Efy Gisella
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 10:43 AM


Trust and love

just woke up and checked my result. and yess i did receive it but i dont like it sia! appealing for the last one lor. hehs. yesterday baby fetched me with firdaus. ive quarrelled with him about things that i dont do. Baby i didnt do anything wrong. and you accusing me for what ive not donr. and yes i did cried after what he had said something to me. it really hurts me and i felt hopeless about it. so i need to bare it on my own. i know god is testing us. i live all this to fate and i do really believed in destiny. Baby, its up to you okayys. i have no more to said to you. ur words are just hurting me and you accusing me. and i didnt do anything wrong. You doesnt know the whole story and u just jump to conclusion. So i have no choice alrights. Its just waste of my tme of explaining and you there does not believe everysingle words i said. i called you several times, u didnt pick up so i hope you like being this way. im sure, enough saifudin. thanks for not loving me for all these while. and thanks for making me believe in all that you said to me.im being rather an idiot and stupid to believe every guy's words.
hais.thanks my dear eefah for the advices. yeahs i know we gone through in a same situation. going out yeahs someday. we going to have long long chat (: ily, babe. yeahs from biggest enemy and turn out to the bestest friend. hehs. (:
today izyan birthday. happy birthday, baby! ily yeahs! sorry couldnt joined u guys. so have fun yeahs (: promise you to take you outs yeahs.
Today working at one pm and hell shit today 20 percent off. so im gg to be fcuking busy. so god please dont make me pissed off today with several customers later. hehs (:
and to adikah amali, if you reading this, dont contact me anymore. if you want to contact iqah. call rumah! because of you, im being like this. thanks uh friend!
so i have no mood to update more.
ill update later when i have the mood to.


You said it wasn't gonna be like it was before.
Then it happened again, Pushing me back Out the door
Thought it would be For real this time
Love me forget About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know That we're through.
Wish that I Could move on.
Can't let go ,it's too strong.
Just like that and then you're gone
Is this how You wanted it to be.
Everything you had to saySent the tears Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape the misery.
Why don't you love me the way I loved you.
It feels so crazy,c ause I dunno What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me then do it quickly,cause I'm tired of cryin.
'If you don't wanna Stick around then, baby Forget about me
Too late, sorry..I didn't even Have the chance.
You said you were happy.
Baby I don't understand. Gave you everything You asked for and was ready to give you a lot more.
I would've given you the world right in the palm Of your hand.
Boy..
My heart was true.
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool and walk away.
From all the lies, It's up to you
Cause heaven knows I've tried.



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