time.
im not yet ready to loved someone. Going out with ITE friends on saturday instead. (:
Thanks pakcik, for everything. giving me support to move on and yes try to understand your girlfriend okay. Dont ruin your relationship just like that.
Hope you reading this.haha (:
okay, i better stop blogging. im so sleepy
(:


Wednesday, February 11, 2009 9:35 PM


imy

hello people, its been days i didnt blog and im really busy with stuff and tired for these few days. Hmm, people and dear friends, my mum and baby's are fine and they are doing great. Thanks friends, for your concern yeahs (:


Mummy give birth on to my little baby sister. Named Nur Aisyah.
After school straight to KK. Visit mummy. Went there with shima. and i just loved her alot.
I didnt really expect that she have the heart to buy for me waffle butter as i was craving for it. Yeah she read my previous blog and saw that im craving for it and she gave me a surprise (:
I apprieciate it yeahs, shima and thanks for accompany-ing me.
Met shima at bugis ad from there we walked till KK. haha. Actually its not that far. hehs.
Talk craps and i laughed alot. Thanks shima for making my day and yes thanks for advicing me. I cried in the car as that fcuking song make me really sad. Malay song - Meraung from newboyz. and shima again, consoled me. (: thanks shima. i try to be strong in whatever had happened.
And this stupid farid is so desperate with me. God, i never ever come across with this kind of guy. hehs. really i can get scared with him sometimes when the way he reacts to me.
Yesterday, i went off school early as i gg KK and this farid followed me from bhind. I was scared. Luckily, im not alone. with shakila (:
we walked as quickly as we can. hehs. at last we managed to get away from him. haha.
Farid. please stop disturbing my life and please dont be such a stalker alrights! i dont like the way you reacts to me as if you're like fcuking desperate. i dont like.
please.. Go away from my life. thanks (:
So, today for the first lesson was cancelled and i was like haiya*
hehs.
Met friends at the normal place and off to KK. visit mummy and adek. hehs.
talk craps and thanks uh ehk ahmad, kau buat klakar! hhahaha.
Then off to school back.
Again, after school, off to KK again. See, im busy for these days and i just purposely making myself busy cause i dont want to think of him. i just cant get him out of my mind. Everywhere i go, he will always there in my mind. hais.
i was so surprised that ex boyfriend came with syahrin. aww.. i just missed him and i felt like hugging him just now. but hey, i dont have the rights anymore. hais.
Ex boyfriend look like matrep now. hehs.
hhahaa.
okayys im done here.
so tired and im off to sleep now.
update when im free later (:
Goodnights, friends (:


Monday, February 9, 2009 6:48 AM


Good Times Last Forever

just woke up and i know its fcuking early im blogging today. hehs.
hahaha. now its already 630 am. hees. today school start at 10 am. ends at 430 pm. meeting shahirah after school as we going to KK. mummy giving birth today and im so anxious about it. (:
praying hard so that everything is okay and nothing happens to them. Izyan, im sorry i cant followed you interviewed today as i have something on. meeting friends at normal place. Life is always the same to me. yeahs recently im making myself busy just to forget everything and all thanks to the support i have around me. hehs (:
Again, im sorry kak mimy & Abg faisal, cant attend to your wedding day yesterday.
And to din's family, thanks for ur concern about me. ily, guys alot and never will i forget a great family like you guys (:
alrights then, im running out of words. so ill update later yeahs, folks.
wanna get ready for school.
* people, im craving for waffle butter !* erghs*


Sunday, February 8, 2009 3:06 PM


Times Flies..

ohh yes. im not feeling well for the past three days. hehs. and my running nose keeps irritates me. haha. i missed the fun today with his family as today abg faisal and kak mimy 's big day. im syck so i cant attend it. Daddy, grandma and bro who attent it. Mummy cant attend cause she needs a rest. Tomorrow her biggest day (: mummy going to give birth tomorow. see, times just flies so fast. A lot had happened in life. and to farid, i cant really move on and please stop irritates and pestering me. please. its not that i dont want to move on or what. yes i admit i have to cause he isnt the only one in this world. but hey ive been too long with him so please give me time and break. Its not that easy for me forgetting him okays and please please understand me. i dont want to hurt anyone of you. and my intention is not playing you guys. Friends. thats what im trying to do. I just want to be friends and not more that that.
i dont want to have any serious relationship now. dont force me the things that i dont like. let me get this straight, i dont want to have any serious relationship! okays. Thanks if you understand me.
Now, what i aiming was to find a job, take care of mummy and baby sister, stop skipping class from now, making trouble and make through to higher nitec or poly (:
Valentine's day coming so going out with eefah. hehs. Valentine's day doesnt mean for couple yeahs. ryte eefah ? hees thanks for supporting me always, babe.
yeahs life is good with people around me who cares alot about me. Mummy never failed to give me advice and she said no one could take my parent's heart like din did. yeahs i know that well. but mum, i still have to move on like now he's doing. Mummy loves him so dearly. hais. pity mum, Let bygones be bygones.
update more later (:


Saturday, February 7, 2009 10:05 AM


Thanks For Everything..

Heyys, im fcuking syck right now. erghs! its all yesterday fault lah!
hehs. went to yew tee after settled some things in school early in the morning. then off to meet a friend. im so fcuking pissed yesterday. i just hate people passing my number and played on me. arent is childish of doing that ?! to me its fcuking nonsense as if you dont trust the person that you loved. And so on and on, im getting mad with him and he did say sorry. and wth! i dont give a shit*
yeahs im doing fine now and i bet he is doing great too. I just need time to calm myself down and forgetting evrything.yeahs, its been two long for us being together and shared things together but now its seems we have gone to separate ways, having our own life and our own things. if yes god allowed us to be together, then i would say alhamdulilla. im sorry that i cant have a serious relationship right now cause i had enough and i really not used to be with someone else. i need time okays. thanks for understand me.
i just wana say congrats to kak mimy and abg faisal for your marriage. Sorry, i cant attend it. Im not feeling well. May you guys bless with love and care always. and to my sister, happy birthday baby (: i love you, adek!
Today actually going out with friends but its cancelled. im syck la. sorry. next time leyy.

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Thursday, February 5, 2009 7:54 PM


Promises

Just came back from school. Something really bad happens in my life and i know i have to move on with life though i know i cant. I cried in school and thanks friends for being there for me esp natasha, zalieqa, haffiy and ahmad. Thanks. But though they tried to make me laugh but still they failed. i just cant stop crying for what had happened, Din really does not know how much i lurve him.Yeahs maybe he prefer to listen to others than me. So, i cant say much. He's been with me for two years and yet he.. hais.
Maybe he's happy right now. And thats good if he is. All i want was to see him happy.
Everything i do in life, i just cant stop thinking of him.
When i always went to school, we will always go school together.
Waffle butter that he bought it for me when i feel like eating every morning.
Messages from him.
Called from him.
He fetched me after school and waited at the bustop.
oh god, please let me forget about him. please. im really suffered it.
Went school late just now as i woke up late. Im starting to take 969 cause i dont want to remember the days when im with him. While i was walking at the interchange and i was freaking shocked when suddenly someone hugged me and it was fadly! oh god, i miss you, dude. hehs. chat for awhile and im off to school.
Cried inside the bus cause i just cant stop rewhining our favourite song and a couple in front of me. And its so sweet of them and im started to remembered of me and him.
Hais. how i wish he knows how much i need him. All that you heard are wrong! totally* and this is just a misunderstanding. Since things had really gone far , i have to accept it.
Yeahs life has to go on. Thats what everybody said to me and eefah, i still remember your advice that you said to me (: thanks friends.
Now, im really trying hard to forget about him. For what i waste my tears for the one who dont love me anymore and he enjoying his life out there. So diana, you gotta be strong and bare with it though its painful to you.
Actually meeting izyan after school but cancelled so slacked with friend and bumped to irah. im missing you guys already! meeting soon huh.
Mummy giving birth on 9 feb and its fcuking soon im having a baby sister already! haha.
Valentine's day coming. (:
ill update soon yeahs.
have a good life and smile always, folks!





Sunday, February 1, 2009 2:02 PM


Quiz time.


1. How old are you in 2009 ?
- seventeen larh!

2. Would you rather love one person or have many relationship ?
- Love one person (:

3. When was the last time you laughed ?
- Yesterday.

4.What were you doing at 4am this morning ?
- Sleeping soundly (:

5. What's your realationship with the person you last texted ?
- Boyfriend.

6. What did you plan to do today ?
- Stayed at home and sleep sleep (:

7. Who do you really want to see now ?
- Aqasha. i miss him *sobs sobs.

8. Will your next kiss be a mistake ?
- Hopefully not.

9. Who's your last missed call ?
- Lydia.

10. Whats something you really want now ?
- New shoe.

11. What was your first thought when you woke up this morning ?
- Blog my daily life (:

12. Would you go back in time if you had the chance ?
- ohh yes.

13. Whats something you need to go shopping for ?
- Clothes and accessories.

14. Do you want kids ?
- yes. When im married to the one i loved.

15. Are you in love with someone ?
- yes. its been two years and it still counting on..

16. How's is your heart lately ?
- worried and upset.

17. Is your phone close to you ?
- yes.

18. What does your last text received messages?
- i just reached home, tadi lepak pat DTE, plan to take can but we all
want to save money. We waited for the bus at 530 am. Now im home alr.
Text me when ur awake. ilybaby! Form starbuck! haha

19. Where are you right now ?
- at home. duh!

20. Are you listening to music ?
- yes. Hanya ingin kau tahu-republik

21. Do you like country music ?
- NO!

22. How is your hairstyle now ?
- urms. ive just rebond it (:

23. Do you like your first name ?
- yes.

24. The last thing you drank ?
- Milo ice.

25. What did you do 15 min ago ?
- doing this quiz.

26. Do you think you are a good person ?
- No. i guess.

27. The first contact name in your phone ?
- baby account (:

28. The sweetest person in your life ?
- Saifudin mohamed

29. The closest male to you now is ?
- Saifudin mohamed.

30. The person you chatting with right now ?
- luqman and nurul.

31. The languages that you are able to speak ?
- English and malay.

32. One word about your life now ?
- Great!

33. Where do you wish to work ?
- Changi Airport (: worked with the same place with my loved ones.

34. Would you date someone younger than you ?
- No!

35. Do you forgive people easily ?
- Depends.

36. Which women is precious to you ?
- my dearest mum

37. Your dressing style ?
- Er.. anything but not emo and minah (:

38. How are you differentin other boys ?
- i am not a boy.

39. The last contact in your phone ?
-Taqua- amirah

40. Your Favourite local band ?
- Raufi heights.

41. The two hated contact in your phone ?
- _ _ _ _ _ & _ _ _ _ _

42. Who is your biggest enemy ?
- Someone who betrayed me.

43. What do you think about ganagsters ?
- Nonsense.

44. Proper age to join the gangster ?
- ask the gangster people (:

45. Do you have a blogspot ?
- yes.

46. Do you smoke or drink ?
- yes. if there is an occasion.

47. What do you think about modelling ?
-awesome!

48. Given a chance, wouldyou like to be a model ?
- ohh yes.

49. Whose approval do you seek first ?
- mother

50. How much do you loved your boyfriend/girlfriend ?
- so much. only god knows it (:

51. What is the last thing you bought for your loved ones ?
- A macbeth Shoe for his birthday.


12:52 PM


Beautiful illusion



just wake up and my body aches and i dont know why. hehs.
Yesterday was great performance from RH and the other bands toos.
Met boyf at simei last cabin and we off to bugis to have lunch first before meeting the others.
Then in a sudden achik text me and said that he saw me with boyf at long john so called him and asked where is he and he said that he were just bhind the long john building. So i went bhind and have a little chat with him. hees.
We waited for the others at the same place then off to Music Garage.
Hmm, we reached there around five pm and we did come early. We get to know that RH performed at 9pm and i was like so restless and bored. haha.
Then as usual the performance was great and im just into love with the song "OVER".
hehs.
Its fcuking nice and the words are just meaningful (:
Photos will be at multiply. Check it outs yeahs. ( http://naucci.multiply.com/ )
Ends at about ten and slacked abit and then off to home.
Boyf and the others went to bowling but im ahead to home. Fcuking sleepy.
Then at the voideck, there is this fcuking irrating group of boys were like disturbing me and think it is not funny! okays.
Seriously it really irritates me. Instead of using the lift, i take the staircase more better cause of that buch of stupid guys. BODOH! Takder arah tujuan!
And im craving for Ice cream now leyy! Sundae strawberry* hmph!
Today resting at home.
i miss boyf. yesterday didnt get to spent that much with him. yeah yeah. i understand (:
Tomorrow schooling im going to ITE macpherson for some talks over there.
And i will update more later cause now i really run out of words (:
Here are some of the pictures of Raufi Heights i took it yesterday.



My best drummer, Saifudin (:



Iyaad, The lead Singer (:


Shairul, The bassist (:


The guitarist, Adam and he replaced Farhan (:












EFY ♥

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