Efy Gisella
Monday, December 29, 2008 12:06 PM


Sometimes Life Are Just Wonderful.

today i awake fcuking early. At 8 plus im awake. Mummy woke me up as her stomach feel not right. So im being a sweet daughter and cooked for her something to eat cause i know my little sister inside mummy stomach hungry. hees (:
cooked for her fried rice and mummy smiled and give me a hug. weiis, i do care about mummy and my little sister okays! haha. Talked to baby on the phone for awhile then im off to sleep back .
Yesterday customer arent that fcuking fussy like that day. Hmm. not busy that much. Ben was in a good mood yesterday. We joke, laugh, chatting and etc.Ate lunch with fadly, ben and this time i myself go and asked camelia to join us for a lunch. At first she said she cant but after a awhile she said okay and i smiled. Now we going to be a good friends okays. Dont worry lah, camelia i wont snatch fadly from you and yes you should know that im not the type of person who snatched people property okays. Hope you reading this, cam.
Finished my worked as usual. Ten plus and i did the closing. Ergh! i dont like counting money sia. It makes me headache sia seeing alot of money in front of me. haha.
did count it slowly and stupid fadly kept distracting me and i like shouting at him to be quiet and stop disturbing me and he kept quiet. Ben ad carlen just couldnt stop laughing when seeing me scolding fadly. Yeahs i did say sorry after that and back FRIENDS again. Ben did treat me and fadly something an di was fcuking stunned. Haha. No one had ever treat me that kind of thing. Thanks alot my dear manager. Your the best manager i had.
Baby did text me yesterday and said the sweetest word that i heard from him. Yeahs though im asking for a space, i just fcuking have this temptation to text him. im so into love with you, hunney. Your the best guy that ive known and please dont ever leave me again. Sorry about the msg-es that i send it to you yesterday. Now DIENNA have to learn something about not saying anything that i dont know actually what had happen. hees. yeahs have to learn it (:
ohh yaa to SHAIRUL : thanks friend for the editing my skins. im loving it! and yeahs good luck for your Os yeahs. Bestest friend* Shairul will always give me some advices when i need it. So friends out there Shairul can be your greatest friend that you can imagine it. haha. (: again, thanks friend.
i miss my baby *sigh
yeahs will update later. i got stuffs to do today.


Sunday, December 28, 2008 11:09 AM


Truth In Sincerity

Im just awake. washed my face and brushed my teeth and then breakfast then off to bloggies. hees. Yesterday working at afternoon shift. Im the only part timers working yesterday. Fcuk shit! Morgan, Fadly and Jo did not come to work yesterday. Its only Me, kak nora and david working till 10pm. I wanted to cried out sia yesterday. Customer keep coming and coming and asking stupid question. People, again i said learn to be patience sometimes. We as a staff only have two hands and one mouth so please please learn to be patience. Thanks kak nora and david for cheering me up though i was not in the mood yesterday. My heart really hurt and i just cant accept what he said. He didnt even say sorry to me and shit more worse i cried inside the train. Let it be. I can bare all of it on my own like how i used to do it always. Mummy, stop scolding me okays? im getting fed up. You keep siding him and actually you didnt know the whole story what had happened. Sorry mummy, yesterday im being rude to you. ily, mummy. Thanks for the advices all. Ill keep it in my mind.
Yesterday bumped to hisyam and isa at plaza singapura. haha. i thought who the crazy guy kept calling my name. hehs. Cant talk to you guys that long. Im late for my work, man! (: That Camelia had started to talked to me. Haha. Its funny about her. At first she doesnt like me working at Spotlight and even with fadly. She's kinda jealous. Cause before i entered Spotlight Fadly used to give Camelia alot of attention and always went to camelia's department to say hello and etc. And fadly always went to luch with her andnow everything changes went i entered the Spotlight company. haha. Im not interested with fadly okays but last time we used to be so fcuking close until camelia doesnt like me. I dont give a shit yeahs! Now, I just treat him as my bestest friend ever cause i already have someone whom i loved. So camelia, try to get his attention back okays. haha (:
Ben did called me and say today wheather i could come early and do the full time shift and i said nope ben, im tired. Gila pe tu manager! nk kasi aku mampos! haha. End work at about 10 plus. Again, david made me laugh. Thanks dear friends (: your the best! Payday is on 31 dec! going to enjoy it! SHOPPING. accompany me someone?
okays then i stop here. have to get ready to go work. hmm. lazy lazy (:
will update later yeahs when im free.

PS: i miss you. How i wish i could turn back the time when the first time i knew you.
I think its the best for us being this way cause everyday we kept quarrelling and
im tired of it. Just come back with the old person i knew you on 130107.
Jusr wana say that i miss you so dearly. Tc of urself, love.


Friday, December 26, 2008 11:17 AM



Forget about me



Yeahs just checking my application and it was fcuking fcuk up! haha. unsuccessful! haha
the courses that i want its full and i only have the courses now that im not interested. Damn! yeahs today supposely im working. taking a day off today. kinda tired and i need a rest at home. mummy off day today. get to spent the rest of my day with her (: i miss chatting with her(: we will always talk about my life, my stuff and also always without fail she will always talk about her darling son in law. hees.

Yesterday work at morning shift. still there is a few customer on christmas day yesterday. hmm. Finish worked at six pm yeahs straight to surprise baby. bought for him strawberry cheesecake and a card written saying "im sorry" and im off to baby's work place. im missing him alot. Both of us busy with our work stuff now. haiya. When im off, he working. And when he off, im working. I think god is testing me yeahs with all the pains that i suffered. Been quarreling with him alot this time. im sorry, baby.

A little gift i bought for you yesterday, hope you kept it as to show im so sorry for what had happened between us lately. Looking forward your off day, darling. i miss going out with you. (:

Went to cousin's house that time. Having a great time with them. bro abby always made my day. Your the best and dont think too much about kak hidayah okays. I believe every problems we had, there a way out on it. My cousin,Farhannah. God, the boyfriend like fcuking protective and i hate having a bf so protective and controlling my life. Luckily, Saifudin arent that type. Im proud to be your girlfriend, baby (: yeahs thats all for today. Not much to say.

Will update soon yeahs.


Sunday, December 21, 2008 9:40 PM


Crush on you.

First of all beforre i start bloggies, yeas sorry sorry did not update my blog for the few few days. hees. ive been busy lately with my stuff and i didnt get the day to rest at home and stared at the lappy. Life was good lately. i guess you guys wanna knowmy result for my Ns. yeahs i did badly though but i was damn fcuking freaked out when i passed my mathematics and shit that was my first time in my life passing a subject which i failed since primary four. haha. i get twelve points and it was like ****. Another two points and i get to promote sec four. Thanks daddy for the hugs and it is my first time feeling my daddy's hugs. GUess he was happy that i passed mathematics. lol. After my took my results, family and i went out to took the spore flyer and it was like fcuking bored. bumped to idrus(din's cousins) and i dont know he works there! haha. Then we off to vivo and i bought LEVIS pants for myself and it cost $129.90. Once in awhile bought expensive stuff. hees. then we off to East Coast. had ou dinner there. As usual i ate my favourite dish. KERANG! baby, when are you going to treat m KERANG, huh?! haha. kiddings (:
Yeahs and now im waiting for my ITE result which is on 26 december. i took office courses in ITE simei. THought of taking beauty and therapy but i need to think of my future ahead (: Working morning shift just now. Met fadly at the usual place. 7ELEVEN at PS. then off to breakfast. talk alk about our courses then off to work work. yeahs customer are damn fcuking irritating sometimes. They will asked stupid question that not based on the furnishing. They will asked such things gift wrappers, wallpaper,desk and etc and the worst thing one of the customer asked me " do you sell slippers here?" and i was like huh? haha. of course not, BODOH! haha. today daddy and brother went to the kallang stadium. watch SINGAPORE VS VIETNAM. he have three tickets and hell yeahs im not following. not interested(: then he called baby wheather he wana join them and yeahs baby have a football today. hmm, i dont know lahh whats their plan. ahha.
Finished work at 7pm and yeahs met mummy at airport. i love mum so much(:
hmm. Watch twilight with baby on the 19/12/08. i love the show and the guy. Fcuking hot sia! erghs! as usual baby ter bawak-bawak the show on himself. (: After tahat slacked for awhile and off to home. quarrelled qith baby yesterday and i dont feel like writing it. i just want you to know that im fcuking tired quarrelling with you for the past nearly two years. please la, stop lying to me. im tired. and yeahs i really dont get some of your msges that you sent it to me. hun, for what im acting that i dont get the msges? i have better things to do. haiya. i just dont know whats wrong with my stupid phone or sim card. alrights. i hope its clear to you, love(:

Becoming Addiction to me:
All i want to do is to rest and sleep at night peacefully
but it seems my dreams just cant fight it.
ill always thinking of you,lying on my bed and
wonder if there is anything i could have said.
I wish you will always by my side when i need you
but i always knew that you are near to me.
I love you more than you ever knew and
i just wish that u didnt have to leave me.
I just want to spend my whole life with you for
the rest of my life, babe.
My life has just started to begin with all
your sincerely love.
I love you with everything iam that anyone ever
thought possible and no one could stop me from
loving you, babe.
You may not be here with me but thoughts of you are always there
in my heart. i hold your hand and walk the road with you.
No matter how hard it takes,ill never let it go..


Thursday, December 4, 2008 12:08 PM



Attention From you..




Hello Hello. Been busy for these past few days. yupp yupp fcuking tired yesterday. the whole day i doing the stock again and again. This time im not doing alone. esther helped me out. my baby qistina came to spotlight with cik lin. yeahs take a break for awhile and played with her. had a great time with her(: i love her. huhu.

Fuck! its raining right now and it was supposed today im goin out with baby. i just missed him. yeahs both of us busy these days. Get my payday! SHOPPING!

Sorry izyan for not following you guys go sentosa today. im tired and kinda lazy. Though, im having my menses. HAHA. *winks(:

have fun yeahs. Went out with zana and fasha that day. went to my worplace to take my phone then meet fasha at esplanade. Chill over there. talk talk. laugh laugh and etc. After that meet zana at city hall. Planning to go to clark quay yeahs we ahead to clark quay. Pictures will be upload either on friendster or here if i have the time to put it yeahs folks (:

Fasha needs to go home early and yeahs something happen that zana and i could not stop laughing. Here it goes : fasha was eager to go home and she wasn a same time busy with her phone. and suddenly she accidentally knocked the glass door as she thought it was the glass door that automatically open. HAHA. we laugh out till our stomach cramps! Stupid fasha. Then, at about 8 plus, i ahead to zana's house and it was fcuking kecoh! we watched movies. HORROR* haha. two movies that we watched on that day. Zana, had a great time with you, girl. I love all my bestfriends (: thanks for being there when i need you guys. got to go. update later. wana get ready. meeting my baby later.(:


Monday, December 1, 2008 1:27 PM









just wake up from my lala land. hees. First thing had to do was updating my blog before i forget(: yesterday went to Tirna's chalet after my working. yeahs, went there alone as boyfie went with his friends at 7 plus but i finished my work at six so decide to go by my own. Tirna and Zana fetch me at the bustop and hell yeah tirna and i hugged each other. i miss her damn damn much after what had happen between us. Forget the past and start all over again (: i miss her mum. hees. took pictures with her mum. Girl, i want the pictures yeahs. (: helped her to do the cake stuff and yes, i was sad during that time. feel like crying as some words that he said to me, its just fcuking hurt me. I act just smiled in front of them. i cant help myself out, went behind the chalet and cried. Thanks fasha for being there for me. i love you, darling. Zana came and chilled me out. Thanks for the advices, Zana. Yeahs i have to act normal in front of the people there. Went back inside and he called me to go to the beach. Yeahs we quarrelled and he's being too rough on me. Sorry baby, that i slap you. cried, cried, cried non stop. And about a few minutes, boyfie gave me his jacket as i feel cold with the wind blowing and yes he hugged and said sorry. I cried again on his arm(: Yeahs its quite sad, though. Went back to tirna's chalet and she get SABO from boyfie, ayie and aous. With egg! haha. (: went home at about two am. daddy fetch me and inside the car, bla bla bla. lazy to hear what he said. went to bedok simpang with mum and dad. talk talk bullshits! Abah called me early in the morning. Ask me wheather i wana follow go karoeke tonight and ask din too. ohh yes yes! i do. haha (: i dont know wheather boyfie wana follow or nots. though i take a day leave today. hees (:






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