yeah been at cousin's house for two days. having quite fun here. spending time with my dearest family here who have taken care of me since i was a little kid. They give much love and pampered to me. yeah i love them alot (: hees.

yesterday met drummer at woodlands as he having his soccer match. ohh great, again its cancelled due to the weather. argh! hahaha. so yeah we off to drummer's friend house.

i felt not that comfortable there. honestly said. hmm. due to some reason uh. so yeah glad we're off from there around 3 plus. and ahead to woodlands back. slacked at cousin's house. and again im off to meet cousin at bukit panjang.

drummer didnt tag along due to his tiredness. yeah, when the time with me, always tired. but if with your friends, you seem everything okay. so whatever shit. hehs (:

going there alone and cousin fetched me at "jelapang" hahaha. i dont even heard that place before. weird ! hahahaa.

then we're off to amirul's house and slacked. yeah, we having great time there. watched movies, talk craps with the family and bla bla bla.

ard 10 plus, we're off from that place.

and yes im super super mad with amirul. who he think he is sia ?

fcuking controlling my cousin's life like hell.

he even said he gave 5 min to reached at the bustop. who the hell is he sia wana ask me to do that ? fucking shit sia that bloody guy.

and there is alot MORE he controlling my cousin's life and even worse. im too lazy to elaborate here. and yes im quarreling with him right now. i dont want even to interfere but the way he treat cousin its not right.

yes he did said that he's too lazy to entertain people like me whose is underage but hello ? im super glad that my mind are not like yours. jealous for no reason and acting like a 12 years old kid. and bla bla bla. and last phrase i said to him : what goes around, comes around and thats for sure. and yes i believe in karma (:

Even if i failed to show you. Even if i failed to assure you. Even if i failed to make you believe so.

Im sorry if ive hurt you with what i said the couple of days. I know, my sorrys seem cliche and everything, but i really am.

We start together, we end together. Isnt this relationship's what all about baby? (: don't give up on me, don't give up on us.

I know you won't, cause i know i won't too.

I teared upon hearing a song, cause ive never felt this way about a man whom i deeply love so much in my life.

It made me all the more realise, how much this beautiful thing we have together plays a part in my life.

If yes our love story is a storybook,

we would meet in the very first chapter,

And the last chapter will be about,

How great and thankful i am for the life we've made.

all i really need is to have you here by my side and lead a good life between us

(:

Bottom line- i love you, my best drummer.