Efy Gisella
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 1:57 PM
i dont feel good


I shouldnt feel upset if there he doesnt knows it.
I shouldnt cried out if there he doesnt care.
I shouldnt trust his words that easily if there he just fooling me out.

Things are just not the way i want now.
There's something been bothering me about and sometimes i cried for that.
I kept thinking about it and it really tears me down.
am i being stupid ?
Alot of things are just running in my head and i just dont know what to do.
Sometimes being in this situation could drive me crazy yeah.
Im tired to faced all these.
Would you just stop scolding me for nothing ?
Would you just stop hurting me ?
Would you just stop lying to me ?
Would you just be honest with me ?
Would you ?
Cause all i can say to you is that i do have a HEART.
i know what's hurt and not being hurt.
You never ever see how hurt i am.
Even im hurt , yet i can entertain you and still act as if nothing happen.
Why cant you even see in me ? im doing the best i can but you never did your part.
im upset with everything happens right now.
Maybe your friends could make you happy better than i am.
hais. im upset the way you are.






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