Thursday, January 1, 2009 10:51 AM

♥Love Trainer

To my beloved cousin, Farhannah. Happy birthday! Im sorry for not joining you guys to celebrate your birthday!You always becoming my biatch forever and it will always remained. Thanks for being a great cousin to me!Ily, biatch!



happy new year to all my friends and people out there.Didnt celebrate this year with boyfriend. Baby working yesterday. So stayed at home and watched dvds that cousin brought from her home. Wake up early today. Bby called me early in the morning and talk craps with him. Love, im sorry about yesterday night. Okays? did went shopping yesterday. With sister. Haha. Thanks sis for accompany me yesterday. Sis was very frustrated with me as im fcuking fussy when choosing stuffs. Ergh! Next time go shopping buy my stuff, have to be alone. hees. Before ahead to bugis, im off to salon. Get my hair done. its like fcuking four hours im there. and i have to get this straight its going to be my first and last getting my hair done such a long hours. Ahead to bugis and bought my stuff. Bought for baby's shirt and pants. yeahs whenever im outs, i will always remember of him, soo i bought for him something (:
and yes i did bought for brother a tshirt. luckily, he like it thought of buying for baby but no size lor. hees. Then, ahead to bugis junction and yes fcuk! i did bought the "twilight" storybook! im so eager to read it! So now in my beg, there is five thing must be inside my beg. my wallet, handphone, cigg, my hand cream and yes lastly, my book (:
Today should be working at 3pm but ben did text me to come abit early at one pm. As usual, not enough staff today. hmm. so be working at one today. haiya.

Bbay called and said that he's fetching me today. yeahs! Its been a weeks, he didnt fetched me from work. ily, baby! your the best!
and ohh yaa, befeore i forget. Went out with baby on monday(29/12/08). Went to buy his pants as he gets his payday. At last! haha. Spent time with him the whole day. im loving him more and more. Any wtf, my dear baby didnt bathed that day and yes i get used to it. i dont mind either. ive been with him such a long time (:
had our lunch at banquet and we did stupid stuff. really* i wont said it here yeahs. haha. disgusting,though. Then met DBH, oh god! i just missed them. the last spending time with them is when bear's chalet. yeahs had a great time with them. hees. mostly, im fcuking miss RATU!
haha. Talk craps and we ahead to arab street. Cigar! yeah had a great time. we joke, laugh and etc. Bear,bau jubo!( if you reading this.) haha. thats the most part that i couldnt stop laughing. and about ten plus, we're off to home. We took train to go home and this little baby of mine so the manje asked me to drop at pasir ris then together we took bus twelve. haiya. yeahs the bus did stopped at baby's place and mine too. ohh yes yes my resolution for this year was to be a good girl to my parents and made them proud of me and yes to made a new friends in my new school and etc. And to be a good girlfriend towards my boyfriend. hees





Picture of bear and ratu: the best friends i had. When i met them through baby, i wasnt fancy them that much but when i get to know them better, yeahs im wrong, i guess. they are such a good friend(: i miss ratu and to bear: thanks for always made me laugh with all your stupid joke and yes i wont forget you guys. i promised.


Picture of my dear classmate. Friends, i miss you so much. Your the best classmate i had. I had a great time being a same class as you guys. Yeahs weve been thru ups and downs together. ily alot, guys! i miss my haekal! hees (:

Picture of me and zuhairah mohamed. My three years friendship with her. Then, she MIA. i miss her. God, please tell her that i miss her so. I miss spending time with her. we laugh together, we joke together, we cry together, we share secret together and do stupid stuff together. i miss that moment,zura. Where are you? i miss your advices that you gave to me. Thanks for being a geat friend to me. Three years being with you, we never quarrelled not even once. If yes, we just joking around. imy, babe. called me yeahs.

Picture of me and my colleague, Fadly. He's being a good friend to me. Thanks fad for all the advices that you gave to me. Its true, he have feelings for me when the first time ive worked there. he's being nice with me and treat me well. im sorry i couldnt accept your love as my heart is only for mohammad saifudin mohamed. I tried to love you that moment. i swear i really tried but i just cant. The jokes we had together, the laugh, the kissed that you gave to me for the first time. yeah apprieciate it but now i guess we both had our lives now. And now im going to be your greatest friend that you have imagined! Be true to ur gf, lah. bodoh! haha.




Lastly picture of me and saifudin. Baby, its been so long since im with you. i know we have ben throught a hard times together but yet still here we are being together again like how we used to. Thanks for the love and care you gave it to me. Thanks for the sweet words that you said to me. Thanks for scolding and advices that you made me changed to be a better person in life. i wont forget all the times i had with you, baby. You''re just becoming the greatest boyfriend i had.
Yeahs i know sometimes you arent being true to me but yes i believe in god that people will changed their habit. im just waiting for you to changed, love. i apprieciate the little things that you gave it to me. Baby, 12 more days from now and yes our two years relationship and your birthday! (: again hunney, thanks for being here with me.

I know that sometimes it seems it's only studios and parties. But baby I appreciate the way you stand by me and I know sometimes you hear strange stories but please remember babe, you've got a 100% of me. I just wanna say thank you for coming my way, you've been such a blessing to me. I just can't believe i've put you through a lot, you've given me all you got, there through thick and thin.
Baby all I need is your Sweet Love and bring me whenever you go. I've seen a thousand boys but all I want is your Sweet Love. I know I won't survive without your sweet love around me. I know that sometimes you feel my work comes before you. But this is for both of us baby.
I'd never ignore you and I know sometimes you say you are so lonely.
I promise it won't be long before you can hold me. I'm so thankful for your love.
I will never get enough of you, love.
Nurelfidiana Loves Mohammad Saifudin.
130107-where the love starts.