Efy Gisella
Monday, January 25, 2010 6:11 PM


School was as usual. Nothing much to update . But i have this girl name Lyna in my school . Whenever i walked past her or whatever shit , she'll always looked at me. Lesbiann ayy kau ? hahahah.
So told babygirls about that . What i did was just now , pretend to walk past her and yes twin did realised she did looked at me while i was walking. I know what's the reason anyway ?
So basically , she was contacting this Matrep of mine , Faizal and she gets to know that i used to be with that faizal . So i just dont understand why she kept looking at me ? Jealous ? ohh please , you can have him cs i dont need a guy like him  (:
 we didnt attend the first lesson due to we're so restless. So , slacked at usual place and idk why in a sudden , i just felt like crying. boohooo !
E called just now when im inside the class & i was like freaking mad at him. Bodohh kauuu . hmph !
Ended school around three and something happen again.
Friend , i dont wish to trust you nor that close to you anymore like how i treat the others.
Cause , you dissapointed me by lying and your words you can just save it for yourself. I dont wish to interfere your life anymore.
Met Irahh after school since she needs help . imma a good friend . heh.
Settle things & off to meet E , and thanks for accompany me buying clothes just now.
I had a great time with this bunch of people. Thanks for making my life so lively (:


didnt have the chance to talk or even see that adorable ♥ in school.
And yes adorable ♥ scolded me for something cause i do things that he dont like ): hmph.
but i know for a meanwhile only. heh (:
and yes he owns me TWO chocolate.


Saw something and i was like smiling to myself. Im glad enough that i made a good one this time.
And what i meant was leaving him forever. Cause he wouldnt change at all.
So people out there , trust me i wont be turning back this time.
But im proud of myself cause for what ive seen , i didnt feel upset , pissed or angry instead im happy.
Because im glad he's moving on like i am right now. I cant lie my feelings sometimes , i do missed him & i will intend to day dream about him , the littlest things we spent together and stuff.
But heyy , i need time (:
and today my stupid maid cooked his favourite dish. It reminds me of him. He will intend to eat it more than two times in a day ):
God , please give me strength to overcome all these. I dont wish to hate him and i dont wish him to be in my mind every second , minute & hour.








and i want you to know that im glad that you've been always there for me , adorable ♥
and you'll get your strawberry kiss sooooonnn , ♥









EFY ♥

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