Efy Gisella
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 6:17 PM
HEARTBREAKER


do you really need me in your life , actually ?
Know what ? i have this kind of feeling that actually really breaks me down.
Do you know that deep down in my heart , im really hurt for whatever happen.
Do you know that ??
I bet no cause why you never ever see in me, hunn.
What you take me as for , love ?
Im tired of being in this situation . seriously.
You dont really understands me and you dont really trust me.
Then what for you continue with this called " Relationship " if you dont have any of these between us ?
I dont understands how things works right now between you & me.
Guess what ?
i dont really like the way you are , love.
It just sucks me , you see.
I hate to have this kind of feelings that ive always been through.
I just wanna make love with you.
I just wanna have fun with you.
I just wanna have the happiest moments every day with you.
I just wanna be happy. That 's all.
Do you know how much you meant to me , love ?
Do you know how much i loved you , love ?
Do you know how much i care for you , love ?
Do you know how much i need you in my life , love ?
Do you know sometimes i sacrifice myself for you ?
Do you know sometimes even not my fault , i even says sorry ?
Do you know sometimes the littlest things that we quarrel , i cried ?
Do you know everyday , ive waited for your call just to say i love you , elfidiana like how you did the last time ?
You never been there when i need you the most.
Do you know i cried yesterday cause im abit down about my friends ?
Do you know how sad , down , disappointed i am yesterday ? Moreover , you just adding it to my problems.
Do you ever think of that , love ?
Please , just give a break for awhile. & think through of what ive been through , love.
All i can say was , i never regret of knowing you in Chai Chee Secondary School in 2007.
Cause for what i know , you're the reason that i could breathe in.



PS : maybe im sucks in relationship.




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