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Saturday, August 1, 2009 2:42 PM
screwed up ♥ Life has to move on. and i dont have to sit down and cried all along. I shouldnt woke up this morning having my eyes swollen. I shoulnt be thinking of him all day long. I shouldnt waste my time. While he's there effing happy away. Im just wasting my time and i bet i really have to move on with life. Yes, i admit its so difficult for me to forget everything. But i promised myself i will. im so going to delete you off. and i swear im being the stupid girl in the world right now. I should have listen to bestfriends earlier. i even lost my bestfriends. i even lost my four years friends. i even lost my twin that i loved so much. god, please give me strength. please. i missed them and now i've realised that im bad at making decision. and i shouldnt fall for their words easily. That's my greatest mistake. I hope after this, there's no more tears that going to put on my face. I just had enough with all this. and i guess i have to live my life fullest from now on.  To someone i loved so much rather than i loved myself : im sorry i have to do this. its kind of irritating you see, when you just broke up with me and there you go with the old attitude you have. i dont care whoever shit you wants to be friends with. cause im no one in your life anymore. i delete everything that have things to do with you. So that i will just not kept remembering of you and making myself hurt. But hey, i apprieciate everything we had together for nearly three years and being such a wonderful person in my life. I bet those are just for awhile. You said you just cant seem to trust me ? ohh well, think that to yourself too. Even you made me lost my trust on you but end up am i trying hard to trust you back ?? Could you answer me that, love ? But did you ever try to trust me ? i bet NO. Instead, you scold me for no reason and just finding my fault. And you waited for me to say the _____ sentence right ? If you want, you could have just said it and you dont have to hurt me. But anyway, you get what you want now and all i can do is praying hard that you would tc of yourself in future and yes get a better one. I swear im crying when im writing this. But just remember how hate i am to you, how slut i can be , how hurt i am , ive always loved you. I promise to you, i will fuck off from your life. I wont be bothering or stressing you anymore. Changing my number soon for the benefits of you. You made me do this. its hurts me of seeing your facebook. and i guess i just stop everything. and its done and officially done. im not fit to be your girlfriend. im sorry, goodbye. Why is it so easy to fall in love with you but yet it is so hard to let you go ? Why is it so easy to walk away but yet it is so hard to forget about you ? Why is it so easy to knocked me down but yet it is so tough to get back up ? |
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