Efy Gisella
Monday, July 27, 2009 5:45 PM
dissappointment


Just recovered form my stupid fever that i have. School was fine.
And today's lesson ends at 11 am, i guess.
My class advisor did not attend to school due to some sickness he have.
So, the Geeks planned to slack at faridah's house. The Geeks went off earlier while i catch up with them later as atiqah and i have some stuffs to do.
So, let make it short.
Went to faridah's house and slack.
and something happened that really make me upset.

i just cant believe the messages that you sent to me. I almost wanted to cry but still i hold it strongly cause i promise that i wont cry over guys anymore. The words that you said showing that all these while i never ever made you smile or whatever shit. Im sorry if i couldnt be the way that you wanted. Im sorry if im sucks. Im sorry if my attitude arent the way that you want. Im sorry i couldnt be the best girlfriend that you want.
Im sorry if i made you being so stupid to chose me to be in your life. Again, my apology. im not perfect, either.You should understand my situation too and its not me the one who have to understand you all along. We' ve been through for the past two years plus and still why cant you just give way to me ? Seriously, for whatever you said just now to me, i felt hopeless. I felt like im useless to you. FYI, you're the most important person in my life and you just dont know how much you mean to me in my whole fucking life.
You loved saying things that i dont do and you love thinking negative things about me.
How would i felt ?
Just remember what you said the day you want me back in your life.
Seriously, i had enough with all these. You scold me for something stupid.
Sometimes when i did something, there is a reason behind it.
If this the reason that making you angry, i bet you just wanna find my damn fault.
If you wanna hurt me, please do it quickly cause im tired of crying.





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