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Monday, March 30, 2009 10:27 PM
♥I want to do it again ! hello people ! yeah went to tekka just now with RH. ohh yeah, im so in love with the song "its over". hehs. iyaad's voice was fucking awesome ! hees (: drummer sent me home and yes we did slacked at my house. mummy and all went out to have their dinner. obviously, i didnt followed them. due to my stomach cramp. but drummer did made my day tonight! hahahaha. i have fun with you in bed, hunney! i wana do it again (: hehs.    
PS: ily, hunney ! i wont letting you go this time (: im all yours and keep me safely in your heart, love (:
Saturday, March 28, 2009 5:52 PM
♥Crying in the rain just came back from kembangan. and to my dear sis its okay, you did ur best anyway. so , sis cant make it to the final. aww.. she must be sad. nevermind, i bring you out tomorrow okay ? maybe catch a movie. (: cheer up okay ? hehs. ohh yes im preety bored just now as we waited 3 hours for the result. and ohh yes the weather were fcuking hot just now! drummer should be there but.... i dont wana elaborate it cause i know its just makes me pissed. and irah did came down to kembangan to accompany me. thanks hunney, you're the best. thanks for accomapnying me, and i missed spending time with the rest. im coming soon to CCSS. take some stuffs (: i guess people nowdays are just jealous for who are we. cause just now, when i wana walk back towards to the CC after sending irah at the bus stop, a stupid bunch of girls were exactly talking bad about my sis and yes i couldnt satnd it when people talking bad about my loved ones. So, i did confront them but hey i didnt find fault cause i know they are just called " budak ingos" still a small kid for me (: and to adam : its my problem to be for who i am. its my life so fcuk off okay ! hahahaha. ieqa told me everything and you said im flirty during that time ? i can laugh my ass out when she told me about it ! ohh sorry okay, that word doesnt describe me yeah. FYI ! Doesnt mean guys around me, im being flirty and yes im single during that time. So, it wont be a problem for me to be friends with the guys! so i have an advice for you, adam : look at the mirror of yourself before saying about others okay. (: hope you reading this okay. apprieciate it if you read it. like i said people are just damn jealous for who we are and they just loved gossiping about others and couldnt mind their own fcuking life. i can called it " IMMATURELY" so yesterday, went to woodlands with sis to get her voice practiced. but before that bumped to my old friend, nurul at tampines. talk craps with her for awhile then im off to woodlands (: had a great time yesterday. sis was so stress up with the voice and the dance thingy. hehs. but still, we did managed it (: GFS, i cant wait on the 4 april. hehs. see u guys soon okay ! PS: thanks for evrything that you done to me for the past few days. im sorry okay, i do have feelings. if you think im torturing you, then i better shut up and go. you're just have the wrong thinking about me. last words that i can described to you : DISSAPOINTED. have fun with your pit thingy*    
Wednesday, March 25, 2009 2:29 PM
♥stucked at home again. daddy still kept his words. So whatever shit lor. ohh yeah, waiting for the drummer to come to my place. Oit ! cepat datang leyy. im getting bored already ! (: love, bring some dvds, that i wont get bored at home. read idah's blog just now. haiya. touching la you guys! smiled to myself when ive read it. hehs. nothing much to update today. - going to kembangan CC on the 28th march. supporting sis on her singing thingy. - sentosa on the 4th april with ITE gfs. - on 29th march watched the guys training at woodlands / drummer football at boon lay. - drummer BTT ! on 14 april
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 6:21 PM
♥its going to be the second post of the day. (: yeah i know ive been so acting cold towards him since yesterday and today. but still, i have to forgive him in whatever he did. afterall, he's my boyfriend. yeah it hurts me, though like i said i need to be strong. drummer, im sorry for my behaviour. my words are just hurtful and i guess im sorry. i didnt meant to said those words to you. and yes, true what you've said i didnt think first when ive said all those kinds of words to you. so yeah i forgive and forget then. ilysm, hunny. so here its my proper post for today. wake up nearly twelve just now. yesterday i slept ard 11pm and then woke up ard 2am. look at my phone and there is no text message from the drummer. so there goes our quarreling and bla bla bla.. Today, supposely going out with drummer. watching coming soon. but its cancelled due to our stupid quarrelling. So, stayed at home. and daddy off today. and im done with his assignment that he asked me to do. paint and sketch his face (: kind of nice and mummy said it looks cool with the colour red, blue and yellow on it. chit chat with mummy and grandma just now. talk about my school thingy. and yes, im happy with it. (: ohh yes, outing with the girls on first april. i misses you too, atikah ! (: we'll camwhore later okays! barely, cant wait to go out with you, guys. hehs. aww.. i missing gfs already ! PS: im missing going out with you ! ):
12:58 PM
♥JUST DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE !
Monday, March 23, 2009 4:32 PM
♥Let It Slide I give you an inch and you take a mile. We make mistakes then it breaks when you smile. I'm starting to feel like it ain't alright How can you care if I don't cross your mind Cause I say you wanna talk but you just push me away. Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay. Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way But I'm the only one to blame cause I'm always saying It's okay, it's alright I put the pain away and let it slide I forgive and forget it And then you promise me I wont regret it But I do, it's not right Because I turn around and let it slide. And I'm crazy for thinking That someday you'll change things when you keep on crossing the line Something about you won't let me go Maybe he's fed up of better being alone, I keep saying I'm gonna move on. But it's so hard when your all that I know But I, Say you wanna talk but you just push me away Tell me your leaving when I want you to stay Never thought that loving you would hurt me this way But I'm the only one to blame cause I'm always saying It's okay, it's alright I put the pain away and let it slide I forgive and forget it And then you promise me I wont regret it But I do, It's not right because I turn around and let it slide And I'm crazy for thinking that someday you'll change things when you keep on crossing the line Boy I wish I didn't give in so easily Oh, I don't know what to do Cause I keep on feeding the flame When I should really be telling you we're through It's okay, it's alright I put the pain away and let it slide I forgive and forget it And then you promise me I wont regret it. But I do, it's not right Because I turn around and let it slide And I'm crazy for thinking That someday you'll change things when you keep on crossing the line
1:54 PM
♥Words are meant to be kept Yesterday was awesome ! cousins and relatives did came and im enjoying it. we get to gather around and talk, laugh and jokes. yes, drummer did came and his family did too. but at night, i felt exhausted and fucking tired. helped daddy and brother to rearrange the furnitures back to square one. and my backbone hurts. stupid daddy ask me to carry the sofa ! hehs. so yes, i did settle things with drummer. at first, we quarrelled for awhile but still im glad that he understands me and trust me for not having any affair with haiqhal. hehs. i dont like the way you conatcting with her through the net. if you can contacting with someone that you guys have so called *something on. and so can i. its fair right ? i guess. so whatever shit it is, im tired of being nice and gentle. seriously* im done here. update when i felt like updating.
Saturday, March 21, 2009 2:17 PM
♥Im Stuck Things are not right nowdays. i do want to talk to boyfriend but im just scared. i know saifudin well. i dont know. seriously* i have to made a wise decision. i lurve my boyfriend. i dont want to lose him again. but when i think it over, im just scared that he might did the same thing. i dont want that to happen again and again. but hey i got to believe in fate. (: yes, im changing now. im trying to be faithful to saifudin. im sorry, haiqhal. i just loved my bf. and i cant just leave him like that. and even i dont know you that well. and in a sudden, you confess your love to me. i was shocked and im speechless. we dont even know each other well, and you're in a rush. sorry, haiqhal. i dont like to take things in a rush though i have saifudin and you know it ryte. its better off we're be friends. baby, i want to talk to you about this but still im just scared. i know you that well. you would like saying things that i didnt do. ily more than anything else. i already said what i have in mind. hais. just came back from bedok north. our team lost (: drummer didnt entertain me that much. so whatever shit. PS: people, i have someone who loves me and i think i just need one to love me.
Friday, March 20, 2009 4:54 PM
♥  just came back from paya lebar with the drummer. took my new specs and im loving it! ohh yes, today saifudin kind of irritating and yes its super super annoying me. ergh! raining just now and yup we get totally wet (: then off to buy mummy's teh tarik that she's been graving for. then slacked with drummer and off to home. tomorrow there is a family game at bedok north and drummer is playing (: hehs. to ieqa: read your blog and it always touched my heart, darling (: i promise you guys that i try my best to come back, joining you guys again. seriously, i miss being with you guys and laughing like hell wherever we go. and not forgetting camwhore. hees. outing soon okay ? alright im done here.
Thursday, March 19, 2009 1:23 PM
♥  just woke up and had my lunch and stuff. bored at home for the past one weeks. missing hanging out with friends and boyfriend too. yeah boyfriend being such a darling nowdays. certain days he will always came to my house just to release my boredness and by missing him. hehs. (: so now waiting for him to come over my house after his school ends. ohh yes yesterday did settled things out about my school thingy with the section head. Mr ong just wouldnt let me off from the school. He even persuade my parents that i will always under his supervision. at first, i dont like it cause i wont have my freedom in school but after thinking over it, its for my own good. meet friends after that and yes my tears began to fall after seeing them. i just missed them so much! Girlfriends, thanks for the gift that you gave to me. apprieciate it alot! and to natasha, dont cry okays. ill be fine. and i try my best to come back to school again. Ieqa, you're such a darling yeahs (: and for others, thanks for being such a wonderful friends! again, thanks for the gift yeahs, girls! (: Went to geylang after settled my things up. bought some stuffs and yayness! bought my new spec and it cost 250 bucks ad all thanks to mummy. mum, i know i dissapointed you many times. this time, i tried to change for the better. cause i realised what i want, you gave me but end up this i give it to you. im so sorry, mum. i try to change.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 2:10 PM
♥  ohhh.. im so bored at home. dad, please stop giving me this stupid annoying grounded that you gave me. seriously, im bored to death. and the other hand, drummer did not let me off to woodlands. erghs! hehs. and now drummer here beside me. he just came back from syahrin's house and striaght to my house. and to my dear friend, syahrin. im sorry about what had happened and yes you have to be strong okays. (: tomorrow going to meet all my friends. missing you guys already. see you guys tomorrow. (:
Monday, March 16, 2009 6:28 PM
♥Stuck Between four walls good evening, readers (: yeahs just came back from yio chu kang. accompany the drummer to book his BTT. mummy being a great mum. i went out just now without my dad's notice. mummy told me to went home before dad came back from his work. thanks mum for letting me to meet drummer. i miss him. and yes i miss spending time with the drummer. just now we spent not that much but hey i still had a great time with you though for a short while. ohh yes im not going to wdls. drummer did not let me go due to his worriness. so yeahs staying at home for his sake and waiting for a job. (: wednesday meeting my girls. im so going to hug u guys. hehs. Love, whatever happens to us now, just bare with it. just remember my whole family loves you and bless us xcept dad and brother. i know you dont like the way i am now. as im grounded. im sorry if i dont have the time with you nowdays. like what u said bare with it. im being strong enough and yes i have to trust you as you're my boyfriend. i know that its hard for me to trust you but still i need to have the trust if i want our love stories to be smooth. im trying to do what's best for us, hun. baby, im tired to quarrell with you like how we used last time. So yeahs i hope now its going to be different from the past, 2007-2008. im having a great time now being with you in my life again. remember what we plan to do next in our life ? (: Make it true alrights. hees take my hand and hold me tight, love. i dont want to lose you again and again.
Sunday, March 15, 2009 5:24 PM
♥ohhh. nothing much to update today. will not update for a few days. im not at home. sleeping over at cousin's house tomorrow. and yes im missing someone already. *130107 (:
Saturday, March 14, 2009 12:18 PM
♥Love Fairytales met the drummer yesterday at pasir ris. he accompany me to aunt's place. then off to my house. drummer, im sorry behalf of my dad's reactions. im upset too the way he reacts. i myself not sure how long will it be this way. i hate it. like what drummer said, bare with it. but hunn, how long ? i just felt not fair for him. we couldnt spent much time together like how we use to. dearest drummer, now is different. idk how long u can stand it. i told u once but u just wouldnt listen. you said what i said doesnt makes sense. hais. Thanks for being here with me, drummer. Stay strong okay with what im doing now.yeahs just let time pass.. Now waiting for a job from kak welda. if i get this job, then i stopped my education here. thats what mummy suggest for me. i just work and work. if not i have to wait for the next year january intake in ite east. that part i dont like. being a new student again. hehs. i dont like. haiya. Read ieqa'a blog and truthfully, it really touched my heart. When i was reading it, i felt like crying. ohh god.. i miss the moments we always took pictures and that was our favourite thing to do in school and yup yup laugh every single moment when we met. i miss hanging out and do stupid stuff in school. ): aww.. i just missed you guys. and im coming down to ite yishun on wednesday. to see you guys and settled things up about quiiting my school. and thanks Mr Fadly for being such a "good teacher" to me. thanks eh mr fadly! (: Friends, i wont forget about the moments we had together though its a short time. ohh yeah, amay's sibling just passed away and im so sorry about it. going to aunt's wedding later. and fuck! today shaikh's gig. and i cant attend it. im sorry,guys. really sorry* hais. Everything screwed up! shit!
Friday, March 13, 2009 11:35 AM
♥Your Supergirl things are different now. im upset with the situation i faced now. daddy is being unfair to me and i hate it. just a little small problems i create, he quiiting my school. fuck! yeah, i guess i have to change the way i am now. for the sake of mum. that night i wont forget when quarrelling with dad. i just cant accept what he said about dearest drummer. and mum did stand up for me. until mum and dad quarrelled. dad had made his decision and im grounded and stopped me schooling at ite yishun. i just missed my gfs. thanks for ur concerned, friends. im used to be at that school. with friends and the surroundings. shit! im going to be the new student again later at ite east. meeting drummer later. going to aunt's house. waiting for kak welda to find me ajob in airport. so i wont be bored for the past 6 months later. hais. hmm  Happy two years two months, drummer. its great that we are back as we used to. yeahs maybe we have to changed the way we lead our lives last time. im just tired and like what u said we dont want to make the same mistake over and over again. love, please be strong yeahs with had happened between me and my family. i try to bare it like what u told me and so are you. im trying to be strong enough with what i faced now. i just need you by my side always. i just feel secured and calm when you were by my side. im sorry we cant be like last time. always being together but now seems different but we in this together yeahs,love. Together, we slowly achieved the *resolution together alrights. Promised me you will hold me tight and never ever let me go. Ily, mohammad saifudin mohamed. <3>
 i missed you, gfs! its been wonderful knwing you guys. im sorry i cant go on my journey with you guys for two years. i have to quit it due to some probs. im so going to miss the jokes, laugh, talk craps, gossiping about guys and etc. i dont want to quit school as im get used to the the environment and stuff but.. hais. ive no choiced. thanks guys for being there when i need you guys and always there to cheer me up when im feeling down.And the rest whom know me in ite yishun, im going miss hanging out with you guys. promised i wont forget you guys and yes we do keep in touch. ):
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 5:44 PM
♥Everything changed hello people. just came back from school. school was normal. the april intake people i guess alot of guys and yes my gfs should be happy (: hehs. esp zalieqa. haha. did my presentation and yes im doing well. but at first im nervous but mr fadly gave me the confidence and stuff. so yeah did well (: ohh yeahs, i have to improve myself. thats what mr ong said to me just now. trying not to be late and not skipping lesson. hehs. met drummer at his school as i finished early. today is my phase test but postpone tomorrow. did practiced just now and yeah the guys get scolded as they busily playing counter strike. stupid* hehs. met the drummer at his school and off to home. ohh yeahs, did saw ratu and friends. i missed hanging out with her. hees. didnt talked that much. idk. not in the mood i guess. hahaha. craps* when to my dear izyan's blog and yes im into love with the song. it reminds of me and saifudin during secondary life. we had our ups and downs together. reminds of me sitting in the bus ten and listening to that song. and he bought my favourite chocolate. * hersheys. dearest drummer had a new resolution to do so yeah ill always behind supporting you. ill helped you out in anyway i can help yeah. we in this together ryte, drummer ? anyway, i tried my best to trust him back and i do really want the old drummer that i know. yeahs i loved him more than i love myself. but did you ever notice that. hais phtographer anyone ? i need one. hehs (: so im done here. tired. so im off to sleep soon.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 9:16 PM
♥Im Being Strong Enough done with my assignments. and thanks mum for the help. (: so tomorrow is my presentation and im fcuking nervous. hehs. hahaha. yeahs, friends are there for me. they never failed to make me smile and laugh. ily, guys alot hehs. Today did not attend to school. obviously i skipped lesson. im late and i know that stupid ong will asked me to stand outside the classroom as if im a little kid! erghs! so met the drummer at the normal place and i know im still upset with him about the yesterday thingy. but hey i did put my very best smile on him just now. i know its fake but i have to. i dont know what i am doing now. am i doing the right thing or what shit. im confused. yeah i just have to be strong enough like what my dear shima said. i hope you realised it someday, mohammad saifudin mohamed. whatever u said to me on that night after we're back together, i will kept in mind. so yeah i have to be strong and yes im pretending right now. hais. how i wish i could let u see how hurt i am, drummer. back to the story : (: We then plan to watch movie. "PUSH" but the show is not free listed so we decide to watch " Marley And Me". yeahs its a kind of sad ending but still the show abit okay. (: After that off to home and i slept for awhile. im so exhausted today. (: yeahs drummer and i did change phone. i used his and he used mine. im so into love with drummer's phone. hehs. so yeah tomorrow again the same routine as per normal. haiya. my life became bored and bored. hehs. people i did change my number and please ask me personally. thank you. (:
Monday, March 9, 2009 7:54 PM
♥Things Are Right When Im With You heys people. yeahs doing my assignment right now and fuck my brain not working. ergh! so decide to blog for awhile. hehs. yeahs school was as normal. the same routine. went to school with the drummer. and im pissed with him today! called him several times and this stupid bf of mine still asleep while im downstairs waiting for him! hehs. so mum in law called and asked me to go upstairs. ily, mum ohh yes, i miss my little aqasha. kissed him before im off to school. hehs. baby face like shit when he just awake. hahaha. (: took 969 and we're off to school. Had a Talk just now at school. and i thought it was fucking bored but actually it was fun leyy. talking craps about relationship and stuff. (: so off from school at 4.30 and meeting the drummer at the normal place. yeahs, he didnt go to gym today.guess he's tired. serve you right uh! (: Reached home ard 620pm and im early. thats what mummy said to me just now. (: Yesterday went out with the drummer. went to causeway point to catch a movie. And thanks to kak hidayah for the free tix and ohh yeah yeah get to watch *bloody valentine which is M18 and im not eligible to watch that. ohh well, im just sixteen okay (: Watching with cousin and her bf. so we met at woodlands. while waiting for cousin, drummer and me slacked at the bicycle area there. and guess what i fell down. my butt are so itchy i kept moving and mving it and yes i fell. Shiit.. this bunch of girls were laughing at me. hehs. drop my water face leyy. Thanks drummer, laugh first then help me out. haha. (: Met azrie ( din's second SAYANG ) hees. chat awhile and we're off to catch our movie. ohh fuck, i swear i wont watch that kind of movie. it just scared me to death sia! to those people who have not yet watch, i bet you should watch uh. lazy uh to elaborate here. lazy* hahaha. So we're off to home. took 168 and i feel giddy in a sudden and i felt like vomitting. I hold my vomit up till tampines and yes i throw evrything out from my mouth. hahaha.i feel sick that moment. hehs. Drummer always been there for me. had a great time with you anyway. tomorrow catch a movie ? ohh yes happy birthday to AZRYAAN and AFAI. May your wishes come true and success in life yeahs. i love you dearest friends (: yeahs thats for today. going to continue doing my assignment. update when im free. Goodnight, folks (: I dont mind either if you dont wana admit. i know where i stand. seriously. im just feeling down with you. its not the matter of big or how small was the issue is. im not making a big fuss of it. seriously it just breaks my heart when u did that. Try to do that with someone else that you love and see if their reaction is same as mine ? hais. i just dont understand you. and i dont know why u have to do that. then why ure in my life back ? LOVE ? dont say that word to me. seriously* its just damn word but u never did. after one and then one. im just confused. i dont know what actually you want ? hais. im going to feel really down this days for what had happened. why cant all this stop ? Ive been forgiving everything that you did but it seems hard for me to heal my pain. it really tore me up. hais.
Saturday, March 7, 2009 8:14 PM
♥Changing For The Better  Heys people! hehs. went to kembangan just now. accompany sis to her singing audition and yes my dear little baby get to her second round. im proud of you, sis (: yeahs her second round will be on 28 march. ill give my full support to you yeahs (: After that off to yishun, met kak yana and i was fuck up. She didnt turn up and called cousin farhannah to meet us at woodlands since its near. So met her at causeway point. Saw alot of Mat reps and its everywhere. hehs. well, i cant say anything. today saturday (: hahaha. yeahs its been days not going out with sis. talk craps and stuff. ily, sis (: drummer went out for his photoshooting and he cant accompany me today. so met cousin and had long chat with her. cousin planning to watch movies tomorrow but my drummer no money lioa. so we just hang out tomorrow maybe. hehs. See you tomorrow hehs. (: So going gig on 14 march. see you guyss there (: Talk things out with him and yes i did feel relieved abit. And i know it going to hurt me more and more if i kept it by myself. Yeahs at first our conversations turns chaos but end up we did managed to settle it. I hope you already told her that we are an item. i dont wana argue with you anymore about her. so babe i hope you stop all the nonsense yeah hunn. ily, hunn. i kept in mind what you said to me last night. you going to change and im happy for it. But i hope its true for what you said to me. ily more than anything else. and yes im upset with you about something! hmph! you know what i meant uh! hahaha. (:
Friday, March 6, 2009 4:34 PM
♥Things Arent The Same hello people. just had my lunch and mum giving me some advices just now. talk things with mum what i felt and she did listened to it attentively. thanks mum, you're the best mum i had. i dont kow who else i wana talk to. hais. i dont know why i felt something just not right these days. Cant he see how hurt i am ? i just dont know. really* if he doesnt trust me and why he being with me. i dont know. We just need Trust between us. yeah ive been telling the guys that im attached to you but did you did the same thing as me ? hais. i just hate the way she reacts towards you. thats all. yeahs we did talks things out but.. hais he just dont know how much i love him. The guys are all my friends not more than that. babe, now everyone knows im attached to you. im here trying to change for the better cause ive realised i just need you in my life. but did you ever think that? no, you didnt. hais. love, i hope after this no more tears for me. im tired of crying for two years plus. please let me have my happiness with you for this year. can drummer ? im fucking tired. really* God, please let us continue our journey with happiness not with lies, cries and unhappiness. baby, if someday you feel like going with someone else better than me, then let me go, i can bare it cause i dont like forcing people. be true to me. thats all i need from you. if you cant be true to me then i guess we have to stop everything up. i love the way we are last time, saifudin mohamed
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 8:36 AM
♥Take One Step At A Time yeahs its early in the morning, im blogging. woke up early cause baby sister cries the whole morning and im just getting irrtated. haiya. ohh yeahs, this stupid bloghopper are just gettingon my nerves yeahs. seriously* maybe this idiot are just fcuking scared to own up. Parents give a nice name for them and this what they called themself up * Bloghopper* hahaha. so be it.. As long as you happy okay, stupid bloghopper. (: yesterday school was normal. went to school with the drummer. and yes we did had our favourites waffles. hehs. i dont know why when im with the drummer, my love are just becoming more and more. he's just being sweet to me. hais but i dont know how am i to put things back together like how we used to. its hard for me to faced the situation i am right now. hais. im just speechless. ): Met the girls at the canteen and yes i saw stalker. he was looking at me and i did look at him back but in a rude way. irriating uhs dier! But hey dummer did called him up and said not to disturb me. So please farid. please! stop your nonsense! i hate it okays! dont let me pissed off with you yeahs, farid! So after school, met drummer at yishun sports hall as they were busily doing their body up. as in GYM(: i missed bear and all. (: esp RATU. hehs. hmph! took 969 and we're off to tampines to have our lunch at Mac Donald. talk craps, jokes, laugh with the drummer. Spending time with him is just what i loved the most in my life. took 38 and off to home. Mummy said im getting fatter. Am i ? i dont think so cause im always getting skinner. haiya! Pakcik didnt text me the whole day. Maybe he's doing fine now with his gf. So i dont think he needs me anymore. So, hoping that you guys last long yeahs. Thanks pakcik for being a wonderful friend to me all these while. (: yeahs school starts at 9 supposely. but ive skipped the first lesson cause i hate presentation and im not done yet with my slides. so yeahs came to school at 12 later. (: meeting the drummer again in the afternoon later. hees. we're back as per normal but i tried to stay strong in whatever happens between us. hais. ohh yes. my second post for today. i know its kind of long post for today. hehs. hahaha. yeahs didnt know what to do on the net so blogging lor. hees. waiting for the drummer to call me later hehs. haiya. i dont understand people uhs nowdays. please la, wana tag me WRITE YOUR OWN NAME! for god sake. haiya. went to school just now and i was so fcuk up! reached school, and there is no afternoon lesson which is practical. ohh god, i was like WTF! hehs. so slacked at school and chat with friends. and bla bla bla. saw a few people which is taking the april intake. busily buying the new school uniform. mostly, alot of malays yeahs. hehs. heard that the phase test quite tough and yeahs need to study the formula and stuff. hmm. met the drummer at yishun sports hall at 4 plus. Saifudin really wana build his body up, i guess. hahaaha. hun, *you sekejap jek lah. nanty lame2 naek malas nk gy gym. i know you that well hehs* hahaha. So yeah, get totally wet just now. Raining yeahs. Next time listen to me okays, saifudin. hehs. you know what i meant* (: So we took 969 home. yeahs he never failed to make me smiled (: ohh yes, met gaelan and edwin just now at tampines inter when i was about to go to school. slacked with them awhile. Gaelan was happy to see me and yes me too, dude. missing the moments with you guys. i miss you guys alot. (: okays im done here. oit saifudin! call me soon! hehs. anyway, wana say im happy that you're by my side again.
Monday, March 2, 2009 7:53 PM
♥Fairytales just came back from school. went to school with saifudin. i just loved being with him. breakfast with him and yes it reminds of me during our secondary life. i miss that moments. after that off to school and did my test. im so going to pass that test. cause its OPEN BOOK test! hehs. hahaha. Stella wasnt in that good mood with us. so yeahs cant be bothered with her that much. do my own stuff and im off to lunch. had laughters with dear classmate. Around 12plus, out from school and met saifudin at 3 plus. Went to Chompang with ain and her friend. bought my new earpiece and it just cost me $1 only. yeahs budget i know. but atleast have something rather than nothing ryte ? (: talk craps with ain and to ain im just shocked when hearing your little dirty secret. hehs. yeahs keep my mouth shut. its just between us yeahs, darling (: So met saifudin at yishun and we again we had a great time. i dont know whats in between me and him. read his msg-es and im just kind of *******. ohh fcuk.. i cant scold or what to him. i just have nothing to do with him. i just let god decide my fate (: so yeah doing great with life and stuff. thanks saifudin for telling farid not to disturb me and i believe after this he wont been disturbing me and stuff. ohh yes, im so glad that i get qualified to the cross country tomorrow. yeahs have to do well this time. (: yayness! to the supid idiot bloghopper whom i dont know : i just want to let you know, your attitude are just like a small kid. seriously* if you have teh courage please write your name on it and dont act like an idiot of urself by writing BLOGHOPPER. hehs. And ohh yeahs if you think my posts are just suck, then just fcuk off okays. cant you read under ( FOLLOW) nevermind i tell you in case you cant read it or what. so here : Whereas to those who hate me, click the bold word & shoo cause i will not like you either. do you understand ? so mind your fcuking business alrights. Thank you so much (: To my drummer : i dont know whats between us. im just confused. Truthfully, i enjoyed evry moments that we had together. You're just being a good boyfriend to me for the past two years though we had our bad times. But still, im lucky having you in my life. i know you've been contacting with the girls that you told me but i cant force you and stuff. its your life and you made your own decision. in all your decision, i swear i will respect it, love. maybe they are just better than me. thats my thought (: you always come back into my life when we gone to our separate ways. thats the reason why i cant forget about you. in all my ex-es, they just go and forever gone. but you're different. you just gone and you came back again like how the situation is now. hais. seriously, im just confused. all i want to say, i just loved you in every way that you are. *130107 (:
Sunday, March 1, 2009 5:20 PM
♥Time Is Moving Like A Train yeah! fcuk! staying at home for two days. hehs. the weather are fcuking cold and it makes me wanna lala. (: did went to religious class just now. talk about stress and patience* hees hahaha. its funny though the way ustaz talk about it. hehs. Pakcik did want to sent me home but im off first. im not trying to run away. i just dont want to destroyed people relationship. i feel bad at first but.. i dont know. really im fcuk up with the situation i faced now. erghs* i dont know what to do. i should do whats best for me. thats what mummy told me. thanks mummy for being there for me and giving me advices. i wanna be with you back again but i dont know how to put things up back together like how we used to. i know its going to be hard for us the way we are now, ex boyf. ilysm, baby. ): hais. i dont know what to do. god, please show me some way for me to get out from this situation. haqeem did called me and have a surprised for me. see. i dont expect anything from you guys sak! i dont even give any hopes on you guys cause why ? im still in love with my ex boyf. hais. i tried to forget about him but things dont allowed me. everywhere i go, he will always there in my mind ): hais. anyway, i miss aqasha and family* erghs*! |
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