Efy Gisella
Sunday, July 26, 2009 12:08 PM
Unforgiven


Sorry for not updating cause im down with a high fever for the past few days.
Did not attend to school for two days and im terribly sick / and which i dont know why.
But today i woke up feeling on cloud nine! But nauseating too as the hours passed by. Havent been digesting properly these days, & and dont even ask me why. Okay, so there's like an endless text messages and a few missed calls when i woke up at 2am last friday. An even unexpected call from him. i wont bother yeah to call you back. (:
Even mom got worried sick about me for knocking off the whole day. told ya, im damn sick and even vomitted twice. Thanks love for sending me to the doctor and visit me yesterday.
Its great having the love sitting beside my bed, watching me off to sleep. ily, hun.
i dont know why im scared to lose you.
i dont know why im just afraid of handling problems.
i dont know why i have to face in this kind of situation.
i dont know why im feeling so sorrow.
i dont know if im doing the right thing.
i dont know why i cant just stand up for myself.
i dont know why things have to get back to me.
i dont know why im bad at making decision.
OHH fcuk ! why is this happening to me ?!
god please give me strength to go through the hurdles that im going to faced it in the future and please give me faith cause i know im too weak to face it.
PS : good luck on your tournament today. im sorry i couldnt watch you playing.








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