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Wednesday, September 30, 2009 12:29 PM
Sucha asshole ♥  Just woke up & im excited today. Meeting the love & im so going spent with him the whole day. & might be meeting ayie & his gf too. Had my interview yesterday & sunday i could start working. ~weeee. And hell yes , something pissing me off yesterday and i dont think i should be saying it here. Cause it just makes her embarassed. so yeah... But last words i could say to her : mind your fucking business & importantly your bloody mouth okay , girl ? If yes , you're not happy , by all means , come and meet me. You dont have to talk behind my back & my boyfriend okay. You have my number right ? anytime you can call me up (: Cause from what i know i dont disturb your stupid life & so you dont have to disturb mine, idiot! The stories are way over for so long and you dont have to repeat it over and over again. And since when ive been spreading rumors about you , fuck ?! GROWN UP , GIRL ! not satisfied , come and we can have a little chat together okay ? We have our own life right now so please stop ruining & disturbing my life AGAIN. it will be apprieciate if you could read this post cause this post is officially for person like you. im done here & please i dont want to talk about you after this. cause i dont need a friend like you in my life. im happy with my life now & please im begging stop ruining it. THANKS. Labels: i miss
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 4:57 PM
♥How long must i suffered this ? Everything that happens , its not fair for me. NOT FAIR ! Im really freaking fed up sia right now. Whatever i do , everything seems not right. ARGH. Tell me who's the damn fucking childish right now ?!
Monday, September 28, 2009 12:36 PM
You're being selfish ♥Yesterday was a bad day for me. I was totally fuck up & only god knows how mad , upset i am. I dont feel like elaborate here. Let me myself knows about it. So today plan , off to cityhall to sent my uniform back to the HQ. Thought of going alone but still the love wants to tag along. Do you know im still upset about yesterday , saifudin ?? hais. Bestfriend , im so sorry. I didnt meant to yeah. Things are just cocked up. Im sorry. Will make a date together alright ? ( PS : not lesbian okay ) hehs. I dont know if im being naive or what. But why couldnt people just understands the way i felt. hais.
Sunday, September 27, 2009 12:34 PM
PHOBIA ♥  Yesterday was awesome ! Meeting the love & accompany him to sign some contract about the band thingy & off to my workplace. To sign my resignation. (: So , we're off to dhobygaut. Watched "PHOBIA2". Its damn freaking scary. But afterall , i love the ending part (: hees. Today , planned was to meet bestfriend but someone didnt let me to. Sorry bestfriend , will hang out soon okay. I PROMISE (: nothing much to update. Meeting again with love todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. wooooooooooooooooooooo! Labels: i love being with you.
Saturday, September 26, 2009 12:37 PM
ITS GREAT ♥  doing pretty well this few days though i faced alot of things on my own. i myself not ensure about how i decide things. just let it be cause bestfriend told me only HIM could decide our fate. hees. Ohh yes , many things had happened this few days. Im so going to quit my recently job & working with the love at Delifrance. & effy's got her a new bestfriend. Infact , i hate having bestfriend and im avoiding it cause im too scared of having a " bestfriend of my own ". As i do have a bestfriend in secondary life but things change when we're out from that stupid school. Yeah , its a long story & easy said she's being a betrayer. thats all. On that onwards , im scared of having bestfriends. But after i met this lamest stupid idiot girl , named shikin. Everything change. She's nice , kind and knows how i felt and knows how my situation is. Thanks bestfriend for knowing my inside in & out. & Thanks bestfriend for making me believe that not everyone have the same attitude like hers. Tuesday , Wednesday & Thursday straight i met bestfriend. Actually , we both have to off to work for this 3 days but both of us were too lazy. So , bestfriend planned off to town. Its great spending time with bestfriend , you see. Hang out pretty soon yeah (: Pictures will be up soon , cousin. Quite busy lately. To the love : I know many things has happened between us. Im sorry i lied to you and i didnt mean to hurt or lie to you. Its just that everything i did is not fair for me. & i just felt like giving evrything up. Yes ,its true ive been saying that i wouldnt let you go this time but things that you do and things that you make me cry , hurt , piss , angry makes me wants to let it go. Its hard for me , you see. I kept the burden in my own but you never ever see in it. Love , what i asked for its just a perfect love from you. Stop lying and do this kind of shit to me. Im tired , love. Seriously , i had enough for nearly 3 years. As for now , do whatever you like , hunney. I wont stop but please dont let me know what you doing behind my back. But please , you dont stop me whatever i wanna do in life (: Iloveyou , hun.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 1:29 PM
The sky is falling down ♥
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 10:26 AM
you're just a boy who comes & go ♥Hi readers. Selamat Hari raye to people out there. Kalo effy tersalah bahase ke , menyinggung perasaan ke , mintak maaf yer (: So first day of celebrating Hari raye , was awesome ! gathering with the loved ones was blast! We managed to cover six houses on that day and i tell you the weather were freaking hot on that day. Ohhh yes , cousins 's family went to my crib yesterday. Sorry cousin , didnt entertain you that much. Seriously , i wasnt in a good mood yesterday due to something that really breaks me down. Counted on my money & ive only collect 60 plus. hmm , not satisfied leyy. I want more , can ? hahahaha. So today family planning to go out again. But i couldnt join them as im working today. Tell you , it realllllyyy spoil my mood. okay , im out from here. let the picturres do the talking.
Potrait of my dearest Family.
Mummy , Lil sis & daddy 
Friday, September 18, 2009 2:57 PM
IM A FOOL ♥it repeating the same thing again & again. I dont know how should i handle all this. I dont know how to control out my feelings. I couldnt do it all alone. But whatever shit i am facing right now , and he thinks the other way round. He thinks im happy. Hey , you got everything wrong alright ? Im the one who should be happy or YOU ?! You created all these and thanks to you. Im proud of you of making my tears falls every singe day. Thanks for being such a wonderful boyfriend. Only gods knows how hurt i am & how patience i am. But im sorry , this time i couldnt trust you after what ive seen. you really make me down this time & you never apprieciate the chances that we had being together. You never treasure it infact you hurt me. Thanks.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 9:54 AM
♥ Labels: confusion
Sunday, September 13, 2009 4:23 PM
where are you ? ♥  didnt turn up for work for three days due to im lazy. Yesterday , met twin. as we promise to do our hair-do together. pictures uploaded in my FB. ( Find me yeah ) Just have fun with your friends okay, Cause they can give what you want right , i guess ? Im sick of tired. If you think you dont care with everything we had together all these while , then its fine for me. Cause i wont bothered anymore. I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE WITH FULLEST THIS TIME
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 6:17 PM
HEARTBREAKER ♥do you really need me in your life , actually ? Know what ? i have this kind of feeling that actually really breaks me down. Do you know that deep down in my heart , im really hurt for whatever happen. Do you know that ?? I bet no cause why you never ever see in me, hunn. What you take me as for , love ? Im tired of being in this situation . seriously. You dont really understands me and you dont really trust me. Then what for you continue with this called " Relationship " if you dont have any of these between us ? I dont understands how things works right now between you & me. Guess what ? i dont really like the way you are , love. It just sucks me , you see. I hate to have this kind of feelings that ive always been through. I just wanna make love with you. I just wanna have fun with you. I just wanna have the happiest moments every day with you. I just wanna be happy. That 's all. Do you know how much you meant to me , love ? Do you know how much i loved you , love ? Do you know how much i care for you , love ? Do you know how much i need you in my life , love ? Do you know sometimes i sacrifice myself for you ? Do you know sometimes even not my fault , i even says sorry ? Do you know sometimes the littlest things that we quarrel , i cried ? Do you know everyday , ive waited for your call just to say i love you , elfidiana like how you did the last time ? You never been there when i need you the most. Do you know i cried yesterday cause im abit down about my friends ? Do you know how sad , down , disappointed i am yesterday ? Moreover , you just adding it to my problems. Do you ever think of that , love ? Please , just give a break for awhile. & think through of what ive been through , love. All i can say was , i never regret of knowing you in Chai Chee Secondary School in 2007. Cause for what i know , you're the reason that i could breathe in. PS : maybe im sucks in relationship.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 7:24 PM
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all i can say : im sucks to everyone. I hate this date & i hate this day. it sucks.
Sunday, September 6, 2009 11:32 AM
baby , you're the one ♥ooooo , someone's angry yeah (: tahu pon marah kan ? hehs. girl , you dont really have to put my LINK in your post. So that people will tag me in my tagboard stupid shit as i got one already here. So yeah , thanks ay. (: You said you dont know me well , and why you just being confident of yourself saying "before i call myself "effy" , my name is diana ?? jangan bobal sembarang2 okay. tak tahu , tanye. Okay , i stop all these stupid childish shits that you started off since the love told me to do so. yeah again THANKS ay , nurul afiqah. Yesterday , quite busy and yes i bumped to my long lost friend , faiz. Awww , the last time i saw him , when i was in primary school. He's become taller than me. hehs. Chat for awhile and off to work back. So met halim & shahirah during my lunch time. Babe , in relationship you just have to give in in order to just save your relationship. Yes , he dont understand you. But you just have to try to make him understand you. Okay hunn ? im always there for you. hees. End work around 10 plus an doff to tamp to meet the love. Awww , i just missed him so much. Due to both of us are really busy nowdays. Slack for awhile and off home. And yes , im effing happy right now. my dearest beruk coming to town. ohh i mean my workplace. ooooo , i just missed her too. i got alot of stories to tell her late. hehs. See you soon , beruk (:
Friday, September 4, 2009 12:37 PM
i wanna be with you ♥been busy lateky with stuffs. And i miss spending time with family, geeks , the love and friends. Its not that i neglect you people laa , its just that im busy with stuffs. And more worse , i even cancel out my photoshoot with jazlynn hunney. Work and school in a same time. Even i myself couldnt get some rest. Will find a date soon , people. ohh yes , a friend of mine told me to go to this website and i did. And i was "deknie macam aku kenal". She told me to scroll down. And to my surprise she update about my blog and stuff. i laugh when reading those. Girl , you dont know me that well. So shut ur gap up. This what she says : "Before she calls herself ‘effy’ her name was Diana." Do you know meh people always called me "diana" in the first place ? hahahha. kalo tak tahu , kamu diam. jangan sembarng nk hembos. And FYI , my full name "NUR ELFIDIANA" whereas yours "NURUL AFIQAH " i guess ? Family , friends and people called me to that particular name. So i dont think im following your name or whatever shit , girl. Cause the pronounciation is just similar to my full name rather than yours. Get it ? pikir dulu sebelum bebual. faham. And i think, you dont own that name. okay ? So dont think that YOU're the only one who have it. (: Ohh about the blog thingy , i get it from the blogskin, mind you. The tittle i didnt change it alright. it just stated there when im editing, my dear girl. Easy said uh , dont be like a stupid childish girl whom think you're the only one who have it those shit. okay ? hey , orang pon ade hidup, bukan kau sorang. ade paham ? FYI , i dont want to entertain this stupid shit lame of yours. But yeah, you wrote stuffs about me that is not right and you wrote stuffs that as if you know me tthat well. Please get a life , babe. PS : just shut your gap up okay. ohh yaa , about the boyfriend thingy , err .. of course kau tahu din. pasal ape ? dulu kan kau pernah contact dgn dier. woooo , snaggup nk break dgn mataer sendiri shiol. hehs. * WIDE SMILE. hey , i got stories about you too. but im not like you. i dont go around telling people about people 's life okay. i can be bitchy sometimes , but if you want me to , i can be it okay (: so yaa. THANKS. if there's anything you not satisfied with , woooo. come and find me (: Labels: fuck all this shit
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 1:57 PM
i dont feel good ♥I shouldnt feel upset if there he doesnt knows it. I shouldnt cried out if there he doesnt care. I shouldnt trust his words that easily if there he just fooling me out. Things are just not the way i want now. There's something been bothering me about and sometimes i cried for that. I kept thinking about it and it really tears me down. am i being stupid ? Alot of things are just running in my head and i just dont know what to do. Sometimes being in this situation could drive me crazy yeah. Im tired to faced all these. Would you just stop scolding me for nothing ? Would you just stop hurting me ? Would you just stop lying to me ? Would you just be honest with me ? Would you ? Cause all i can say to you is that i do have a HEART. i know what's hurt and not being hurt. You never ever see how hurt i am. Even im hurt , yet i can entertain you and still act as if nothing happen. Why cant you even see in me ? im doing the best i can but you never did your part. im upset with everything happens right now. Maybe your friends could make you happy better than i am. hais. im upset the way you are. |
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