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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 7:15 PM
♥Things are just going to fast for me. i didnt expect things turned to be this way but yeah i guess this decision i made is good for him. and yes its going to be difficult for me as we're in a same school and i see you almost everyday. im sorry i just cant treat you more than a friend. and to "que haidar", dating with you the other day was awesome ! but, you're just not for me. we're in a different world. its impossible of me accepting your love. ive been treating you as a friend and not more than that. im sorry ): Life was as usual. im super glad that my phase test is over. thanks to miss lee who had helped me. Friends, i love you guys the most ! You guys never fail to put a smile on me even though i was moody sometimes. yeah things keep reminding me of him. but still, i have to move on with my life. terime kaseh, tuhan kau telah sempurnakan, telah engkau ciptakan dirinya untuk diriku. (: looking forward on this saturday ! Its funny how you think you really know yourself. Like you would never losevyourself to someone. And i was up to thinkingit was all about you and me. silly me. I should have never listened to a word you said. But i was always giving in to a promises. i never should have gone for. i should never long for you no matter how hard it gets. i know im not good for you, and that's the way it is. And i want this to be over, i so want this to be through In the end somehow it always comes back to you. Cause everywherei go, No matter what i do, boy i just cant get you out of my head, so it annoys me. To come and tell me like you said you dont love anymore. If you had only told me how you really felt, i could have put my feelings into some else. i tell myself, get over you. Its over. ): bottom line : i wish i never met you
Sunday, April 26, 2009 4:19 PM
♥ITS OVER yeah had a great time with twinnie and aki yesterday. So called twinnie "boyf" (: watched movies at somerset and it reminds of him. The place that reminds of my first date with him. i love twinnie ! and just now met her again as there's some stuffs we had to do. aku takjelak lah tgk muke kau hari2. hahaha. tomotrrow going to buy new shoe for myself. and thanks to mummy ! ily! its going to be a short post today cause i have no mood to blog. and i dont want to elaborate about what had happened today cause it makes me teared up and i dont want to cry anymore. Life has to go on.     Twinnie, dont upset okay ! atleast he's there loving and treasuring you (: you just have to wait if you do really love him. atleast he treasuring you evry moments that you with him. but me ? hais. more or worst, ive lost everyhing and he did have the cheeks to said something that it really upsets me. maybe im just being so naive. anyway, i love you twinnie ! looking forward like what we did yesterday ! "seeeeddddaaapppp" hahaha. ps: i never ever forget for the harsh words that you said to me. It really teared me down. THANKS.
Friday, April 24, 2009 7:13 PM
♥its kind of annoying having this kind of feelings that i felt right now after seeing those kind of craps. yeah, i dont know im not in the same school as him. and i dont know what he did. so whatever. its just a small thingy, i guess. But.... yeah, im out of words. seriously, its kind of annoyed. im your girlfriend, get that in mind. so if you wish to flirt around, go ahead. but FIRST let me go. i have my life too. get that yeah. school was as usual. seeing the same bunch of people. and ive always having a great times with twinnie and friends. going out with twinnie tomorrow (: im done cause i have no mood to blog. i dont understands you. ive always treat you nice. i even forgive you though it hurts me alot whenever you need my help, ill always be there for you. but i bet you wouldnt taking it advantage, dont you ? but for what i see in your hotmail, its kind of annoyed. seriously.
Sunday, April 19, 2009 1:30 PM
♥Sometimes people that we know are getting on my nerves. whoever shit you are, if you think what i blog makes you damn annoyed, than just fuckoff okay cause i dont entertain such fools in my blog. (: As for me, people who act this way, its kind of childish. grown up okay. i bet you are being matured enough. So please stop acting like a 1o year old kid. You wana tag me, so please write ur OWN name that your parent gave it to you. aytes ? dont be such a pengecut. if my english sucks, so be it okay. No one is perfect alright (: and i bet you're not that perfect, though. Cousin and me are doing fine right now. no matter what happens, she still my best cousin. so cousin, im sorry for what ive said or done to you yeah. but still AMIRUL, you're sucks ! okay. GET THAT IN MIND (: Twinnie, thanks for the advices and always be there for me when i need someone talk to. you're the best person i had (: planning to watch movies today with brother and cousin. but last minute cancelled. Cause im too tired and lazy to go out. yeah, yesterday slept around 5 am plus. cause im watching this show " Men Of Honor ". its a nice story, anyway. and woke up at 9am today as im having religious class. hehs. tomorrow going for an interview. Hopefully, i could get the job asap. and now my eyes are getting sleepy. off to bed soon later. PS: to the readers, if you think my blog are too way sucks, i have 2 words for you. FUCK OFF!
Saturday, April 18, 2009 6:01 PM
♥yeah im bored. meet nurul today actually. i missed her already ! and accompany me for some interviewing at tampines 1, but the interview is actually on monday- tuesday. so, im going interview in one of these days. so plan cancelled. and cousin did came and we did kind of movie marathon today. mostly, ive watched 3 movies today. - Confessions of A shopholic. - Bride Wars. - Friday, the 13th. damn the shows i watched, its awesome ! and shit "17 again", its not on the list. nothing much to update. im done here. ps: you wouldnt changed the way you are. THANKS
Friday, April 17, 2009 2:35 PM
♥Yeah been busy with schooling and yes the new time table makes me sick ! again, i only have friday the earliest time to go home. argh ! so more and more practical that i have to do cause ive lost alot of lessons for the past 3 weeks that i didnt came for school. yeah, its great to be back in school again. met the lovely people in school. so things went out great. and just now did some practical. thanks ahmad for helping me out just now. Met boyf yesterday. yeah im late for awhile and he gets pissed. so we didnt talk much. when i was about to off home, he just walked off like that. so i took my iniciative to run to him. and yeah boyf being sensitive nowdays. talk things out with him and yes ! we did settled it in a nice way. Yesterday, some of ite macpherson and tampines went to ite yishun for some talks. that's the reason why i wondered yesterday in canteen, full packed ! hahaha (: saw old friends and yeah we did talk for awhile. i missed the old days. and yes to the name GREEN or whatever shit is : please la, its my own life and its my blog. So, its up to me to put whatever things that i want okay. Dont be such a busy body la ! fcuk off from my blog okay, stupid ! (: waiting for boyf to come over to my house. and boyf dont give up okay. i know you can (: ill help in whatever i can. ill always behind you supporting you. As usual girlfriends camwhore:    people sid we look like TWINS. yeah my new twins (: ily,   ps: i never changed the way i am (:
Sunday, April 12, 2009 5:53 PM
♥im seeing you guys tomorrow ! i missed everyone in school. and daddy, thanks for the slippers that you bought. im loving it (: and to the best person in my life : i dont know what to do between us. its up to you to think wheather all these while, you're doing the right way behind my back. and yes its your choice cause its your own life that you lead. im running out of words. So, choose your path wisely. and if anything you wana changed, let me know. dont make me suffered this way. its been two years plus baby. i had enough of your nonsense that you did. yeah, i forgive you this time but baby let me tell you this. if yes, you did this stupid thing again, i guess i called its over between us, hun. Let's create beautiful love story in us this time, love (: ohh yes, tomorrow my 26month with ________ mohamed. hees (: PS: IMY, saifudin
Saturday, April 11, 2009 4:08 PM
♥GO AWAY !
Friday, April 10, 2009 5:27 PM
♥Fall Apart just came bck meeting firdaous. take some stuff from him. met him at tampines and bumped someone that i dont want to see insertnamehere/. did talk awhile with his friend, azlan. and off to meet firdaous. slacked for awhile at aous's house. yeah, we do talk craps and stuff. watch some movies. " Friday, the 13th" didnt watched till the ending. but still, the show was awesome! hehs. yeah should hang out again, aous! hahaha. yeah things are now turning upside down and i dont know why it happens this way. Maybe god are testing my patient but end up im suffering the way im handling the situation. I dont know what to do and even make a decision. im not good in making decision. we're humans, we do have feelings. but do you ever think of that ? So, whatever shit is i let god decide what's my fate. Trusting you is something hard for me to do now. You already made me lost my trust on you. The way you are now, im hating it. i shouldnt elaborate here. im done here. ps: am i worth being with you ?
Wednesday, April 8, 2009 1:31 PM
♥  ohh great. im sick today! having flu since last night. im bored and supposely today im following mummy and daddy to johor. shopping over there. hmph ! so brother followed them while im resting at home. haiya. yeah went to school yesterday to get my revision done for the phase test. and only four people attend to the make up class. so yeah i did concentrate well on the topic. we end early cause im done with the practical. and off to have my lunch with friends. i have this friend named Sakina. She's a quiet girl and have soft voice. She doesnt like to mingle with other people. thats what betty told me. and this was my conversation with sakina : dee: where are you going after this ? sakina: meeting my bandmates. dee: really?! you have a band ? sakina: yes. im the vocalist for my band dee: what genres your band played ? sakina: rock and metal (ahmad and i were laughing our ass out) dee: so been doing any gigs for ur band ? sakina: yes. at arts house this may. (again, i laugh my ass out ) hahaha. ahmad couldnt stopped laughing and betty were busily otp with her bf. quarrelled i guess. yeah that relationships always happened. So off to meet the drummer at yishun. went to his school and some issues to be done and then we're off home. yeah ive been ignoring my best cousin, farhannah nowdays. we never ever quarrelled since we're young. and yes now, for the first time we quarrelled because of her boyfriend. i dont give a damn to you if you wana go ahead with your bf. i dont know whats up with you that you still wana stick with him again and again. Babe, he's been too much already and u're still waiting for him to accept u back ? haiya. and on that night, you told me that you're just acting scolding me on the phone and ur bf is there listening to our conversation. you scold me and whatevershit just to get ur bf's reputtion back ? ohh for goodness sake, where's my old cousin i knew ? why you being damn stupid to do what he asked to. babe, i will neglect you as my cousin if you were still with him. cause i cant stand it the way he treat you. and truthfully, im fcuking pissed with you and your bf. have a nice life okay. ive washed my hands over you, cousin. ps: boyf, trust me in whatever im doing right now. i wont do the same stupid mistakes taht ive done. i guess its enough of me creating problems. and yes boyf, i do really want my old saifudin back in my arms.
Monday, April 6, 2009 2:42 PM
♥Trust & Honesty yeah been at cousin's house for two days. having quite fun here. spending time with my dearest family here who have taken care of me since i was a little kid. They give much love and pampered to me. yeah i love them alot (: hees. yesterday met drummer at woodlands as he having his soccer match. ohh great, again its cancelled due to the weather. argh! hahaha. so yeah we off to drummer's friend house. i felt not that comfortable there. honestly said. hmm. due to some reason uh. so yeah glad we're off from there around 3 plus. and ahead to woodlands back. slacked at cousin's house. and again im off to meet cousin at bukit panjang. drummer didnt tag along due to his tiredness. yeah, when the time with me, always tired. but if with your friends, you seem everything okay. so whatever shit. hehs (: going there alone and cousin fetched me at "jelapang" hahaha. i dont even heard that place before. weird ! hahahaa. then we're off to amirul's house and slacked. yeah, we having great time there. watched movies, talk craps with the family and bla bla bla. ard 10 plus, we're off from that place. and yes im super super mad with amirul. who he think he is sia ? fcuking controlling my cousin's life like hell. he even said he gave 5 min to reached at the bustop. who the hell is he sia wana ask me to do that ? fucking shit sia that bloody guy. and there is alot MORE he controlling my cousin's life and even worse. im too lazy to elaborate here. and yes im quarreling with him right now. i dont want even to interfere but the way he treat cousin its not right. yes he did said that he's too lazy to entertain people like me whose is underage but hello ? im super glad that my mind are not like yours. jealous for no reason and acting like a 12 years old kid. and bla bla bla. and last phrase i said to him : what goes around, comes around and thats for sure. and yes i believe in karma (:  ohh im just lucky that my boyf is not like him. ily, baby (:Even if i failed to show you. Even if i failed to assure you. Even if i failed to make you believe so. Im sorry if ive hurt you with what i said the couple of days. I know, my sorrys seem cliche and everything, but i really am. We start together, we end together. Isnt this relationship's what all about baby? (: don't give up on me, don't give up on us. I know you won't, cause i know i won't too. I teared upon hearing a song, cause ive never felt this way about a man whom i deeply love so much in my life. It made me all the more realise, how much this beautiful thing we have together plays a part in my life. If yes our love story is a storybook, we would meet in the very first chapter, And the last chapter will be about, How great and thankful i am for the life we've made. all i really need is to have you here by my side and lead a good life between us (: Bottom line- i love you, my best drummer.
Sunday, April 5, 2009 12:42 AM
♥You Never Care ohh yes. its midnight already and im fcuking bored ! hehs. Yeah im pretty upset with boyf. just wana let you know that im here trying super hard to trust you back but yeah this what i get from you. yeah maybe im not perfect for you yeah, hun. if what you've said just now to me you mean it then just lead you life without me. ayts. yeah maybe this time you did to me wasnt that cool enough. baby, till when you can stop your nonsense ? we just seem super perfect when we're in a good terms. if i could turn back the time, i would choose the time when i met you. bottom line- SWALK
Saturday, April 4, 2009 5:14 PM
♥ SUCKS Ohhh.. im just damn bored today. hmm. okay im going to list down what im going to do this week. - going woodland for 2 days. sleeping over cousin's house, - watch boyf playing footbll tomorrow. - make up class on tuesday and thursday. - friday outing with girlfriends. 
yeah, this photo drummer sent it to me. he so into much with his motorcycle thingy. yeah, though i dont agree that much but still i need to give him my full support. hehs. afterall, im his gf and yes i have to support what he's doing (:
Friday, April 3, 2009 5:24 PM
♥You belong with me hello people ! just came back from school. settle things up with my advisor. and took some stuffs. ohh yes, before that met khairul at tampines to do some working interviewd and its 2 weeks i will get the job. yayness! bumped to firdauos and he also did wana find some job. so yeah might be working at the same workplace later with him (: planned to met drummer after the interviewing but end up cancelled. he have something on to do with his bandmates. hehs. so yeah drummer have this little thingy to do in his life now. ohh yeah, i will help you in whatever i can since im going to work later okay ? (: ill give you my full support, love (: to my baby sakina, happy birthday hunney! may your wishes come true and lead a good life yeah. hugs and kisses* okay, im done here, people! (: PS: please pass this test on the 14 april for me. (:
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 1:19 PM
♥ I need you, baby so yesterday meet izyan and firdauos at tampines. As i was waiting for them, got this strange guy came and asked me a stupid question. OMG! hhehs. i dont want to say in here. (izyan, you know i know) (: so off to CCSS. yeah met friends and all. talk craps and stuff. yeah went there to take my N cert and my art stuff. thanks mummy and daddy for understanding me. yeah i did managed to convinced them that i wana go back to school again. okay, promised i wont do stupid stuff anymore. hehs so nothing much to update today. will update when i feel likes. hehs. pictures too many. lazy to upload uh ! gahhh~ hang out soon okay guys ! ohh yeah before i forget. Happy birthday to dearest AMIRAH FATIN (: and happy belated birthdy to dearest ABAH (:       |
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