Efy Gisella
Saturday, September 26, 2009 12:37 PM
ITS GREAT



doing pretty well this few days though i faced alot of things on my own.
i myself not ensure about how i decide things.
just let it be cause bestfriend told me only HIM could decide our fate. hees.
Ohh yes , many things had happened this few days.
Im so going to quit my recently job & working with the love at Delifrance.
& effy's got her a new bestfriend.
Infact , i hate having bestfriend and im avoiding it cause im too scared of having a " bestfriend of my own ".
As i do have a bestfriend in secondary life but things change when we're out from that stupid school.
Yeah , its a long story & easy said she's being a betrayer. thats all.
On that onwards , im scared of having bestfriends.
But after i met this lamest stupid idiot girl , named shikin.
Everything change.
She's nice , kind and knows how i felt and knows how my situation is.
Thanks bestfriend for knowing my inside in & out.
& Thanks bestfriend for making me believe that not everyone have the same attitude like hers.
Tuesday , Wednesday & Thursday straight i met bestfriend.
Actually , we both have to off to work for this 3 days but both of us were too lazy.
So , bestfriend planned off to town. Its great spending time with bestfriend , you see.
Hang out pretty soon yeah (:
Pictures will be up soon , cousin. Quite busy lately.
To the love :
I know many things has happened between us. Im sorry i lied to you and i didnt mean to hurt or lie to you. Its just that everything i did is not fair for me. & i just felt like giving evrything up.
Yes ,its true ive been saying that i wouldnt let you go this time but things that you do and things that you make me cry , hurt , piss , angry makes me wants to let it go.
Its hard for me , you see.
I kept the burden in my own but you never ever see in it.
Love , what i asked for its just a perfect love from you.
Stop lying and do this kind of shit to me. Im tired , love. Seriously , i had enough for nearly 3 years.
As for now , do whatever you like , hunney. I wont stop but please dont let me know what you doing behind my back.
But please , you dont stop me whatever i wanna do in life (:
Iloveyou , hun.



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