things are different now. im upset with the situation i faced now.

daddy is being unfair to me and i hate it.

just a little small problems i create, he quiiting my school.

fuck! yeah, i guess i have to change the way i am now.

for the sake of mum.

that night i wont forget when quarrelling with dad.

i just cant accept what he said about dearest drummer. and mum did stand up for me. until mum and dad quarrelled. dad had made his decision and im grounded and stopped me schooling at ite yishun. i just missed my gfs. thanks for ur concerned, friends. im used to be at that school. with friends and the surroundings. shit! im going to be the new student again later at ite east. meeting drummer later. going to aunt's house. waiting for kak welda to find me ajob in airport. so i wont be bored for the past 6 months later. hais. hmm

Happy two years two months, drummer. its great that we are back as we used to. yeahs maybe we have to changed the way we lead our lives last time. im just tired and like what u said we dont want to make the same mistake over and over again. love, please be strong yeahs with had happened between me and my family. i try to bare it like what u told me and so are you. im trying to be strong enough with what i faced now. i just need you by my side always. i just feel secured and calm when you were by my side. im sorry we cant be like last time. always being together but now seems different but we in this together yeahs,love.

Pictures of me and nur izyan bte rosli. Our old times and now. Izyan being a good friend to me. She knows my ups and downs. sometimes she can be an irritating but still i love her (: and yes im sorry we cant hang out today. i do have some probs. maybe next time yeahs. izyan, be strong in whatever u faced. about love thingy, be strong yeahs. take things slow and dont rushed in making decision (: ill always be there for you, honey.

i missed you, gfs! its been wonderful knwing you guys. im sorry i cant go on my journey with you guys for two years. i have to quit it due to some probs. im so going to miss the jokes, laugh, talk craps, gossiping about guys and etc. i dont want to quit school as im get used to the the environment and stuff but.. hais. ive no choiced. thanks guys for being there when i need you guys and always there to cheer me up when im feeling down.And the rest whom know me in ite yishun, im going miss hanging out with you guys. promised i wont forget you guys and yes we do keep in touch. ):