Efy Gisella
Friday, April 30, 2010 4:18 PM


I was there when you need me.
I was there crying out loud when seeing you lying on that bed.
I was there to look after you.
I was there to take care of your meals & stuffs.
I was there to make you believe in yourself and not giving up.
I was there to give advice to you.
I was there to support you.
I was there for everything.
But what i get in return when you fully recovered ?
Where's your promises you gave to me ?
Where's those words that you said to me earlier on ?
I dont know what you want , boyy.
If you wanna hurt me , then do it quickly because i couldnt take it any longer.
Yes , im sensitive with everything around me && i think you're as my boyfriend should know how my attitude goes..
You said you're tired of quarreling but i dont understand ,  you're the one whom asking for it.
What more do you want , Saifudin.
3 years ive tried so hard to treat you well. Isnt that not enough for you.
Im tired & yes i am totally.


Tuesday, April 27, 2010 1:43 PM


Somehow , im scared things will change && i dont want that to happen.
Im tired to be in tears and worst more to lose his love.
But whatever happens , i gotta be strong.
I dont understand the way my feelings goes. Jealous is always in there ( someone said that to me..)
Butt whatever it is , let time flies by itself and let time heal by itself.

Yesterday , ive learned something new.
"Bestfriend are much important rather than boyfriend.,
because boyfriend intend to always cheat on us while bestfriend always be there for us.
So a lesson to learn now was , i dont have to trust FRIENDS that much and boyfriends too
cause friends intend to betrayed us while boyfriends intend to cheat."
Im so going to love my bestfriend more than FRIENDS.
&& missing my bestfriend Irah & bestfriend Amira too.



Sunday, April 25, 2010 3:07 PM


The worst part is that i can see you doing it , because you want me to hooked , and at the same time you want me as an option , even if it is an option you'll never take.
I just dont understands you.



Friday, April 23, 2010 4:36 PM



Dear someone ,

Sometimes when i look at you and you're looking back to me , i can see something. This tweeny wheeny hint of something more , something you're feeling but cant say. When our eyes meet , its like we're constantly connected , and i know no one catches it but me and you . But , whatever it is i like it that way. Its like our own little secret ; a place we go to when everything around us just gone crazy.
Sometimes , i feel like a little jealous inside imagining someone can please you more than me. I guess its just my insecurities acting up a bit. Because i know im not the most beautiful , most fun or even the most exciting person that you'll ever met.


Much love , effy.


Friday, April 9, 2010 3:19 PM



Im missing the days when you held my hand & we crossed those roads together.
Im sorry for whtever had happened yesterday.
I know ive been such bad/stupid/naughty/naive girlfriend to you but deep down in me , iloveyou with all my heart. I didnt mean to hurt your feelings or cheat you.
Everything happens for a reason.
Im lack of your attention & thats the reason why i did those stuffs.
Telling you the truth makes me felt better & end up yoou're mad at me.
I dont blame you at all.
Tears rolled down when reading those love letters that you gave me on our 3 years 3 month when we're celebrating  at Sentosa.
I hope things will be the way it is because you acting cold towards me days by days.
I gotta be strong & think positive and not trying to be an ego person.
I dont care at all cause i knew & believe that im the only one in your heart , sweetheart.
Im not letting this one go again , i promise you that.
MS , I LOVE YOU.




Wednesday, April 7, 2010 2:25 PM



been pretty busy with some stuffs.
School's in sooon and ohhhhhh can i end my school as soon as possible , please ?
Missed bestfriend Irah ,  Nurul Amira & Ayie. booohuuu !
Had a little arguments with the boy recently.
All i can say , im lack of your attention , boy.


And to dearest bestfriendAmira ,
Take things easy alright & dont rush of making decision.
Everything happens for a reason & prove to boyfriend that you're the only one whom can love him as much as you do .
I miss you , bestfriend.
We'll meet up soon as there's alot of catch up do on.
(:





Sunday, April 4, 2010 3:11 PM


WILL UPDATING REALLY SOON !








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