Tuesday, November 17, 2009 12:23 AM

♥Just came back from working and i couldnt get myself sleep.
Meanwhile ,surfing the net and texting sex love. bored , you see.
Mum & dad off to Johor and i wanna tag along but tomorrow schooling.
And i have to wake up early in the morning yeaa.
Supposely ,meeting ayie & friends todayyyyy.
16 november and there's event at Zirca today.
im upset , i couldnt tag them along. hais ): I know im gg to miss the fun yeaaa.
Had a great lunch with classmate and all just now.
Ended school at 1 plus , i think. and off to YCK to meet sex love.
Headed to tampines to settle some issue & off to my crib. Watch movie with him & i swear i really missed the old times.
Nearly to seven , im off to work and as usual . meet the ESPIRIT CLAN after work but today without khairul (: boredness. hee

i dont know what are we in terms right now. You dont really treat me like how it used to. But i still see the love through your eyes , baby.
I miss when you sent me home. I miss when you whisper to me and say "ILY". I miss watching movies with you. I miss hanging out with you. I miss the sweet messaging from you. I miss staying late night with you. I miss when you called "baby". I miss the old you. I swear when im writing this , im crying.
Even we're in a good terms but something really not satisfied myself.
I just want the old you that im used to knew you.
And now , you're busy with your own stuffs and i have to bear with it cause i know im going miss you so much. & its going to be fucking alot.
I know people tryna make me move on. But you guys have to understand my situation. I kept drowning on his love & he kept coming back to me. We're both deeply fall in love with each other but we're trying to settle things in a nice way and not in a harsh way. Yes , i admit im being a narrow-minded person. But im trying to understand him and do my part as his girlfriend. But sometimes idk why you're just think of yourself and not learning to apprieciate people , love. That's the weakest part in your life , dear.
I just wanna lead my life with a great one this time & obviously enjoy my life to the fullest. Sex love , all i can say : I MISS THE OLD YOU THAT USED TO LOVED ME DEARLY.


im done here.
update soon , people. & glad you still keep on reading about my daily life yeaa. oh well ,people. Being a busybody wanting to know what im going or facing in my life right now. But yeaa , dont mind with it cause my blog is for all readers including you ,bitch (:
Goodnight, people.

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