Efy Gisella
Saturday, July 11, 2009 1:21 PM
i swear im crying.


I dont know why i have the urge to blog right now even i dont have the mood to do this.
I swear im crying writing this. Im totally tired of having this kind of situation again and again.
I dont know why i always get this kind of situation. i dont know why i have to face it. I dont know why im feeling so sorrow. I dont know why im just afraid. I dont know if im doing the right thing. I dont know why things have to get back to me. i dont know why must i worry much. Why its always have to be me. i dont know why i just cant stand up for my own.
Why LOVE always feel like a battlefield. i just hate to be in this state. Sometimes, i just felt like running away from these. i just cant hold it anymore.
All you know saying "evrything's on me". but did you ever think or asked me why am i being this way ? did you ? Yeah, obviously, you dont even feel anything right now. Though, im here crying my lungs out even im sick. Do you care ? Everything going back to square one. It will never change even you. i guess all the words and promise you said, i would just forget about it. i shouldnt believe it in the first place, either. im just being naive.
Just do whatever that makes you happy.
im just getting tired of facing this kind of situation.
im just not that strong enough to hold it.
im sorry if i couldnt the best for you.
im sorry if i hurt your feelings.
By all means, go find a better one , instead.
im sorry.

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