Efy Gisella
Friday, August 7, 2009 2:19 PM
The hurting part was to see you with someone new.


mummy and daddy,
thanks for everything. You guys are just simply a great parents to me. ily more than anything.
Daddy & i are much closer right now. Im loving the way im with him right now. He isnt that bad afterall for what i've thought all these while. (:
Going out later with mummy & daddy to buy me a new phone and a new line.
Oooo.. im super anxious to have a new phone. Its been like ages i didnt buy a new one. huhu.
So, didnt attend school today due to no lesson. Sort of slacking in school and watch this stupid kite, i guess. puas hati tak payah gy skola. hehs.
Today plan was to accompany twin to her secondary school, to do some stuffs but end up cancelled due to her mum & sis was sick.
Get well soon yeah.
And planning at three pm , meeting ana and might be jazlynn too for my photoshoot at bukit batok. But cancel due to some problems. Postpone it to monday (:
I cant barely wait on sunday. Watching fireworks with geeks and off to cousin's house, i bet. And yes im sure with it that im going to have a blast night after the fireworks! *winks.
im eager to watch " GI JOE " accompany ?


Yeah, we sorted things out yesterday night, and yes things became disaster yeah.
i didnt expect things to be this way but i cant do anything.
I dont want to be someone called a third party.
Listen girl, get this okay. I did what you asked. You told me to beg and talk to your boyf not to leave you. YES , i did that. But he himself, couldnt take it with you. Im sorry, i did the best i can do.
Please dont cry on the phone to me and asking me to beg again. i did all this because i pity of you. I understand how you felt. im on that situation too. Seeing someone we love, being with someone new.
i have advice for you : for what you cried, waiting, searching , thinking of him but he's out there happying away. think that okay. No worries, i wont entertain him, either. I have better things to do yeah. Move on, girl. i know its hard for you but you have to give a shot. (:



Im sorry if im being a narrow- minded person.
I say what i have to say. i missed you too, dearest drummer.
But sometimes, its not worth it for me to felt that kind of feelings to you anymore.
Its pointless, you see baby. I will give a try to forget everything.
Say whatever you wants about me.
If only god let you know what im trying or doing right now, i bet you will just give me a wide smile that you never had before. hais.
I miss you sitting beside my bed, watching me off to sleep. ):
No matter what happens, ive always loved you. No one or who ever shit couldnt change that.
imy, ex boyfriend



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