Thursday, February 11, 2010 10:17 AM

♥I

I  felt lost / pissed / fuckup / upset / disappointed on myself but i know out of all this feelings i felt whenever adorable ♥ beside me , i just felt everything's gonna be alright even deep down im way upset.
Yesterday i  felt bad. I didnt mean to be so harsh on adorable ♥.
Yes , ive started to love him more and more cause he's just being too nice and understand me well.
I dont wish to let him go.
I dont wish to hurt him.
I dont wish to be a bad person to him.
I dont wish to lie to him anymore.
All i want is to have him with all my heart.
It sounds weird to me as its the first time ive fall in love with someone else deeply for about 3 years.
Things are just the way that i want him to be.
I dont asked him to be perfect cause no one is perfect. All i want him is to loved me dearly for who i am.
The best part was , hearing his voice saying "iloveyou , effy."
Baby ♥ ,
im sorry if whatever ive said or do makes you upset or angry. i try to be the besti can that you couldnt imagine.
ANDAND i forget to bring some strawberries for adorable ♥ that ive kept abit for him.ARGH.
And meeting this cute guy of mine later on due to accompany him to take his passport.
He's going to be away on this Sunday & im so going to miss him.
let him return safely to Singapore as soon as possibble , please.
Im going to miss him badly ):