Friday, December 11, 2009 2:03 PM

JERKS

♥Friend ,
Sometimes , when thinking evrything back , i felt terrible. Seriously i missed those littlest moments we had. Bitching about others , sharing secrets , do stupid stuffs and etc. I shouldnt left our friendship just like that . Im sorry for whatever happens. Like what you said , let bygone be bygone. Ice Skating when my next payday okay ? (:


Yesterday , working was freaking fun. They made my day and i swear im simply smiling all the way even though something upsets me. The bestest part was , Farhan looks like a stupid idiot clown when wearing those christmas hat ! But anyway , i loved your new hair-do , dude (:
Ended worked at 7plus. Planned was to meet bestfriend irah but last minute cancel due to im not in the mood to slack. Some other day alright ?


Its not working , babe. I dont see it coming between us. I just had enough with the new lifestyles you leading right now. I dont want to shed tears anymore . I dont want to get hurt anymore. And most importantly , fall in love.
I hate to be in this situation while you're out there fucking happy-ing away.
I dont know if you're being a jerk but let me tell you this no one can loved you like how i used to for the past 3 years the sacrificies i made & now im getting tired of it with the way you treat me. I'll try my very best to get you out off my mind and i know there's someone better for both of us.
I dont want to be in this state , either but you forced me to. You force me to made this stupid decision that i myself dont want it either. Its better off for us doing our own stuff for the time being. See , if we really need each other. But please dont blame me if anything happens alright. I treat you nice , i treat you well but this what i get it from you. And you kept  saying "its a random thingy". Babe , yes , it is but you dont even understand of how i felt and you dont even care or bothered about it. You kept doing it continuously. Im sick & tired of it. So what for i am here shedding tears ,worring about you ? I dont wanna waste my time. And i bet you dont even need me anymore , right ? when that particulcar girl left you , here it comes my cellphone rings and its a text from you.
Thanks for Everything & I'll never regret being with you.