You know you got me, boy ♥

Efy Gisella
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 9:12 PM I miss you , come back soon ♥ Why am i being so stubborn enough to still kept thinking of him. He's not worth it even for my love and fuck okay with those sweet words you said. Just keep it okay ? because this time i'm not falling for it. Save it for your dearest girl , okay , dude ? A jerk like you is always a jerk. Its just that im being so stupid enough to be keep being with you on and on. It sads me , sometimes but im glad enough im backing off. Im thankful enough i've owned a great boyfriend right now even we're now having a misunderstanding between each other. but i believe it just makes us even more stronger . Likewise you said , we going to make it through but we just need to adjust a lil bit on our relationship. Whatever it is , im not letting this love lockdown. I love you , haikal and yes i really do. Sunday, July 25, 2010 10:23 PM My Saturday. How about yours ? (: ♥ I had an awesome saturday night with love. Watching those fireworks with you , having your arms around me & lastly a forehead kiss from you . I was so touched , boy. Met a friend at town before heading to meet the love. And as usual , he's late but this time he's late for ten minutes. Habit that i don't like. Love was so sweet , he surprised me a huge "Stitch" for me as we had an arguments the day before it. I was speechless until he spotted me smiling by myself. "Org tak gilee ehh ? " (: But whatever it is , thankyousomuch for it. We headed to town , to watch movie as we had a free tickets for it but the timing are all sucks. So , we headed to fullerton , to watch those beautiful fireworks and girlfriend Irah & boyfriend was there too . && the sweetest part was we do have a heart to heart talk. At first , its totally craps when talking in that kind of manner with him but afterall , it do make sense , though. and i just have to learned to endure things. because whatever i am right now , its all because of you. Thanks for making my life such a wonderful thing. Saturday, July 24, 2010 11:47 AM ♥ Am meeting boyfriend this afternooon . Hopefully there's fireworks to accompany us at night. Boyfriend had a lil surprise for me later on and i just cant wait && boy , i just falling for you so deeply (: Thursday, July 22, 2010 4:29 PM FALLING FALL FOR YOU ♥ I had a great time with this bunch of girls. They just made my day even im too tired on that day. Supposely the boy fetched me from work & surprisily this bunch of people were there too. I just loved them alot. The Craps abd jokes i got to stand with even im too tired. Afterall , i had an awesome time with them. When I first saw you, I never thought you'd mean the world to me. Being strangers at first, we grew to become friends to good friends to bestfriends. Rmmber the times when I cried for Din? You were there for me all the time, without fail. Although we only knew each other fr a few weeks, it felt like Ive known you fr a few years.To be frank , when we started to know each other for a few days , ive started to loved you with all your care and concern but I wasnt quite sure whether it was the right thing to do. But I told myself that I'll give it time. And sure enough, it paid off. I see myself falling in love with you more day by day. Thinking about you just makes me smile, dreaming about you just makes me miss you even more, being in your arms, it felt like im in cloud nine. I just like the way you pampered me enough. Frankly , i didnt thought that ive fall for you but i know evrything happens for a reason. Thankyou so much for entering my life & please dont you just walk away from my life just like that because i still need youu, buddy ♥ I want you to sing me to sleep, And hold me where the nightmares cannot find me. Ever since the day you walked into my life, The pain has ceased, I feel like I can breathe again ,♥ Sunday, July 18, 2010 6:02 PM I LOVE YOU. ♥ f Yesterday was awesomee. The boy fetched me from work and surprisily my babygirls was there too. I had an awesomee saturday night yesterday with the boy & babygirls :) dear diary , ive been fall out of love too much and now i just want to have a clean/serious relationship. I knew this boy since secondary. We're just friends in the first place , but the funnier part was both of us have the same feelings towards each other that we didnt even let out as we kept it to ourselves. And as for now , im the happiest girl when he let out everything to me. People were talking about you , as you're not the right guy for me. I dont care what people says about you , love. Even you have tattoo everything or whatever shit , once my mom told me that follow what's in your heart and not people. But sometimes , ive been too much followed what my heart says , end up dissapointment. Maybe its called , Life. Let be this time round a great one. I just dont want any dissapointment that ive been through for 3 years as i had enough. Lastly , i love the way you are , skater boy. Thursday, July 15, 2010 4:21 PM ♥ I want someone I can go to. Someone I can tell my secrets to. Someone who wont judge me with the mistakes that I've made, for the mistakes I will continue to make. I want someone who understands. I want someone who hears, not just listens. I want someone who says goodnight to me, and prays to god they get the chance to say good morning. I want someone who knows my quirks. I want someone who wipes my tears away. I want someone who needs me. I want someone who loves me. Love , Efy Friday, July 2, 2010 5:39 PM Farkkkkkkkkkk . i misss youuu ♥ You left me just like that. You being such a great companion/friend to me. Didnt know that everything turn out so seriously until you have to leave me for a few months. Im here waiting for you patiently , dude. still remembering what you said on the phone ; " you take care of yourself . before im off , all i want is to hear your voice before i suffered inside " )': Im just hoping you're doing fine wherever you are . Yesterday was totally packed with people due to "Eclipse" on screen yesterday. But , thank god. i could handle it alone (: And surprisily , Saifudin were there to drop by & he watched movies alone while waiting for me to end my worrkk. At first , everything goes smoothly until when the part i saw something on his hand that i nearly recognised. You dont have to lie , Saifudin. Im no fool of yours anymore.	EFY ♥ 1st November is my all time favourite day, big thanks to mum Ive owned a beautiful/gorgeous bestfriend. 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I want you to sing me to sleep, And hold me where the nightmares cannot find me. Ever since the day you walked into my life, The pain has ceased, I feel like I can breathe again ,♥

I want you to sing me to sleep,
And hold me where the nightmares cannot find me.
Ever since the day you walked into my life,
The pain has ceased,
I feel like I can breathe again ,♥