Saturday, February 7, 2009 10:05 AM

♥Thanks For Everything..

Heyys, im fcuking syck right now. erghs! its all yesterday fault lah!
hehs. went to yew tee after settled some things in school early in the morning. then off to meet a friend. im so fcuking pissed yesterday. i just hate people passing my number and played on me. arent is childish of doing that ?! to me its fcuking nonsense as if you dont trust the person that you loved. And so on and on, im getting mad with him and he did say sorry. and wth! i dont give a shit*
yeahs im doing fine now and i bet he is doing great too. I just need time to calm myself down and forgetting evrything.yeahs, its been two long for us being together and shared things together but now its seems we have gone to separate ways, having our own life and our own things. if yes god allowed us to be together, then i would say alhamdulilla. im sorry that i cant have a serious relationship right now cause i had enough and i really not used to be with someone else. i need time okays. thanks for understand me.
i just wana say congrats to kak mimy and abg faisal for your marriage. Sorry, i cant attend it. Im not feeling well. May you guys bless with love and care always. and to my sister, happy birthday baby (: i love you, adek!
Today actually going out with friends but its cancelled. im syck la. sorry. next time leyy.

Tidakkah kau tahu sayang betapa ku sayang padamu.
Engkaulah insan yang ku cinta untuk selama-lamanya.
Tapi disebaliknya apa yang kau berikan padaku kasih dan sayang kini tiada. pilunya di hatiku..
Kini kau berubah.. kau tak seperti dulu..
Mengapa sayang mengapa engkau jadi begini.
Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu kerana cintaku dipermainkan secukup-cukupnya..
Hampalah hatiku dalam percintaan.. Engkau membuatku tidak mahu bercinta lagi sayang.. Mengapa engkau permainkan cinta yang sudah kita bina..?
jikalau tak sayang lagi berterus terang padaku.. Janganlah engkau menyiksai aku.. Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung dugaan cinta yang kau beri terhadap diriku..
Sakitnya hatiku sampainya hatimu..
kau tidak melayan diriku seperti dahulu.. Cuba kau rasakan apa yang telah ku rasa.. kini pasti kau juga akan menyesali cintaku.. Kini airmata pun mula mengalir.. Engkau masih belum berubah.. engkau tetap sama..
Kini aku meminta maaf kerana hatiku dah tertutup untuk dirimu sayang..
Lepaskan aku,
ebaskan aku..
pergilah sayang,
jangan kembali lagi...