Efy Gisella
Friday, May 1, 2009 1:06 PM


Ive always love you

im just speechless for evrything i faced up right now. im just confused.
im not running away. im still here. i just need to be alone for awhile.
its not easy for me to opened up my heart for other guys.
i know you've been waiting for me to accept you but im totally sure i cant.
i just cant be in a relationship right now. it needs time for me to heal everything up that ive suffered. and yes ive been not contacting with this bunch of stupid guys. cause they just waste my fucking time (: again, im not being a slut to you guys. cause you guys just not worth it for me. you're just fooling around and save your damn fcuking sweet talks to me. and FYI, im even fooling around with you guys. i dont even shed a tears if you're gone from my life cause you're a jerk ! thank god, ive back off from this stupid guys. "you're just wasting my time".

Thanks for shedding tears for me. i dont expect things to be this way. everything turning upside down. I dont want to be in a relationship. Do you guys understand ? please lah understand me. ALL YOU GUYS WANTS, IS FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND YOUR FEELINGS. BUT DO YOU GUYS EVER THINK OF MINE ? DAMN !
all you guys want is for me to accept you guys in a rush ! i have my own life and decision too. its not damn easy for me !
i thought you're different from others that ive known but you're just the same.
HEARTLESS people. think of yourself not for others.


i dreamt about him and its so hilarious ! when i woke up, ive cried and thanks mummy for being there and consoled me. again, thanks mummy. how i wish i never met you. it seems so hard for me forgetting you.
yeah, like what izyan said : for what i should i care for him if he doesnt even care about you. hais ): im just wasting my hope on him.




ps: i dont wish to talk to anyone nor "you". im switching my handphone this few days. im totally pissed with everything that had happened !




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