Efy Gisella
Sunday, February 14, 2010 11:00 AM



Woke up early just to text adorable ♥ but end up i texted him for awhile cause im super tired.
Received five texts & six missed calls from adorable ♥ when i woke up.
I felt bad for everything. I shouldnt have hurt his feelings in the first place.
I felt bad of everything ive done behind him.
Im sorry , boyfriend. I shouldnt lie to you in the first place.
Im being sucha asshole.
Im being sucha bad girlfriend to you.
Im sorry , i should be with you always before you heading to KL.
Instead , im off bed while you're waiting for my texts or calls.
ARGH! i feel totally bad. I promise i wont do it anymore.
It sads me when i make you cried yesterday night & i didnt meant to.
But please , have faith on me cause im different from other girls that you knew.
Andand please , dont compare me with them.


Yesterday went out with Saifudin as our so called "3 years 1 month".
Everything that he has did to me was so touched.
Thanks for the letters & roses that you gave.
Im so touched .
But , i dont want to give hopes on him and the end i'll hurt him.
I just want you to move on & i know you will.
Its just that you cant bare to see me with someone else.
Likewise , people change and feelings change too.
Everything that i am & what im doing , it happens for a reason &
its not about revenging or whatever shit.
I had a great time with you , honestly.
& it really touched me when you score that goal for me ):
But , i cant lie to myself on and on.
Thanks for accompany-ing buying my MACBETH SHOE.

So , today plan was heading to Bedok. Dearest shima engagement with brother ayit.
meeting Saifudin later in the afternoon and im off home when everything's done.
Cause i promise adorable ♥ that i wont disappoint him when he's away
& i'll keep that in mind.





Seee that picture above..
Please tell him that i miss him so much.
& return home safely and as soon as possible.
i♥♥♥♥ him !



EFY ♥

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