Efy Gisella
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 1:06 PM


Painfulness Mistake is left me here on my own.



Yesterday was such a tiring day. I was fcuk up with Spotlight! We were told that part timers are advised not to touch the cashier. I was like sheet!! The whole day fold fabrics and put new stocks and stuff. Fadly and Morgan fault and im becoming the one too. Shit sia! i think im going to quit soon. For what we worked if we cant touch the cashier. As if that Anna blamed me sia! Erghs! Saw Saleh and girlfriend yesterday but i was serving a customer that time. So dont have time to talk to him. haha. yeahs as usual my daddy (stephen) always made my day. Quarrelled with boyfriend in a sudden sia. His words are just too painful for me. While folding the fabrics, tears fall from my eyes afther reading his messages.
Here his painful messages that he sent to me :
" Ape kau ?? kau pikir kau bobal tu semua btol uh. eh, kau nk bobal mapek jgn dgn aku eh!! "
i cried and daddy saw that. He cheered me up with his stupid joke but i gave him a fake laugh and smiled. how i wish his my father (: thanks daddy. in a sudden, boyfriend msg me that way. yeahs im upset. if u do have someone, u can talk things out with me. i will undrstand ur situation, hunney. i never ever force u to be with me or love me yeahs, dear. hais. if im that ego, why i always give in when we quarrelled. You did not think of that. All u did was to say out all the painful words to me without thinking how i felt. hais.
Punch out at ten plus with david. slack abits and talk talk abits. hees. went home alone. He did not fetched me. He have something on (: While walking towards my blk, saw a couple were actualy roman-ing near the letterbox thingy. i was like giving them a strange face. haha. Go somewhere else la idiot!
went home at eleven plus and waiting for papa to buy me makan. hungry.
To my dear boyfriend: already read ur blog and im sorry i cant changed the way i felt about tirna. i tried to be friends with her again as she's been my friend for about four years but i really cant. im sorry though its for ur own sake.

To tirna: if you reading this. i just cant believed things went out this way. yeahs im sorry if i cant erase my hatred towards you. yeahs its been fcuking hard for me,darling. We laugh, cried, did the stupid things together, shared secret, we are TWINS until that Mr hamdani confused between us. its quite sad when i wrote this. hais. yeahs its been the past for us anyway. i miss the moments we had together but i still cant forget what you had done to me. i tried to forget everthing but it seems i cant. The hatred still there in me. Anyway, thanks for inviting me and i try to come yeahs. Again, im sorry.
got to go. going pasir ris. Abah called me early in the morning to come over there. Missing me already yeahs me toos! hahaha. yeahs will update more (:







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