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Sunday, March 28, 2010 6:51 PM
♥ Planned today with the boy cancelled due to something . So , headed myself to yishun to babystar's crib. Off home and watched the dvds that i borrowed from her. Had a little argument with the boy cause of...... Just read insertname blog & hell yeah its annoying at first and second , im getting mad. Like what the boy told me earlier , let them says what they want cause they just think that they're right and super duper perfect (: Girl , no worries , i wont even say that stupid "SORRY" word to you cause i think you dont even deserve it. Look at yourself in the mirror before saying something about people talking about you (: Thats all. I dont want to blog about her more and more like what she did at her blog. such a disgrace people. AND I MISS THE BOY ALREADY , like seriously ! ):
Saturday, March 27, 2010 2:41 PM
♥  Stayed at home due to im dead tired and have been outside almost everyday. Daddy's home early today and he brought me something that im craving for. "HERSHEY" (: yayyy ^^ Might be meeting the boy tomorrow as his family off to Abg faisal's crib to see the newborn baby. I cant waiit ... but i dont know if i could make it tomorrow . Oh boy , i just hate things are clashing up ): And , im missing the boy already. So , i have to restart back about my school projects. Cant really much said in here as what had happened as it really killing me when thinking about it . Thanks Mummy , bestfriend , babygirls and lastly ♥ for the advises. I apprieciate that much. Now , i lead my way with a great one this time. I just cant afford to lose you people cause you mean alot to me. And to mummy , from now on im going to listen for whatever you gotta says cause whatever you said , end up its true. You're the best people ive had and im so going to treasure you people deep down in my heart. I dont have to worry much cause i wont lose anything (: So , might be starting out my project by next week & trying to find a date to meet that babystar of mine . And , i get a new job at the boy's crib. Become a tutor to his nephew. Told mummy & daddy about it and they agreed with it. Im super happy cause everyday i might be seeing that boy of mine. Oh boy , i wish you knew how much iloveyou , baby (:
Thursday, March 25, 2010 4:49 PM
♥  Yesterday woke up early inda morning due to meeting the boy & his mum at CGH as he needs to check up. Had our lunch and off headed to the boy's crib , but mama & i off to Loyang Primary to fetch that naughty little cutest rascal aqasha (: He might be a nuisance but sometimes he can be such an adorable kid , ♥. Fetched him & headed back to the boy's crib. Slacked at his crib as the boy couldnt walked around that much. We had an argument for awhile because of this stupid idiotic issues. I hate it when the part you throw things when you're mad. I hate it when the part you have to shout at me. I hate it when you just ignored me just like that. So , i was fed up , i'll intend to keep myself quiet and waited for mama to finish pray and im off home. I was upset , so i'll just walk out from his crib just like that without even seeing the boy's face. Cried when walking down to the bustop and as usual bestfriend never fail to calm me down. Reached home nearly nine and received a text from the boy. And it was so sweet of you , boy. You should know better that no matter how hard i mad , upset at you , it never change the way i felt about you. Ive forgive you already the moment my tearsdrop , love. Didnt met the boy today & i never get tired of saying , imy. Received a call from that bloody fuck and as per normal , acting innocent enough infront of me. Hey , im getting puke okay. You the cause of everything and fuck i just couldnt want to see your face cause i just hate you as much as i do. You dont have to know my boyfriend's condition because everything's come from you , asshole. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!! I just wish i could turn back the time ): But i believe , everything happen's for a reason. And i love the way im living my life with boyfriend right now. He's changing alot and he made me love him even more. Friends upset me alot but what can i do . All i want is to end my school as sooon as possible , please. Bestfriend , where are you ? where have you been ? I miss you ! I need you cause there's much things i gotta share with you. Its only you , i can depend on. Its only you , i can share everything with you. Imy , bestfriend Irah ): Labels: Superboy ♥.
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 10:14 PM
♥  Out of all pictures , this picture of him is the best :) So today , stayed at home with my loved ones & yes we had a great movie marathon together. Its been 17 years , ive not been spending time with family like what i did today. Now , i realised how important of having family it is. Didnt met the boy today & i missed him already. Texted with him the whole fucking day & it enlights me with all his texts. Now , waiting patiently for his call. Call me hurry , dude cause ive missed you dearly. Received a text from a friend.. bla bla bla.. & i cried. I just want to end my school life as soon as possible , can i ? I just have enough of problems right now. Couldnt i stop having probs , can i ? I hate having problems & people intend to blamed me for everything. Like one problems that im facing with SuperBoy. hais. Somehow , whatever happens , i still loved my girlfriends in ITE Yishun. Called the boy and thanks for always been there for me. Iloveyou , boy. He makes me calm down with those texts he sent to me & that makes me love him even more Awww... my superboy never fail to make me laugh. Like what my friend says : just endure it & concentrate on your boyfriend. Of course , i will , twin.
Monday, March 22, 2010 11:43 AM
♥  Currently , at the Superboy's crib. While waiting for mama to get ready , take the opportunity to blog. So , today plan accompany mama to settle some stuffs about the boy's case. i hope everything's gonna be fine and nothing serious gonna happened. im so in love with my Superboy. I just cant afford to lose him. Yesterday was awesome. Went to uncle abby's engagement & i had a great time with all of my cousins and relatives. But , the saddest part was Superboy wasnt there. hais. Everyone was asking about him and i just really hoping that he was there . I just loved my superboy dearly. God , please made him walk again llike how it used to , please ): After the engagement and stuffs , asked daddy to send me to the boy's crib as i missed him & i have to visit him cause he needs me. talked , laughed , quarrelled abit about something , bathed , and off sweet home. Reached home , talked awhile with mummy about that jerk & thanks mummy for your support. Yeah , i should listen to you at the first place for not falling for him cause end up this i get. "A Bad Name." Yes mummy , i regret of loving that jerk and i just waste my 2 months time with him. But who cares , cause they dont even know my life , so you people can just fuck off and talking about me , just making me even more famous , arsehole. Just accept the fact that whoever you clings with , they will intend to leave you cause you dont even know how to impress girls, dude. Lu bole belah ! Superboy ... i love you , dearly. I dont wish to end our relationship just like that again. You've been a great one to me for the past 3 years even we quarrelled alot of time. I know everything happens for a reason. And thank god , things are changing right now & so are my Superboy. Ive been waiting for this days , love The days when you changed for the better & love me with all your heart. Please , dont ever leave me cause i need you to be right by side all the times. & the plans that we've been planning all along. You're the best of all , Saifudin.
Saturday, March 20, 2010 11:29 AM
♥  Yesterday , didnt went to school due to i need to accompany mama sent ♥ to Poly as the boy needs to change his wounds and stuff. After done everything , waited papa to fetched us & i tell ya my legs went really tired. waited around 15 mintues plus , i think. So ,we're off to Jurong to visit Kak Wedah and backed to the boy's house. We had a great time even ♥ was at a state like that. We watched this movie called "Sorority Row." The show was totally uncensored and lame. So , back to home sweet home around 8 plus. Andand im working later at 6pm. I missed all of them in Bali Thai. But before headed to work , off to the boy's cribs. Cause i missed him already right now. So , today meeting family right after work cause we're going to watch midnight movie. "Alice In Wonderland-3d" I heard the show's boring but too bad i have to cause lil sis & bro wanna watch. booohuuuuu ! Baby , You dont have to be in tears like yesterday. It really upsets me when seeing you in tears. Yes , im upset with the situation right now but mummy told me to be strong. Sometime , i'll intend to cry without leting people knowing im in tears , but mummy caught me in tears. i dont know what to do or say. I just want you to be the way you are last time. Fetching me from school. Eating lunch with me after school. Never fail to come over to my crib. Nver fail to make me , mummy and all smile. I want it to be the way things should be. Baby , recover soon. I need you to support me , love. im sorry to made you suffered for two months. Ive realised that i wont be making you suffer again. We've been too long & i'll never let everything go just like that. Hold my hand , look me into my eyes & im yours forever. ily , SuperBoy
Friday, March 19, 2010 12:20 AM
♥  Just done with my blogskins & even my URL too. Yeah , things changed sometimes. But i just cant lie to myself on and on. Ive been too long with the superboy ♥ and its not easy for me to just forget about him. Yes , he made me upset several times but i believe everything happens for a reason. All i want is for you to be the best for me & not making me upset again. Can uhhh ?? hahahaaha. Superboy ♥ , please took care of yourself. I missed those littlest things we had together. Tomorrow not going to school due to i need to send the boy to Poly. To change his Dressing and etc. Now im concentrating on my Superboy only cause now he's my first priority. Im not interested with any guys right now. Its now all about SUPERBOY ♥. Girl , please dont be such an attention-seeker towards my Superboy alright. Go and find someone else if you need special attention from guys. Please , stop disturbing my relationships, please. Just fcuk off , alright (:
Sunday, March 14, 2010 5:23 PM
♥  Heyy people ! Damn , my blog's totally dead. hahaha. Been busy lately after since the boy had an accident. He was in a bad condition. I was upset when seeing him. Been spending more of my time in hospital rather than at home. My routine for the past one week was : wake up early inda morning go school , end school inda afternoon and off to hospital , off home around ten to eleven plus. Never fail to go hospital cause the boy needs me. Sometimes , im so pity looking at him but i gotta stay strong & give him encouragement. Being in thsi kind of situation makes me bonding with his family that much. We've laughed , talk craps , jokes around and i had a great time being with his family. Thank god , god gave him another chance to live. Hope you'll get soon , mohammad saifudin. School's holiday are pretty near and hell yeah i cant wait. Because , i got alot of plans to do. Its going to be fun in this March holiday. Basically , my jakarta's trip cancelled due to the boy wasnt in a good state. At the same time , i got to stay in Singapore cause someone will going to miss me like bloody hell. hee. I dont know how things going are right now. Let just time decide it (: Ps: i just got to know that my picture with shima all in the newspaper today from someone i dont know inda facebook. Check it out , people (:
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 7:45 PM
♥  I love that lil sis of mine . booohhuu ! So , having dinner at River Han last friday was AWESOME. & Ex boyfriend was there too. Things between me & the boy was abit shaky at first but after awhile i think things are getting better. But , i dont know laa. hais. I still have doubts on something. School was as per normal & hell yes i had great time with babygirls. So the boy called me after since i text him that ive reached school , as where am i as he really wants to meet me. even it just for 5 minutes. Awww (: The boy asked me to wait for him today , i said to myself " ayy , deknie abes kul 5 siaaa! " hahhaa. So , end up didnt met the boy after school. Andand someone going to have a new bike & glad to hear that. Okay , im off to rest my body up cause tomorrow's another big day for me! goooonniigght , people.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 2:38 PM
♥ The love , care and concern you gave , it amazes me and i felt like im the only one and no one else except me. True for whatever people said , people change sometimes. So , i just accept the fact of what's happening right now. Maybe Karma hits me back or something. I just felt something's not right between us & yes i'll kept everything right inside me cause i know no one in this world understands me even you.. Crying every night , thinking of why i have to face this kind of situation but i know and believe that evrything happens for a reason. Its just that right now , i have to learn to be strong . god , give me the strength to face all these , please )':
Monday, March 1, 2010 7:00 PM
♥ Its great knowing you and im glad i have the chance to spent those days with you. The strawberries i gave it to you. The FERRERO ROCHER you gave to me. The love ive always get from you but honestly , deep down , you've changed in a sudden. & i swear it hurts me down. I dont know what to do and i just hope you're happy with the way you are. Its not about that lala or whoever shit. I guess , i shouldnt be saying that. Im sorry. I take back my words , love. You can just contact with her or whoever cause right now i felt everything change. And i have no right to stop you from whatever you wanna do. And right now , i just dont feel the love from you anymore. It really upsets me , muhd noah. )': *sob sob |
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