Efy Gisella
Thursday, February 5, 2009 7:54 PM


Promises

Just came back from school. Something really bad happens in my life and i know i have to move on with life though i know i cant. I cried in school and thanks friends for being there for me esp natasha, zalieqa, haffiy and ahmad. Thanks. But though they tried to make me laugh but still they failed. i just cant stop crying for what had happened, Din really does not know how much i lurve him.Yeahs maybe he prefer to listen to others than me. So, i cant say much. He's been with me for two years and yet he.. hais.
Maybe he's happy right now. And thats good if he is. All i want was to see him happy.
Everything i do in life, i just cant stop thinking of him.
When i always went to school, we will always go school together.
Waffle butter that he bought it for me when i feel like eating every morning.
Messages from him.
Called from him.
He fetched me after school and waited at the bustop.
oh god, please let me forget about him. please. im really suffered it.
Went school late just now as i woke up late. Im starting to take 969 cause i dont want to remember the days when im with him. While i was walking at the interchange and i was freaking shocked when suddenly someone hugged me and it was fadly! oh god, i miss you, dude. hehs. chat for awhile and im off to school.
Cried inside the bus cause i just cant stop rewhining our favourite song and a couple in front of me. And its so sweet of them and im started to remembered of me and him.
Hais. how i wish he knows how much i need him. All that you heard are wrong! totally* and this is just a misunderstanding. Since things had really gone far , i have to accept it.
Yeahs life has to go on. Thats what everybody said to me and eefah, i still remember your advice that you said to me (: thanks friends.
Now, im really trying hard to forget about him. For what i waste my tears for the one who dont love me anymore and he enjoying his life out there. So diana, you gotta be strong and bare with it though its painful to you.
Actually meeting izyan after school but cancelled so slacked with friend and bumped to irah. im missing you guys already! meeting soon huh.
Mummy giving birth on 9 feb and its fcuking soon im having a baby sister already! haha.
Valentine's day coming. (:
ill update soon yeahs.
have a good life and smile always, folks!






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