Efy Gisella
Thursday, May 21, 2009 9:24 PM


HI

just get to know something shocking just now. it really shocks me and i couldnt believe myself at first but i try to figure things out and yes everything i heard its true, it sads me and i cried.
But after, chewnie and tirna consoled me and stuff, i felt relieved.
Yeah, its true enough its hard for me to forget everything but after knowing what he had did behind me all these while, its totally embarassed of me having a boyfriend like him.
Yeah, you should know this : it would turned back to you someday when you really find someone that you truly loved. believe me (:
This time i wont forgive you nor turning you back cause what you did this time its way too much. and yes im sorry to say this i began to hate you. wasted my two years with you.
To friends especially to tirna sari :
yeah, all these while ive been way stupid to fall for his words. i should have listened to you guys at first. and to tirna, i guess i made a mistake by quarrelling with you just because of this guy. Like what you said, we've been friends for about four years and that guy i just known for two years but i guess my love stories with him are just way damn bullshits.
all i want to say to you, tirna. im sorry for everything (:
i miss the old days with you. How i wish i could turn everything back.



So im doing great for the past few days. school was as normal.
and thanks mr mat rep for waiting for me just now and be there for me when i need someone to talk to. it takes time yeah. i dont want to rush. and im glad being this way with you. i dont want to be trapped again like what my ex boyf did to me. But i know and im sure although you do have a bad backgrounds last time, i know you do have this pure heart to loved me. i dont care what people said about you. cause you ever said to me that, "dont judge a book by its cover, know my inside out not by looking at my outside in". (:
Thanks for your careness and advices that you never failed to say it.
hees. yeahhh i had a great time with you just now. you never failed to make me smiled. hang out soon yeah (: cant wait on the nineteen june.
and chewnie, she's doing damn great with IRWAN. im happy for you but hey dont take things rush okayy ?

update soon yeah (:



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