Efy Gisella
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 6:55 PM
im praying for your happiness



Ohhhhh yes ! Today's wednesday ! Im super happppyy (:
Thanks faridah for accompanying me. Apprieciate it yeah, hunney. Its been a wonderful journey just now. And the place for waiting buses are too creepy for me. And im already thinking of myself "macam mane aku nk balek dari keje nie kalo malam2, dah laa gelap, sunyi pulak tu" Ive been thinking of that for the whole day. ahhahahaha (:
So yeah out from school at twelve plus and slack outside and then off to my interview at Singapore Zoo. Ay, thanks ay people for saying this phrases when im saying that im going to Zoo today. " kirim salam beruk pat zoo tu" " pegy jumpe AMENG pat zoo " and etc.
Intention of me going there was to have my interview laa. And yess, i get the job and i love the job.
Its kind of easy job, you see. being a photographer (: hees.
I did all this was to make myself busy and i dont want to have any time for relationship yet.
Im scared to be in love again. Its time for me to have my own life , my own stuffs , and stop crying over things.
But somehow, i missed him badly. i miss my morning breakfast that he used to cook for me.
IMY , ex boyfriend. Im so going to make a surprise for him before he off to that stupid irrtating idiot National Service. I hate it. It really really sucks. When im going to see you for the last time, ex boyf ? hmm.
So, school as usual. Did my 2.4km just now and i failed ? hmph ! My stamina getting low, though.
And just now he texted me asking where am i ?
Its not that i dont want to talk, text , pick your calls or avoid you.
It just that im getting tired the way you treat me. You come and go as you like.
Hey, i have feelings okay. likewise, you said im heartless. So yeah, be it. I cant judge what people says about me cause you people just dont know me that well. So, shut your bloody mouth.
And tell your girlfriend, not to worry. im not going to snatched you away. Cause i dont need a guy like you and i dont want to waste my time, my money with someone i know that someone's attached. i have better things to do. So please just back off from me okay.
and yes i dont want history to repeat itself. Please Izraini, if you reading this : please get this in mind. Its not that i dont want to be friends with you. Im just scared that you might be that paranoid like before. Though, i dnt want to quarrel with twin for such a stupid reason. I love my twin, okay ? Understand me, Thanks.
I want to be alone rather than i get hurt. That's what twin teach me (:
Im not yet wants to be in a serious relationship right now.

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