Monday, January 5, 2009 11:39 AM

♥I miss you.

About three things i was absolutely positive.
First, Saifudin is my enemy and i really hate him!
Second, There was a part of him- and i didnt know how dominant that part might be - We became closed in a sudden.
And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him now.

Just woke up and im straight to my lappy as later i got stuffs to do. And hell yes im off today! Ben told me today i could work and i said i couldnt. im just fcuking tied. the whole weeks straight im working. and the timeing hours makes me tired. esp im wrking at one pm and the next day at ten am. haha. i hate those hours! yeahs did said sorry to baby for what had happened. Im seriously lazy to quarrelled with him. (: so, hun im sorry okays? lets start a good one this year (:
im so going to miss workig with fadly. haiya. He's off to his new school today and his going to be busy nowdays. Thanks for the advices and stuff. Fun working with you, fad (:
Yesterday working day are great. have fun with kak nora, morgan , amos and fad. as usual we had our lame and stupid jokes! Went lunch with amos,joseph and mogan. Cant go with kak nora and fad as there is no enough staff. so we ate at pantry then ahead to 7eleven. doing stuff then off to work. yupp yupp, i do the closing and im getting better on it! hees. At nine plus, im off to downstairs and fad did followed too. yeahs had our last talk and jokes and stuff. seriously im so going to miss him. hees *winks.
Punched our card at ten twenty pm and yes we staff did sat at the counter for awhile with the lights off and morgan giving us the bedtime stories about her girlfriend. and it was like fcuking lame about his and his gf. anyway, they such a adorable couple. so we off ard ten plus and kak nora send us home. thanks for the ride uncle mike! yeah now baby and i are busy and i miss him so badly. When he worked, im asleep. When i worked, he asleep and when he off, he seems busy at home and when im off, he's schooling. ohh great. i think god is testing me. hell, i really miss the moments when i had with him always. hmm. life changed sometimes and people do too. (:
reached home text with baby and im a bit frustrated. whenever i text him, he did not reply or did not receive and i need to send twice of it. fed up sometimes. before i slept as usual read my twilight book then off to bed. (:
today i dont know what's boyfriend plan. he said early in the morning wanted to went outs. hmm. i can bet its cancelled. (:
gotta to go. ill update later.
ps: im missing my baby so much!