I loved Ryan Sheckler . He's simply gorgeous.

How i wish i have a boyfriend like him . Awww *

(:

Thought of not going to school just now due to something really bad had happened to me.

But dearest idah taking the effort to wake me up almost everyday.

I just hate to be in this kind of situation. I swear it reallly killing me. I've tried very hard to avoid it but things keep coming & coming. After one problems settled , and here it goes another one come. Darn !

Im so disappointed with ex boyfriend.

He ever said to me that he wont disappointed me anymore but those are just words that came out from his mouth.

But whatever it is , im totally done with him.

Yes people , i do really loved him alot.

People kept saying that i'll keep coming back to him. Its not me who decide it. Its fate.

His love are just a drug to me that im addicted with and i just couldnt resist it.

But , i have to made the best for myself this time

I deserved to be happy like anybody else too.

Ex boyfriend , if you're reading this ; how i wish you could see how much i loved you all along. Even you made me mad , sometimes , i try to endured it. But im sorry , i gotta go my own way this time even though that's the hardest thing i have to do. Im upset of what ive heard yesterday.

But , i believe sooner or later , i'll get over with everything and lead my life somewhere far away from you.

all i can say ; im still loving you , ex boyfriend.

I gotta move on and so are you , alright ?

Take Care , ex boyfriend.